I've got  to say that taking having never taken a hallucinogen choosing the ones you took would have to be a tough pill to swallow and says something about your determination to explore. Maybe something a little bit easier to pinpoint a milder experience should be called for in order to integrate your experience, like lsd or mushrooms. Also I find it interesting that your folks seemed to be on board with you. Take some advice from the people herre, but just be yourself. I think some of the comments were a little much critical and veered from the positive that was in the post. Also it would be nice to hear more of how the experience was internally and not so much of what happened externally, might help you remember some things as well. All and all much props for putting yourself out there, keep working forward I look forward to hearing more.