Jailbird5000
Rising Star
So I figured it was time for me to share my first trip report! I have been puting this off for several reasons. I am not a confident writer, and I'm not sure I can truly explain my experiences. My journeys have been amazing to say the least. But I'm pretty sure I can't recall a good 90% of them.
I have tripped almost ten times now. The first two real breakthroughs have almost faded by now but the thing I found interesting about them was that I went to the exact same place in both trips. A smooth black room with a floating, morphing mass of color and light pouring out on to me. My first breakthrough scared the hell out of me at first. I took 40mg and kept my eyes open. I was very disoriented. My experiences in last two days flashed in an out of my vision. Time was all mixed up. I stared at an air hockey table I have leaned against the wall. The lines and circles float off and burn into my vision. I'm panicking. I close my eyes only to find they are made of glass and I still see the entire room. Once I talk myself down I enjoy an impressive display of crystal clear shapes and shiny colored goo. Fantastic, but I was very nervous to trip again. A common occurancce in all my trips has been a funnel of sorts pouring psychedelic plasma into my chest. So vivid and clear! One of the last times I went twice in one sitting. The first was great but I can't recall much. The second took me to a pair of entities. I only looked at one and he appeared as the joker, purple and green. A mile tall and pencil thin. Reminded me of Morpheus from sandman. Seemed a bit condescending. "Really? You're back? I don't know what else you want but here I guess" he drops what I'll call a yo-yo. I watch in awe as it spins and morphs. I feel treated like a baby as if he's jingling keys to entertain me. I feel the second entity close by. I don't look but I feel that she is female. She tells the joker to be nice, as if he's teasing me. I don't feel scared or threatened. Totally at peace. I am just an observer at this point in my journeys. One thing that keeps coming to me is the strong desire to share this with others. I definitely want to be cautious about who and make sure they are properly prepared.
Hey thanx for taking the time to read my nonsense and a big thanx to the nexus for getting me started! I look forward to exploring much more.
I have tripped almost ten times now. The first two real breakthroughs have almost faded by now but the thing I found interesting about them was that I went to the exact same place in both trips. A smooth black room with a floating, morphing mass of color and light pouring out on to me. My first breakthrough scared the hell out of me at first. I took 40mg and kept my eyes open. I was very disoriented. My experiences in last two days flashed in an out of my vision. Time was all mixed up. I stared at an air hockey table I have leaned against the wall. The lines and circles float off and burn into my vision. I'm panicking. I close my eyes only to find they are made of glass and I still see the entire room. Once I talk myself down I enjoy an impressive display of crystal clear shapes and shiny colored goo. Fantastic, but I was very nervous to trip again. A common occurancce in all my trips has been a funnel of sorts pouring psychedelic plasma into my chest. So vivid and clear! One of the last times I went twice in one sitting. The first was great but I can't recall much. The second took me to a pair of entities. I only looked at one and he appeared as the joker, purple and green. A mile tall and pencil thin. Reminded me of Morpheus from sandman. Seemed a bit condescending. "Really? You're back? I don't know what else you want but here I guess" he drops what I'll call a yo-yo. I watch in awe as it spins and morphs. I feel treated like a baby as if he's jingling keys to entertain me. I feel the second entity close by. I don't look but I feel that she is female. She tells the joker to be nice, as if he's teasing me. I don't feel scared or threatened. Totally at peace. I am just an observer at this point in my journeys. One thing that keeps coming to me is the strong desire to share this with others. I definitely want to be cautious about who and make sure they are properly prepared.
Hey thanx for taking the time to read my nonsense and a big thanx to the nexus for getting me started! I look forward to exploring much more.
