VoidTraveler, I want to truly thank you for your kind, well-thought out, and insightful words!

Being outcast is undoubtedly the most difficult thing i've experienced thus-far in my life.

I have had two experiences with Psilocybin, both of which were not good nor bad, just different. Honestly i don't think i took enough to fully experience the magic. I have experienced LSD once, and it was the most life-changing, magnificant thing I have ever had the pleasure of enjoying. I can't say enough about it!I have no experience with Mescaline, but would LOVE to try it. I hear that it can be heaven on Earth

I haven't tried extracting DMT because i simply CANNOT find where to attain DMT-containing plants/substances to do the extract. I've been searching for MONTHS with no success  But i do hear it's call, very frequently, and feel i will be presented to it when she wants to be found by me. I haven't really considered taking DMT orally, but will now thanks to you.

I understand that experiencing DMT may lead to more questions, but that's ok by me. I'm young, and have many years to get answers to my questions.

Again, thank you SO much for your response!