Well, im just trying to get in some posts cause im having a hard time finding stuff to say about most of the threads in this nursery area.

In anycase i remembered another part of my trip just today, something i saw triggered it and it started to come back to me.

I remember that as some point after viewing heaven/the void and god/lucifer... i went looking for god. I dont remember much i just remember being in thia glowing area, and being told that God was dead, and i remember that being a point in the trip where things just went dark visualy and things became more introspective. Again i dont really believe these experiences have anything to do with reality, but that doesnt make the emotions and feelings i had any less real, it was a powerful experience and to be honest iv never read any theories on God being dead or anything like that, so it was something creative that my mind made up, unlike most of the things i saw which were tied in with things i had been experiencing and were in my head prior to the trip.

Also today is the last day of my second week being clean from poppy seed tea, i just started smoking some pot the otherday, and now instead of only 3-4 hours of sleep a day, and usualy waking up soaked in sweat, I can oddly sleep 8-10 hours, but im also on clonidine aswell, but i didnt start sleeping till i smoked the pot.

I know this is more of a psychadelics forumn rather then one for addiction so ill try and keep my information relavent, but context can often be important as to why someone is taking the drug in the first place.