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my first experience.....

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Skeemer

Skeemer

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A few weeks ago I was introduced to dmt/changa at a festival i dj'd at. The man who introduce this to me was Ice House Shaman, one of the coolest guys i've ever met. I had heard about dmt and was interested in it for about 4 years. Ice was super cool and made me and my wife feel really comfortable about trying it. I took 1 good hit fri. and 2 bong hits sat. Cool visuals and great feeling, but sunday morning was amazing!! I shot into a place filled with beautiful lights/spirits and became one with the lights twisting and turning without gravity and at one point I consciously thought that i had no idea what was up or what was down. Just as i started to panic a spirit calmed me by putting her hands on my chest and telling me it's ok. She had no face or a mouth even, but i heard her. The love I felt was incredable...life changing. I feel so much closer to my wife, my kids, my dad, and all my friends......everybody basically. I'm really looking foward to travelling further, deeping my spirituality, and learning all that i can about dmt, changa, ayahuasca.



Thanks for reading,
Skeemer
 
Warm welcomes, Skeemer. Glad to hear you had such a positive introduction.

Good lookin' out, Ice House Shaman.:lol: You doin' the kamoonity proud.
 
Welcome to the Nexus my friend. I am very honored to have been able to facilitate the opening of a new chapter in your life. Its amazing how that all came together.

There are many very experienced voyagers here at the Nexus, take advantage of the volumes of information that is available to you.

Never forget the only stupid question is the one not asked.

I look forward to doing some more work with you soon.

IHS
 
So after posting my first experience, I remembered i had a little bit left over from a few weeks ago. So I loaded up and as i hit out of my glass piece I saw a ring of fire popping and shooting thru the glass and before i could think anything i was off! This time it hit me much harder and faster. I blew out the smoke to a cool echo that vibrated the visuals and then i hit it once again and held it until i coughed and that echo really got the visuals going. I felt like i couldn't lean back or even close my eyes. Well, maybe my eyes were closed, i don't know. I felt paralized. I felt like i couldn't fully relax for some reason. It was like an enhancment of my first trip but deeper and much more visual and more intense. I had to calm myself this time(no spirit to calm me like before)I had to take a couple of deep breaths during my trip becuase it felt like i wasn't breathing. And those breaths sounded and looked cool.

I saw some sort of being that was weaving and twisting with the amazingly colorful, multidiminsional visuals. It didn't speak or i couldn't hear or understand it. It looked deep into my brain/soul and i felt like it knew my life story. during this highly visual trip my mind slipped and thought about my first trip(probably because i just posted about it), I felt like my mind slipping is what started the end of my trip. I tried to hold on but it slipped thru my couch and then i came to but felt like i was floating on my couch and the room was swaying like a boat in the ocean. This feeling was really cool and lasted about 15-20 minutes...i can still feel it a little.

This trip seems like it had no spiritual meaning. I felt alone with this being that knew me completly and that made me a little uncomfortable. Also when i came to my heart was pounding. But the trip wasn't scary. I feel like each trip is going to go deeper, but if i'm not ready for something it'll be kind of like my trip tonight.

Is what I see unique to me or do we all go to the same place? I didn't feel the unconditional love this time. Do i see the same being each trip or is it a different one each time?
 
A person can have a wide array of experiences, even with same doses from the same batch. It was probably unique to an extent, but at the same time, there have probably been others with very similar trips. Also, your vaporizing technique has a lot to do with it, and since it's difficult to get that the same each time, you're bound to be more/less successful. Also it sounds like you've tried it out of a variety of different pieces which can also make a difference in a similar manner.
 
Thank you for the warm welcomes everybody. I'm looking foward to sharing more experiences with everybody and learning what I can from you more experienced voyagers:)
 
ok, so today my understanding of things is a little deeper. my wife had a very enlightening experience(read her post, her name is mystical). it sounded very cool so i decided to go on a journey. I sat and cleared my head and thought about what i wanted to get out of this. i also asked if now is the right time. i heard the slightest whisper of no....i didn't listen. I didn't do much but i heard a rythmic womens voice say "I'm warning you" and then i saw basic 3d visuals and thats it. i reflected on that for an hour or so and while reading a book a thought popped in my head that i asked for too much and that all I really wanted was to cleanse my soul and free my mind. Then suddenly i heard her voice say "now you can." I asked my wife what she thought and after not wanting to answer for 5 minutes, she said i "just wait" then i heard the voice again say "now you can".....so i did. I am so glad i did. I could feel and see my soul being pulled out of my body thru my mouth by one being and my brain being worked on by another. it felt so good. then i felt my soul being put back into my body, this required very deep and cotrolled breathing. then i felt like it was time to open my eyes. I was shown ancient egyptian or myan drawings, i saw reptiles growing from the earth and then i was shown my brain and how much of it was open and free and what was still locked. all this was very comforting. When i was fully back something told me to pray....so i did, thankingthem for accepting me into them and for making them a part of me. I also realized i need to change my diet. I now know that this is the right time in my life to start this journey and that this is REAL and not to be abused.

thanx for listening
 
Skeemer ... It sounds like you had a great voyage, very interesting. I find it very difficult to go any further after I get a little voice that tells me no. I'm glad it worked out for you.

Going over your intentions pre launch is so important.

Its always good to relax and state your intentions before you go, It's really nice when you feel welcome before you go.

Take time to integrate.
 
Hey man and welcome! I love your attitude. A journeyman of your outlook will surely take away great things. I wanted to say, I think I have encountered this creature as well:


Skeemer said:
I saw some sort of being that was weaving and twisting with the amazingly colorful, multidiminsional visuals. It didn't speak or i couldn't hear or understand it. It looked deep into my brain/soul and i felt like it knew my life story.
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Though for myself, I interpreted this vision as a fundamental law of the universe. It was as if I was seeing A Universal Truth in motion, eternally dancing the balance of life/death, light/dark, etc. Almost like a mobius strip, each duality leads to a new beginning. That was the dance of this creature. Each time it ended it began anew.

Safe travels in future journeys.

thankyou
 
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