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hey guys thought id start a new thread about swims experiences cos I am going to mention a few hope this is ok ? Swims first experience was, im sure 30mg not a lot going by some peoples storys but anyhoo he was taking it with someone who he didnt know very well and thats maybe why he freaked a bit but then it is dmt 
After 3 deep tokes swim felt a strong physical rush and then he started seeing like pencil drawing faces in the oily air like almost mocking him and hed turn his head away and theyd jump in front of him, quite malevolant making fun sort of then swim said ohh i dont think i like this and shut his eyes to hide, then he opened them again and it was lots of oily watery liquid everywhere with triangles and cirlcles and patterns thick in the oily watery air, then swin could see like a horned typed being coming through and hes like oh no i dont like this and he jumped up of his seat and went into the bathroom, swim has lots of african faces in his bathroom and they just went into infinity, so clearly, and then after looking at this he could see a tall lizard like being and he said to himself oh no thats they lizards, swim beleived in shapeshifting reptiles before so maybe thats why hes seeing this, but still he thought !!?? Then swim came back into his living room with his sitter, freaking out pacing back and forth oh i dont like this i dont like this hes saying then he said i feel like i want to cry his sitter says do what you like and he grabbed onto a partition and grabbed a bit of cappi vine and orgonite it converts negative energy into positive (if you want to know what that is check this out www.orgone.info) this was to help ground him, and as swim grabbed onto the partition he bent over and started crying and bawling like hes never done in his life not from sadness or fear well maybe a little fear lol but swim says it was as if it was a big ball of emotion stuck inside him and he had to let it out, and they werent even real tears just lots of wetness around the eyes, though he feels he probably needed that!! After the trauma and he calmed down hes like what was that ? and in hindsight he seen it as something that had to be explored more and he took a lot of positives out of it, it was the most terryfing and beautiful experince all in one ! lol His second experience wasnt as severe tho he was scared and grabbed onto his brother for dear life but this didnt last, he thinks it was a bit more, tho his smoking technique wasnt great and he thinks he burned it. After those experiences swim wanted to make his own and did using the marsofold tec, the exact same technique though the spice didnt seem quite the same, after a few low level doses he had a bit more, sorry i cant tell you the amount as he just doesnt know, first few attempts very light good visuals but nothing extreme, but it just didnt seem the same as his friends stuff even though it was low doses. Apologise again but he didnt know the doses and after a few beers swim and his friend decided to do a big hit between them, his friend earlier had had his first two experiences and liked them like swim did. Swim thought it wasnt working so took another toke on it then all of a sudden it felt very inscetoid like very earthy and he could see this tall horned being in the room jumping round him very fast and it was being very intimidating so swim shut his eyes and lay on his side and when he did all he could see was dodechadrons, swim won one of these from an orgonite website but it was yet to arrive, it channels energy using intent to boost peoples energys and it was as if this entity wasnt happy about that but when swim opened his eyes again he was covered in like glow in the dark fleas with big smiley eyes and a big smile and they were jumping on his shoulders making high pitched playful noises, as if they were trying to chill him out, even tho it was quite discomforting and this being was still there jumping around but they took the focus of him and were there to help or so it would seem in hindsight. As swim said when he first took that last toke it felt very earthy and swim has seen those very same fleas on high doses of mexican mushrooms and at the time swim and his friend before it got a bit crazy said exactly that, like they felt like inscets !!?? lol and low and behold swim had been waiting for the dodec for weeks and it arrived the next day think someone wasnt happy bout that!! The next big dose swim had was in a dark room and his friend went first, his friend was making lots of strange noises which grounded swim and it was closed eyed visuals chromes and silvers and dark colours. Swim was kept grounded by his friend who was making worrying sounds and swim opened his eyes and sat up and his friend jumped up saying, im not sure how long they were lying there, his friend satrted saying oh there were loads of negative spirits and he didnt want to talk to them but at this time swim was getting strong open eye visuals and he turned round and seen this entity with a hawk like face, like the scary masks people in victorian times used to wear, or they were in a crap film called eyes wide shut youll know the type of face swim means and it did seem negative just by its appearance but it was really quite indifferent to swim just looked scary to him. And swim turned round to his companion and it was as if there were loads of things around him, tho that could have been the shimmering efects of the dmt he sometimes gets. After they could see each other they calmed down an realised they were back, though swim feels he didn go as far as his friend due to his noises grounding him, in a sense. Swims pretty sure hes not had a proper breakthrough cos a lot of the time he knows who he is though he does want to go further. And what do you guys think of swims crying on his first experience, and why a lot of negative entitys ? even the first stuff he tried there was an element of that but not as severe as the last two, tho the last one didnt effect swim so much, could it be the spice? because they do seem diffeerent?? made the same way though! or it could well be the smoking technique swims very new to this really but cant wait to go further!! cheers for reading if you do ! just had to get all that out been meaning to for a long time ! Peace and Love
After 3 deep tokes swim felt a strong physical rush and then he started seeing like pencil drawing faces in the oily air like almost mocking him and hed turn his head away and theyd jump in front of him, quite malevolant making fun sort of then swim said ohh i dont think i like this and shut his eyes to hide, then he opened them again and it was lots of oily watery liquid everywhere with triangles and cirlcles and patterns thick in the oily watery air, then swin could see like a horned typed being coming through and hes like oh no i dont like this and he jumped up of his seat and went into the bathroom, swim has lots of african faces in his bathroom and they just went into infinity, so clearly, and then after looking at this he could see a tall lizard like being and he said to himself oh no thats they lizards, swim beleived in shapeshifting reptiles before so maybe thats why hes seeing this, but still he thought !!?? Then swim came back into his living room with his sitter, freaking out pacing back and forth oh i dont like this i dont like this hes saying then he said i feel like i want to cry his sitter says do what you like and he grabbed onto a partition and grabbed a bit of cappi vine and orgonite it converts negative energy into positive (if you want to know what that is check this out www.orgone.info) this was to help ground him, and as swim grabbed onto the partition he bent over and started crying and bawling like hes never done in his life not from sadness or fear well maybe a little fear lol but swim says it was as if it was a big ball of emotion stuck inside him and he had to let it out, and they werent even real tears just lots of wetness around the eyes, though he feels he probably needed that!! After the trauma and he calmed down hes like what was that ? and in hindsight he seen it as something that had to be explored more and he took a lot of positives out of it, it was the most terryfing and beautiful experince all in one ! lol His second experience wasnt as severe tho he was scared and grabbed onto his brother for dear life but this didnt last, he thinks it was a bit more, tho his smoking technique wasnt great and he thinks he burned it. After those experiences swim wanted to make his own and did using the marsofold tec, the exact same technique though the spice didnt seem quite the same, after a few low level doses he had a bit more, sorry i cant tell you the amount as he just doesnt know, first few attempts very light good visuals but nothing extreme, but it just didnt seem the same as his friends stuff even though it was low doses. Apologise again but he didnt know the doses and after a few beers swim and his friend decided to do a big hit between them, his friend earlier had had his first two experiences and liked them like swim did. Swim thought it wasnt working so took another toke on it then all of a sudden it felt very inscetoid like very earthy and he could see this tall horned being in the room jumping round him very fast and it was being very intimidating so swim shut his eyes and lay on his side and when he did all he could see was dodechadrons, swim won one of these from an orgonite website but it was yet to arrive, it channels energy using intent to boost peoples energys and it was as if this entity wasnt happy about that but when swim opened his eyes again he was covered in like glow in the dark fleas with big smiley eyes and a big smile and they were jumping on his shoulders making high pitched playful noises, as if they were trying to chill him out, even tho it was quite discomforting and this being was still there jumping around but they took the focus of him and were there to help or so it would seem in hindsight. As swim said when he first took that last toke it felt very earthy and swim has seen those very same fleas on high doses of mexican mushrooms and at the time swim and his friend before it got a bit crazy said exactly that, like they felt like inscets !!?? lol and low and behold swim had been waiting for the dodec for weeks and it arrived the next day think someone wasnt happy bout that!! The next big dose swim had was in a dark room and his friend went first, his friend was making lots of strange noises which grounded swim and it was closed eyed visuals chromes and silvers and dark colours. Swim was kept grounded by his friend who was making worrying sounds and swim opened his eyes and sat up and his friend jumped up saying, im not sure how long they were lying there, his friend satrted saying oh there were loads of negative spirits and he didnt want to talk to them but at this time swim was getting strong open eye visuals and he turned round and seen this entity with a hawk like face, like the scary masks people in victorian times used to wear, or they were in a crap film called eyes wide shut youll know the type of face swim means and it did seem negative just by its appearance but it was really quite indifferent to swim just looked scary to him. And swim turned round to his companion and it was as if there were loads of things around him, tho that could have been the shimmering efects of the dmt he sometimes gets. After they could see each other they calmed down an realised they were back, though swim feels he didn go as far as his friend due to his noises grounding him, in a sense. Swims pretty sure hes not had a proper breakthrough cos a lot of the time he knows who he is though he does want to go further. And what do you guys think of swims crying on his first experience, and why a lot of negative entitys ? even the first stuff he tried there was an element of that but not as severe as the last two, tho the last one didnt effect swim so much, could it be the spice? because they do seem diffeerent?? made the same way though! or it could well be the smoking technique swims very new to this really but cant wait to go further!! cheers for reading if you do ! just had to get all that out been meaning to for a long time ! Peace and Love
