SHroomtroll
Rising Star
I finally did it!
Yesterday i had my first sesion with ayahuasca prepared in the jungle and with a trained shaman.
It was me and 2 of my closest friends along with some older dude i never met and of course my beloved shaman lady friend.
We took the train a bit out of town where the shaman picked us up and then we drove out to the woods.
We stopped by a very nice rock just by the water and made camp.
I was the first to drink and she gave me 2cups right away since she really wanted me to get far out.
The brew was quite bitter and had a strong taste of lemon, i was told it was quite potent and contained caapi,chakruna aswell as chaliponga.
It wasnt as bad as my homebrews with 100mg dmt per shot though, but i could tell it had alot of harmalas in it.
After some time she started singing some icaros which was very calming and healing for us.
Everyone who was present had to go to the woods several times to take a dump and throw up several times except me.
Im kind of used to it though since ive only purged once of the 10-15times ive had the medicine.
About a hour and half after the first dose we all had a refill, this time i felt i really had to focus to not throw up right away.
Also i started feeling heavy pressure downstairs but i kept it in since i didnt feel like shitting in the woods.
About 30mins after the second shot it started to get quite visual for me, but the mental intensity was still quite mild although very therapeutic and healing.
At one point i thought it was done and that i was sobering up, so i decided to smoke a joint of weed that i had brought with me, this was very nice sonce it killed my nausea and made me relax into the trip more.
Some time went and i felt really hungry so i had a few nuts and some tea, i walked around a bit and talked with my friends who also seemed to be landing at this point.
But then it really hit me! I started to feel wonky and my balance was shot, i proceded to sit down and the visuals just hit me like shot to the face!
I layed down and got a really heavy feeling in my whole body, all my demons got lit up and the feeling i try to run from everyday got to strong to ignore.
Then i felt it, i stood up walked away and puked my guts out!
The shaman started applouding and congratiolated me for finally purging.
It was very intense and i could feel some parasite leaving my system finally.
I beleive i had caught some kind of spirutual parasite while traveling in india last year.
After that i got extremely cold and had to lay down for a good while.
After this i def understand that there is a huge difference in drinking homemade aya in my livingroom and doing real jungle brew in nature with someone who is initiated in the traditions.
I mean homemade is good stuff and it hits like 90% of the target.
But these last 10% makes a huge difference..
Im really looking forward to do this soon again even though it was a very hard experience.
Yesterday i had my first sesion with ayahuasca prepared in the jungle and with a trained shaman.
It was me and 2 of my closest friends along with some older dude i never met and of course my beloved shaman lady friend.
We took the train a bit out of town where the shaman picked us up and then we drove out to the woods.
We stopped by a very nice rock just by the water and made camp.
I was the first to drink and she gave me 2cups right away since she really wanted me to get far out.
The brew was quite bitter and had a strong taste of lemon, i was told it was quite potent and contained caapi,chakruna aswell as chaliponga.
It wasnt as bad as my homebrews with 100mg dmt per shot though, but i could tell it had alot of harmalas in it.
After some time she started singing some icaros which was very calming and healing for us.
Everyone who was present had to go to the woods several times to take a dump and throw up several times except me.
Im kind of used to it though since ive only purged once of the 10-15times ive had the medicine.
About a hour and half after the first dose we all had a refill, this time i felt i really had to focus to not throw up right away.
Also i started feeling heavy pressure downstairs but i kept it in since i didnt feel like shitting in the woods.
About 30mins after the second shot it started to get quite visual for me, but the mental intensity was still quite mild although very therapeutic and healing.
At one point i thought it was done and that i was sobering up, so i decided to smoke a joint of weed that i had brought with me, this was very nice sonce it killed my nausea and made me relax into the trip more.
Some time went and i felt really hungry so i had a few nuts and some tea, i walked around a bit and talked with my friends who also seemed to be landing at this point.
But then it really hit me! I started to feel wonky and my balance was shot, i proceded to sit down and the visuals just hit me like shot to the face!
I layed down and got a really heavy feeling in my whole body, all my demons got lit up and the feeling i try to run from everyday got to strong to ignore.
Then i felt it, i stood up walked away and puked my guts out!
The shaman started applouding and congratiolated me for finally purging.
It was very intense and i could feel some parasite leaving my system finally.
I beleive i had caught some kind of spirutual parasite while traveling in india last year.
After that i got extremely cold and had to lay down for a good while.
After this i def understand that there is a huge difference in drinking homemade aya in my livingroom and doing real jungle brew in nature with someone who is initiated in the traditions.
I mean homemade is good stuff and it hits like 90% of the target.
But these last 10% makes a huge difference..
Im really looking forward to do this soon again even though it was a very hard experience.
