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My first Mental Spice Circus

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Narcoleptic Otter

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Right... So I'd smoked Spice twice before recently with an old friend and esteemed member of this site(won't use his name until he gives his grace), the intensity of it increasing at each exploration. Not having taken hallucengens in many years, I approached with caution and was both times awed at the experience. No anxiety, paranoia, none of the mental side effects I would have normally associated with such a compound. Instantly I was intrigued and started to look into its composition, extraction, effects and after effects.

Then came the third experiment.
Comfortably sitting on my bed, I took a large hit, + - 35mg. Two large and two smaller bursts of sour smoke poured into my lungs. My lady took my kit from my hands a whole 10-15 seconds later I was away.

For the 1st moments I closed my eyes and intense spirals of black and white bubbles pulsed within squares. Shapes plowed and danced behind my eyelids. Loud vibrations affected my extremities and filled my ears. Then I opened my eyes...

Things have I never seen or felt or imagined possible assaulted my senses from every angle. The lamp shade exploded into hundreds of shafts of light while the victorian decor of my ceiling sprouted hundreds of snakes in Incan design. These patterns have been in all my journeys so far. As to whether I see these because my mind is telling me I should be seeing this or because this is what lurks out on the fringes of reality, I don't know and look forward to investigating this further. My feet lengthened and shrank in front of a fully sentient chest of drawers while the walls and door bulged at grotesque angles. The room brightened to almost impossible glowing white, shards of green pulsing. Everything looked as different as it could be while retaining just enough of familiarity to fascinate.

I laughed and rolled and sat up and lay down again for a meager 4 minutes playing with what I can only compare to the craziest mind circus possible. Everywhere I turned in vision and in mind I was accosted by colour, living breathing physical item and an overwhelming sense of brittle borders. Again, no fear. Only a sense of euphoria and a sense of safety whilst traversing unknown mental planes.

...And then I was back.
Third time lucky. I believe I broke through this time and I looking forward to journeying further into this realm that I feel is benevolent in nature and it's only danger lurks it what you bring into it with you.

Anyone who has an insight into anything I've written please feel free to share their thoughts, I'm hear to listen and learn.

Peace
Narcoleptic Otter
 
Thanks Guys, you'll be sure to hear of me again on this site.

I feel An ever so slight change in perception and that if it changes just one of my pre-conception regarding all that surrounds me, I'll follow this to it's conclusion (which I'm sure cant be reached in this lifetime on this plane)

Peace
Narcolceptic Otter
 
Narcoleptic Otter said:
I feel An ever so slight change in perception and that if it changes just one of my pre-conception regarding all that surrounds me, I'll follow this to it's conclusion (which I'm sure cant be reached in this lifetime on this plane)
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sometimes when i smoke dmt I have eyes closed for about 3min then open them and finish the trip eyes open. What i notice is that my mind replaces objects with other objects. Like my hands were no longer made of skin but rather blue jeans material. my friends couches were suddenly on his ceilings. peoples skin was not their skin but rather other materials like trash wrappers or some people just look like chameleons and blend into whatever they are sitting in front of. Objects take a squareish lego quality to them. One thing that I can say for certain is that dmt has permanently changed the way I see objects, colors and perceive energies even when sober, its just not as intense as while on it.
 
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