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Rising Star
In the early quarter of last year I tried DMT for the first time. It was just me and a friend I'll call "L". We were sitting together in our loungeroom talking about the mysteries of life. We had only met about a month prior, and this was the first of one of many such discussions. After a few hours the conversation had turned its attention towards the metaphysical, which had surprised my mate, as its not so often you find yourself in these deep conversations with relatively new people in your life.
Of course I was the one in turn to be surprised when L suggested I try DMT. I had never heard of it before, and I thought I knew a thing or two. His discription when I asked what it was like went like this; "If marijuana was just above floor level, amphets would be slightly above that, with lsd and mushrooms about a foot above that. Somewhere up on the roof is DMT"
I was surprised by this description, but stated, "I can handle my drugs." How little I knew of what I was in for. I smoked it layered on top of cannabis through a pipe, roughly about 80mg.
I proceeded to light up and inhale deeply. I remeber putting down the pipe, sitting back and closing my eyes. I do not remember exhaling. Darkness came over me at first, and I had intense auditory and visual hallucinations. I cannot possibly begin to describe the beauty of the geometric patterns that were dancing before me. Within what felt like mere seconds I had become lost in what I was seeing and feeling. I had no sense of self or of time. In fact, at this point I began to lose consciousness in a sense. I had a sense that I had done everything and knew everything, but was completly seperated from my self!
I vaguely remeber what I can only retrospectively view as a past life. I was in someone else's body or perhaps a past body, I can't explain it. As this other person I had climbed to the top of some mountain, and upon reaching the summit felt what can only be described as nirvana (Which is what I am told was the first thing I said when I came to. I was also told that during this time period which incredibaly lasted only 5-10 minutes, I was laying stomach down on the floor, appearing as if I were swimming with a huge grin on my face. I have no recollection of this). The mountain Scene eventually passed, and I began to hear that I was not dead, that I could return to my body. I believe I asked L later on if he was the one saying that, but I can't remeber his answer.
I began to reconnect to my body, knowing who I was again, but I still recalled the feeling I had on the mountain, still knew the meaning of the world. I knew without a doubt that fear is the ultimate force that was preventing my growth as a human being. Over the next 20 minutes I still had pretty full on visuals, but I was back in my loungeroom and was slowly forgetting what had just occured. Some things remained with me, and still do, but much of what I saw and knew left me as it wore off.
I spent the next two weeks visibally shaken, but filled with a sense of wonder and reflection, trying to come to terms with what I had experienced.
I have since tried DMT twice, both with very different experiences. I have not experienced the past life sensation again.
Of course I was the one in turn to be surprised when L suggested I try DMT. I had never heard of it before, and I thought I knew a thing or two. His discription when I asked what it was like went like this; "If marijuana was just above floor level, amphets would be slightly above that, with lsd and mushrooms about a foot above that. Somewhere up on the roof is DMT"
I was surprised by this description, but stated, "I can handle my drugs." How little I knew of what I was in for. I smoked it layered on top of cannabis through a pipe, roughly about 80mg.
I proceeded to light up and inhale deeply. I remeber putting down the pipe, sitting back and closing my eyes. I do not remember exhaling. Darkness came over me at first, and I had intense auditory and visual hallucinations. I cannot possibly begin to describe the beauty of the geometric patterns that were dancing before me. Within what felt like mere seconds I had become lost in what I was seeing and feeling. I had no sense of self or of time. In fact, at this point I began to lose consciousness in a sense. I had a sense that I had done everything and knew everything, but was completly seperated from my self!
I vaguely remeber what I can only retrospectively view as a past life. I was in someone else's body or perhaps a past body, I can't explain it. As this other person I had climbed to the top of some mountain, and upon reaching the summit felt what can only be described as nirvana (Which is what I am told was the first thing I said when I came to. I was also told that during this time period which incredibaly lasted only 5-10 minutes, I was laying stomach down on the floor, appearing as if I were swimming with a huge grin on my face. I have no recollection of this). The mountain Scene eventually passed, and I began to hear that I was not dead, that I could return to my body. I believe I asked L later on if he was the one saying that, but I can't remeber his answer.
I began to reconnect to my body, knowing who I was again, but I still recalled the feeling I had on the mountain, still knew the meaning of the world. I knew without a doubt that fear is the ultimate force that was preventing my growth as a human being. Over the next 20 minutes I still had pretty full on visuals, but I was back in my loungeroom and was slowly forgetting what had just occured. Some things remained with me, and still do, but much of what I saw and knew left me as it wore off.
I spent the next two weeks visibally shaken, but filled with a sense of wonder and reflection, trying to come to terms with what I had experienced.
I have since tried DMT twice, both with very different experiences. I have not experienced the past life sensation again.
