trippy_hippie
Rising Star
I suppose it's irrelevant to delve in to an essay 'about me.' I'm not interested in people learning about my human tendencies. They are just that, human, and will be gone sooner or later.
Instead I come with my experiences in this body and questions.
I've smoked this particular spice several times and am in awe of it. Each experience has been sensational and beyond what words can describe accurately. I have witnessed figures who put on 'performances' just for me, dancing and teasing my soul in to this sort of unreal joy. Last night I watched jester children smile coyly at me as if they were keeping a secret. All of my experiences have blown me away. However, and I have read some of the forums about this, I am having issues leaving my body. Or I suppose it's more accurate to say my body is having issues with me leaving it. haha. Each time I've smoked (of the times where it was a substantial enough of an amount), I'll exhale and the extreme, overwhelming patterns take over, instantly my legs start to kick back and forth. This is obviously being controlled by my body but definitely not my soul. I really and truly feel like my soul has tried to leave and join these dancing figures in the cosmos, several times, but each time my body forcibly hangs on to it. It feels like the kicking is my body's way of keeping my mind focused on it just enough so that it can't let go.
Any tips or suggestions for me, minus strapping my legs down. (in all seriousness I know that wouldn't work anyways.)
Has anyone else experienced this or something similar?
love & light
T
Also, a link to my favorite song (and artist) to listen while smoking.
Instead I come with my experiences in this body and questions.
I've smoked this particular spice several times and am in awe of it. Each experience has been sensational and beyond what words can describe accurately. I have witnessed figures who put on 'performances' just for me, dancing and teasing my soul in to this sort of unreal joy. Last night I watched jester children smile coyly at me as if they were keeping a secret. All of my experiences have blown me away. However, and I have read some of the forums about this, I am having issues leaving my body. Or I suppose it's more accurate to say my body is having issues with me leaving it. haha. Each time I've smoked (of the times where it was a substantial enough of an amount), I'll exhale and the extreme, overwhelming patterns take over, instantly my legs start to kick back and forth. This is obviously being controlled by my body but definitely not my soul. I really and truly feel like my soul has tried to leave and join these dancing figures in the cosmos, several times, but each time my body forcibly hangs on to it. It feels like the kicking is my body's way of keeping my mind focused on it just enough so that it can't let go.
Any tips or suggestions for me, minus strapping my legs down. (in all seriousness I know that wouldn't work anyways.)
Has anyone else experienced this or something similar?
love & light
T
Also, a link to my favorite song (and artist) to listen while smoking.