My first successful journey

[spaceshuttle]

im not very good at writing, hopefully i will get better with time.
my Vapor Genie arrived yesterday, and i wrote a quick diary entry straight after my first try about an hour ago to try and remember as much as i could. So i figured i would share with the nexus incase anyone is interested


10mg.

I’m still all fuzzy. Trying to contemplate the euphoria. Such a small dose, first time. Had to remember to slow down and breathe deep.
I closed my eyes as it all melted into one. Pulsating slowly
Like flowing blood, I coughed lightly and it was as if it stopped and focused energy on my chest for a brief moment until we were ready to go back. We, the presence of a woman, her hand reaching out
Telling me to follow, don’t be afraid.
This is beautiful I said. I’m here to learn.
I enjoyed the closed eye visuals for a while. Lots of grid lines stretching out on a horizontal plain into the distance and fading into the horizon. I was revolving around a centre structure, like a large crystal, maybe 2m high, and slowly changing shape.

A massive red demon appeared without a body, just red energy stemming from a single point as if coming from a hole.
Just staring at me. I laughed at it, "I’m stronger than you!"

Each time I laughed it would shrink in size and retreat. I would then focus my energy on other thoughts. Trying to hide from it.
Each time he would return. Stronger, bigger. "You can’t hide from me, you are to face me" he spoke without words.

It was like a fight of thought, back and forth until he diminished back through that hole.
The lady’s reassuring hand had returned motioning a calm, open handed gesture as if to say, you can go back down now.

I opened my eyes as if the lesson was over. I cant keep hiding from my demons.

 

[Purges]

Very good :d Now go and smoalk some moar and tellus what else happens :lol: I was shocked how effective that little pipe was when i first got mine, happy days!

 

[spaceshuttle]

15mg was much more intense but just paterns and shapes, like some of Alex greys paintings. i would have gone again but iv got a christmas party to attend tonight

 

[Purges]

15 mg was my first dose in the GVG, and it surpassed most of my 30+ mg trips using a bong. I still find 20-30 in the GVG incredibly intense and breakthrough every time and haven't felt the need to go over that dosage range yet as a result. I admit I was a little taken aback at this at first, which led too me smoalking moar than I perhaps should have... Which led to a lesson in responsible usage from the molecule :shock:

 

[Sky Motion]

Wow the vapor genie is just so effective time after time with bringing people far on small doses. I really need to pick one up for myself!

Awesome report my friend, can't wait to hear more from you!

Safe travels~

 

[spaceshuttle]

20mg

First hit was weak, second was very thick, strong vapour.

My body started vibrating softly as I struggled to hold in the smoke, I laid back, lungs still full. After about 10 seconds I slowly breath out. Within another 10 seconds I start getting some open eye visuals, quickly becoming quite clear although still transparent, all flowing towards me from the distance as if they are being presented to me, mostly visuals of people, joyful people that looked like my brothers. I started to get a bad feeling in my stomach, not pain, but the feeling you get when things are very bad, like when your informed that a loved one dies. You get a strong sensation of terror, so strong that it’s a physical feeling. I started to worry that the trip would go bad.

At that moment I swiped the visuals away and projected a blast of positive energy outwards in a large radius. The bad feeling dulled but was still present. I closed my eyes and was greeted with some incredible visuals. Very fast paced with grid lines everywhere. Rapidly changing and moving.
“I’m here….where are we going” I sent out these words, without speaking. No answer.
The next couple of minutes are a blur in my memory. As the effects started to reside I was manifesting a strange scene in my head. A reptilian like creature, I had full control of its form, I could add, remove and change its limbs with profound detail. Details that cannot be imagined or manifested in my mind typically, the spice doesn’t contain these details or the ability to create them. That was already part of me, I just haven’t accessed it before.

Upon realising this, I began to think of space and time, what it is and where. I could see time as a thick tube that our existence as we know it is enveloped in. like a tire tube, although straight, yet endless and beyond the outer realms of the tube of time is the unknown, or could it be ‘hyperspace’?
I realised I had run out of time when I was slowly robbed of my powerful thinking capacity. Open eye visuals were still lingering, but my mind was plain, blank and weak.

 

[spaceshuttle]

i dont think i got the whole 20mg in the 2 hits, next one will be 20mg again but 3hits i think, i must have small lungs, plus im a non smoker

 

[Purges]

if you breath deeply a few times to get your blood oxygen up, then completely empty your lungs before toking, I bet you could get it in one hit with practise. you have to draw slowly as well so you you don't fill up too quickly. IMO it is a different ball game when done in one go, much more 'punchy' and vivid, for me any way, but it can make the transition a bit harder as it can be so quick.

 

[Sky Motion]

if you breath deeply a few times to get your blood oxygen up, then completely empty your lungs before toking, I bet you could get it in one hit with practise. you have to draw slowly as well so you you don't fill up too quickly. IMO it is a different ball game when done in one go, much more 'punchy' and vivid, for me any way, but it can make the transition a bit harder as it can be so quick.

^ this. The way one good hit can hit you pretty much catches me off guard every time. So fast and so powerful. I love it!

 

[spaceshuttle]

Eyeballed about 30mg, open eyes the whole time, laying under the stars. After the first hit, the stars blurred into the background. A male figure wearing a top hat welcomed me, and encouraged me to join, then a family of 4, two young girls, an older male and an older female. Where dancing around each other, I asked “what are you made up of?” and suddenly they disappeared, for a second all I could see was stars, then the stars flashed bright before the family returned. A very obvious message that they were made up of the stars.

Next dose.
Packed extra damiana as the bed to lay the dmt onto, thinking that the dmt was melting through the screens to quickly, eyeballed about 20mg.
1 full rip and another half lung full before coughing. Maybe from the damiana.
Came on much quicker, eyes open the stars blurred into the sky, a 3d grid started to grow towards me with extremely fine spaces between the grid squares.
A huge green being in the sky pointed towards me and told me to shut my eyes. Once I did, I left my body, and found myself in a room, with no walls though. In the centre was a pulsating thing. And then I was in a half room. 3 walls, a roof and floor. There was a woman, a child and the faint presence of a man. The woman was in charge, the child was following orders to turn the handle on a wheel type thing that was on a table, the texture of everything was purple and red with some white. In some sort of pattern that I cant quite remember. The female was inviting me. I said “what is all this? Iv been here before”

“Were just showing you what we can do” she said, without speaking.
I remembered this place from an experience about 4 yrs ago when I ignorantly took a massive amount of shrooms.
This time I felt as though I was being asked to respect that experience from all that time ago, and to understand it.
The memory from that shrooms trip had been forgotten, and now it was so vivid and clear, that this was where I was once. I felt like I had to understand that before I could go further

The rest of the trip is difficult to remember. I sat and reflected for a few minutes when I heard a snap in the bush, sounded like a tree fell. After a few more minutes I got up and walked down the path towards home, at the bottom, laying across the path was a 30ft long tree that had fallen down minutes ago…. I still don’t know what to think of that