I love all of you guys. I wish I could meet all of you and give you a hug and hang with each one of you for a day. In a society that condemns exploration of altered states, we're all lucky to have minds that have been set free. I feel lucky to have access to a community as open-minded and accepting as this one.
I'm just posting this to recount an experience I recently had at an event entitled "Buddhism: A Human Introduction", and the impression I got of how the members seem to view enlightenment.
[you can skip this part if you don't care about the meeting structure]
The meeting was very good actually. I arrived a few minutes late to find a group of 30 or so people sitting cross-legged in a circle. They were just about to start a 10 minute meditation. After that, we went around the circle and each person introduced himself/herself. If the person was a regular member, he would tell about his favorite aspect of Buddhism. If the person was new, he would ask a question about Buddhism. After the introductions, the experienced members went through the list of questions that had been asked and answered/discussed them each in detail.
[The part that bothered me]
At one point, an experienced member was saying that meditation gets easier with practice because you become more focussed and are more easily able to get to "that" realisation. I then asked what the point of further meditation is once you've realised "that" realisation. It just seemed to me that realisation of the point/goal of meditation negates the need for further meditation. (An analogy I thought of afterwards was a drug addict willingly bringing himself to rehab because he's suddenly realised the burden that his drug habit puts on various aspects of his life, etc.: It would seem to me that such an "addict" already has the outlook and willpower that he seeks to gain from rehabilitation)
I elaborated by saying something along the lines of "once you've found the realisation that is the meditative mindset, why do you need to continue meditating? Why wouldn't you just be able to have that realisation all the time?" The experienced member said "well, because then you would be enlightened". That remark, along with the subtle laughter of the other experienced members, made me realise that these people's attitude toward enlightenment was one in which enlightenment is something to be seeked but never found. I couldn't help but think of hyperspace as an analogy: When you first enter the DMT circles and hear about "breaking through" and "hyperspace", you have no idea what that means. For me, I aimed for a break-through experience within the first 3-4 trips, but I was still wondering if my experiences counted as "breaking through" at a time when I would soon realise that, "if this place I find myself in after smoalking isn't hyperspace, then I don't know what is" (after all, whatever it was, "hyperspace" seemed to be the only word worthy of describing it).
So, while in the DMT circles we have this esoteric/indescribable thing known as hyperspace, there is this esoteric/indescribable thing known as enlightenment in the Buddhist circles, the difference being that we expect a new DMT user to experience hyperspace eventually, whereas enlightenment seems to be something that your average buddhist is expected NOT to obtain.
One of the experienced members told me that people who come to this meeting are looking for something. I didn't have the heart to tell him that I was more so curious as to what I should do after I've found that something. I guess I'd be curious to know how other DMT users and other Buddhists perceive enlightenment as compared to the fellows I met at this meeting.
I'm just posting this to recount an experience I recently had at an event entitled "Buddhism: A Human Introduction", and the impression I got of how the members seem to view enlightenment.
[you can skip this part if you don't care about the meeting structure]
The meeting was very good actually. I arrived a few minutes late to find a group of 30 or so people sitting cross-legged in a circle. They were just about to start a 10 minute meditation. After that, we went around the circle and each person introduced himself/herself. If the person was a regular member, he would tell about his favorite aspect of Buddhism. If the person was new, he would ask a question about Buddhism. After the introductions, the experienced members went through the list of questions that had been asked and answered/discussed them each in detail.
[The part that bothered me]
At one point, an experienced member was saying that meditation gets easier with practice because you become more focussed and are more easily able to get to "that" realisation. I then asked what the point of further meditation is once you've realised "that" realisation. It just seemed to me that realisation of the point/goal of meditation negates the need for further meditation. (An analogy I thought of afterwards was a drug addict willingly bringing himself to rehab because he's suddenly realised the burden that his drug habit puts on various aspects of his life, etc.: It would seem to me that such an "addict" already has the outlook and willpower that he seeks to gain from rehabilitation)
I elaborated by saying something along the lines of "once you've found the realisation that is the meditative mindset, why do you need to continue meditating? Why wouldn't you just be able to have that realisation all the time?" The experienced member said "well, because then you would be enlightened". That remark, along with the subtle laughter of the other experienced members, made me realise that these people's attitude toward enlightenment was one in which enlightenment is something to be seeked but never found. I couldn't help but think of hyperspace as an analogy: When you first enter the DMT circles and hear about "breaking through" and "hyperspace", you have no idea what that means. For me, I aimed for a break-through experience within the first 3-4 trips, but I was still wondering if my experiences counted as "breaking through" at a time when I would soon realise that, "if this place I find myself in after smoalking isn't hyperspace, then I don't know what is" (after all, whatever it was, "hyperspace" seemed to be the only word worthy of describing it).
So, while in the DMT circles we have this esoteric/indescribable thing known as hyperspace, there is this esoteric/indescribable thing known as enlightenment in the Buddhist circles, the difference being that we expect a new DMT user to experience hyperspace eventually, whereas enlightenment seems to be something that your average buddhist is expected NOT to obtain.
One of the experienced members told me that people who come to this meeting are looking for something. I didn't have the heart to tell him that I was more so curious as to what I should do after I've found that something. I guess I'd be curious to know how other DMT users and other Buddhists perceive enlightenment as compared to the fellows I met at this meeting.