Why not first write out your thoughts in a program like Microsoft Word or Google Docs? I echo Pandora here in that it was extremely difficult to read your OP and I could only get down a few lines. Perfect spelling and grammar is not necessary, but clear communication is strongly encouraged as text is our primary means of interaction on the Nexus.

And as Pandora said, make sure you read the Attitude and other links in your PM. They are crucial to your survival here.

Welcome to the DMT-Nexus.