stolenface
Rising Star
Howdy nexus
Youre probably wondering about the title. I wrote this title because it was braught to my attention that my SN was a little off for the nexus, and I wil b changing it soon. Ballz deep was a nick name I got in high school- had to do with a similiarity to my last name (balls isnt within my last name)and for the fact that from the first psyhadelic/entheogen I tried I jumped in balls deep. I fist tried entheogens when I was a youngster 15 or so (im still a youngin) and it came about because a friend of mine had a master plan to make money by growing mushrooms from a high times kit. I however opted out and found the shroomery, and swim grew a batch and when the time came to sell them swim chose to eat them and disposed of them any other way. From then on I realized that these substances had blew open the pandoras box peoples my minds and I realized that they were not drugs- they had much more substance to them. That time in my life opened me up towards spirituality if you will. However I spent my teen years also dabbling with much more than psych's and ended up being a heroin addict (5yrs) and doing very many things I am not pround of. 6 months ago I ended up finding my way back towards the "golden Path" and encountered a woman " who says she was " shaggys girlfriend" (shaggys jungle tek, shaggy). I ended up spending a few weeks with this woman and she gave me a gift in the form of a presentation that is priceless, she also informed me of this site, and for that I am grateful. Since my 5 yr mishap, I am now employed, engagaged, going back to school and trying to make every day better than the one before . Thank you all NEXUS.
Youre probably wondering about the title. I wrote this title because it was braught to my attention that my SN was a little off for the nexus, and I wil b changing it soon. Ballz deep was a nick name I got in high school- had to do with a similiarity to my last name (balls isnt within my last name)and for the fact that from the first psyhadelic/entheogen I tried I jumped in balls deep. I fist tried entheogens when I was a youngster 15 or so (im still a youngin) and it came about because a friend of mine had a master plan to make money by growing mushrooms from a high times kit. I however opted out and found the shroomery, and swim grew a batch and when the time came to sell them swim chose to eat them and disposed of them any other way. From then on I realized that these substances had blew open the pandoras box peoples my minds and I realized that they were not drugs- they had much more substance to them. That time in my life opened me up towards spirituality if you will. However I spent my teen years also dabbling with much more than psych's and ended up being a heroin addict (5yrs) and doing very many things I am not pround of. 6 months ago I ended up finding my way back towards the "golden Path" and encountered a woman " who says she was " shaggys girlfriend" (shaggys jungle tek, shaggy). I ended up spending a few weeks with this woman and she gave me a gift in the form of a presentation that is priceless, she also informed me of this site, and for that I am grateful. Since my 5 yr mishap, I am now employed, engagaged, going back to school and trying to make every day better than the one before . Thank you all NEXUS.
