JasperRain
Rising Star
Today is the day that I've been waiting for. I've known about DMT for about 2 months now and since then have been diligently working up to this moment--the moment where I finally experience spice.
Today I finally finished building my vaporizer (instructions here The Key - Portable $5 Vaporizer - Assembly Instructions - Vaping/Smoking - Welcome to the DMT-Nexus)
and I must say it works like a charm. I know I shouldn't consider my experience a letdown, but I can't help but feel that way. I loaded up my first bowl with half a fingernails amount of spice; I still don't have a scale, so this is the best I could do. I cleared the entire thing and didn't feel much so I took several more hits to make sure I'd gotten it all. I started to feel odd body distortions and if I closed my eyes enough to where my vision got blurry the room started to move slightly. Looking into the chamber I noticed that all the crystals were gone, so I touched my finger too it and felt that it was wet. I then touched this to my lips, which, I soon found out was a terrible idea. Soon after touching my lips, the entire right side of my mouth started tingling and going numb.
Allow me to fill everyone in on something important to the next part of the story...I am an atheist. I've always wanted to believe in God though, but I just can't bring myself to believe in something that sounds to me like a fairy-tale. So, before smoking, I actually prayed. I prayed that if there was a God out there, that he show me hyperspace, that he would give me some sort of sign to know this couldn't solely be inside my head.
So, after my first bowl left me feeling normal, I decided that either A. this was a trial to see if I would try harder and attempt spice again, or B. I was actually correct and there was no God. So, I load up another bowl, with a slightly larger amount. This time I really kill it, I inhaled pure vapor till I couldn't hold anymore and the blast knocked me off my rocker. My lungs screamed out in pain and I started coughing wildly, my chest was heaving and I felt an extreme pressure on my head. My eyes automatically closed, and I started to see visuals. I saw neon patterns of light with a candle in the center, the lines radiating from the candle. The lines then formed into a clown face and visuals popped up that seemed to belong in a circus. It wasn't nearly as cool as it sounds however. At this point I think that this could be a test, and If I really want to see hyperspace bad enough, that I'll take another hit. Same thing happens again. Once more I think, that's it, I just need to take one more hit. unfortunently my bowl was cleared by this time, so I began to think that I needed to put more spice in...something however stopped me. I believe that it's good that I stopped when I did because I obviously wasn't getting anywhere.
I have a hard time tripping balls. Once upon a time in mexico I did copious amounts of Ether. Everyone else in the room would be tripping hard, and I would just be by the speakers dancing, no trippyness at all. I've also done shrooms and didn't trip. I figured that DMT would be the substance that finally got me to completely lose it, and it still might be. I'll just have to come back more prepared and go at it again.
Everything I say is a lie. I'm just a scared kid who wants to be liked, therefore I come up with incredible fantasy tales to impress people online with.
Today I finally finished building my vaporizer (instructions here The Key - Portable $5 Vaporizer - Assembly Instructions - Vaping/Smoking - Welcome to the DMT-Nexus)
and I must say it works like a charm. I know I shouldn't consider my experience a letdown, but I can't help but feel that way. I loaded up my first bowl with half a fingernails amount of spice; I still don't have a scale, so this is the best I could do. I cleared the entire thing and didn't feel much so I took several more hits to make sure I'd gotten it all. I started to feel odd body distortions and if I closed my eyes enough to where my vision got blurry the room started to move slightly. Looking into the chamber I noticed that all the crystals were gone, so I touched my finger too it and felt that it was wet. I then touched this to my lips, which, I soon found out was a terrible idea. Soon after touching my lips, the entire right side of my mouth started tingling and going numb.
Allow me to fill everyone in on something important to the next part of the story...I am an atheist. I've always wanted to believe in God though, but I just can't bring myself to believe in something that sounds to me like a fairy-tale. So, before smoking, I actually prayed. I prayed that if there was a God out there, that he show me hyperspace, that he would give me some sort of sign to know this couldn't solely be inside my head.
So, after my first bowl left me feeling normal, I decided that either A. this was a trial to see if I would try harder and attempt spice again, or B. I was actually correct and there was no God. So, I load up another bowl, with a slightly larger amount. This time I really kill it, I inhaled pure vapor till I couldn't hold anymore and the blast knocked me off my rocker. My lungs screamed out in pain and I started coughing wildly, my chest was heaving and I felt an extreme pressure on my head. My eyes automatically closed, and I started to see visuals. I saw neon patterns of light with a candle in the center, the lines radiating from the candle. The lines then formed into a clown face and visuals popped up that seemed to belong in a circus. It wasn't nearly as cool as it sounds however. At this point I think that this could be a test, and If I really want to see hyperspace bad enough, that I'll take another hit. Same thing happens again. Once more I think, that's it, I just need to take one more hit. unfortunently my bowl was cleared by this time, so I began to think that I needed to put more spice in...something however stopped me. I believe that it's good that I stopped when I did because I obviously wasn't getting anywhere.
I have a hard time tripping balls. Once upon a time in mexico I did copious amounts of Ether. Everyone else in the room would be tripping hard, and I would just be by the speakers dancing, no trippyness at all. I've also done shrooms and didn't trip. I figured that DMT would be the substance that finally got me to completely lose it, and it still might be. I'll just have to come back more prepared and go at it again.
Everything I say is a lie. I'm just a scared kid who wants to be liked, therefore I come up with incredible fantasy tales to impress people online with.
