Turk22
Rising Star
I'd like to share my first experience with dmt just out of the potential others can learn from it. Unfortunately, I learned of this substance at the ripe age of seventeen. Previously my experiences with psychedelics involved only mushrooms and salvia. I was also an avid pot smoker and of course being the high school "weekend warrior" type I battered my body with alcohol often. Being a relatively intelligent kid (but misguided) I did a lot of research and extracted from phalaris arundinacea as it grew copiously in my back yard as well as down the street from my home. My first attempt was a success and I'm happy to at least be able to say I purified the product as best I could being putting it into my body. I would like to mention right now to young readers that what I did was horrible irresponsible and dangerous. I obtained a fair amount of material which I compiled over a few different extractions using different methods in order to test results (mainly yields vs. volumes of materials needs to complete the tek). I remember waiting for the perfect day when I had privacy to sit out on my back deck with a friend and take my first tentative steps into a whole new world. The scale I had my hands on was fairly accurate so I was able to weight out a 70mg dose, figuring the inefficient "sandwich" method which I was using would destroy some of my product and bring it down to a 50mg level that actually entered my lungs which I had read to be what was required for a breakthrough dose. The flash terrified me, and the trip sent me catapulting through a dark region of space, spinning my presence down lines of gases that seemed be lit from the very nucleus of their atoms. I don't really need to go into detail about my trip as it's mainly the effects afterwards I want to talk about. Both I and my friend (surprisingly) enjoyed our journeys that day very much and agreed not to do it again till we had another opportunity of serenity. Over the course of a few months I partook in the spice perhaps twenty-thirty times. My friend stopped very early in experimentation after having an experience that really scared him. This eventually happened to me as well. I threw out the rest of my spice and for the next six months experienced horrible self isolation as I struggled to understand the information dmt had rammed into my skull. I felt as if I had knowledge that no one else around me did and that my ingestion of these drug had changed who I was into something so radically different than my peers that I could no long function normally amongst them. It took me a long time away from all psychedelics as well as marijuana to come to grips with all I had experienced. The friend that I first dosed with never touched dmt again and our friendship ended in shambles. For a long while I experienced minor psychological disturbances even after I felt I had found closure on this "new me" that had formed so suddenly. When I finally did go back to the spice years later I made sure that I was ready and mature enough to handle the experience. I hope this helps someone out there because I suffered terribly for my disrespect to spice and my ignorance. Peace to all and good luck in your lives !
