NeitherHere
Lucid dreamer
After years of consideration and patience I finally got involved last year. My first extraction was a success and every attempt after has failed miserably. But that's not why I'm here.
I'm here because I want to talk about my first experience with DMT.
I got a machine and packed it with small clear crystals. I decided to lay in the hammock outside because I rarely like tripping indoors. It was spring, the birds were chirping and there were squirrels running around. I laid in the hammock anxious. Unsure of what would come. I deal with a lot of stress and anxiety and I wasn't so confident that this wouldn't make it worse but the hope that it could help made it easier to commit to. The feeling was like climbing stop a bridge and looking a thousand feet below before jumping into the water.
I took one long and solid toke and held it as long as I could. Surprisingly it wasn't as harsh as I had been lead to believe. It was actually quite tolerable. I laid there anxious and unsure of what would come just thinking about "what am I doing right now".
I closed my eyes because it felt like I was being hurdled at incredible speeds. Disorienting and overwhelming is an understatement. But then I came to a peaceful pause. I could hear the birds chirping and the leaves moving in the wind but behind closed eyes I found myself in an open magma chamber. Magma flowing all around peacefully. Beautiful reds, oranges,and yellows. It was breath taking and comforting. I remember being confused. Usually warm color visuals make me panic. Cool colors are where I tend to find peace, warm colors tend to give me s sense of endangerment. Lava of all things feeling calming was a bit odd.
The trip was somehow longer and quicker than I had expected. I haven't had visuals like that sense. I might get light fractals here or there but never entities like on salvia or interactive visuals like my first experience.
Now I use the spice as a preventative/ abortive substance for cluster headaches and migraines. It's produced loads of positive "side effects" that I consider to be incredibly helpful.
I know my report isn't exactly visionary or ground breaking but I still wanted to share. I'm glad I took the jump off of that spiritual bridge into the unknown. It's lead to lots of questions I'll never get answers to for the rest of my life but it's also helped me find a peace and relief I wouldnt have found anywhere else.
Thanks for stopping by.
I'm here because I want to talk about my first experience with DMT.
I got a machine and packed it with small clear crystals. I decided to lay in the hammock outside because I rarely like tripping indoors. It was spring, the birds were chirping and there were squirrels running around. I laid in the hammock anxious. Unsure of what would come. I deal with a lot of stress and anxiety and I wasn't so confident that this wouldn't make it worse but the hope that it could help made it easier to commit to. The feeling was like climbing stop a bridge and looking a thousand feet below before jumping into the water.
I took one long and solid toke and held it as long as I could. Surprisingly it wasn't as harsh as I had been lead to believe. It was actually quite tolerable. I laid there anxious and unsure of what would come just thinking about "what am I doing right now".
I closed my eyes because it felt like I was being hurdled at incredible speeds. Disorienting and overwhelming is an understatement. But then I came to a peaceful pause. I could hear the birds chirping and the leaves moving in the wind but behind closed eyes I found myself in an open magma chamber. Magma flowing all around peacefully. Beautiful reds, oranges,and yellows. It was breath taking and comforting. I remember being confused. Usually warm color visuals make me panic. Cool colors are where I tend to find peace, warm colors tend to give me s sense of endangerment. Lava of all things feeling calming was a bit odd.
The trip was somehow longer and quicker than I had expected. I haven't had visuals like that sense. I might get light fractals here or there but never entities like on salvia or interactive visuals like my first experience.
Now I use the spice as a preventative/ abortive substance for cluster headaches and migraines. It's produced loads of positive "side effects" that I consider to be incredibly helpful.
I know my report isn't exactly visionary or ground breaking but I still wanted to share. I'm glad I took the jump off of that spiritual bridge into the unknown. It's lead to lots of questions I'll never get answers to for the rest of my life but it's also helped me find a peace and relief I wouldnt have found anywhere else.
Thanks for stopping by.