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joshisom

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hello people of the nexus i am new here and have recently began to explore DMT. let me start by telling my story it may be long but defiantly worth the read.
first of all this story is fictional and will one day be part of a book that i right any people places or things that regard real people places and things are entirely coincidental.

i live on an island in the middle of the pacific ocean it is not that big. the town i live in is very small and everyone knows each other. it only takes abot 2 hours to get to the other side of the island. when i was young i was kidnapped for 3 years to south america but that is an entirely different story that i will share only if people want to here it.
the first time i ever did any type of mind altering substance i was 12 i started smoking marijuana i continued smoking every day and i mean every day till i was 18 this little island is know for its extreme quality of pot. when i was 13 i was kicked out of school for carying a pocket knife and it was then that i started my psychedelic journey,
after being kicked out of school i was enrolled in an online home school program along with my best friend and i had a lot of time on my hands. it just so happened that me and my family just moved closed to a cow pasture and i was becoming increasingly more intristed in psyilicibe mushrooms and to my luck this pasture had copelanda cyacens growing out of the cow dung 😁 so that was my first experience with psychoactives i returned to this cow pasture many times and had many wonderfull experiences.
my next experience is with LSD i was still 13 at the time and was given a red blotter had some type of firey design on it and HOLY SHIT THAT CHANGED MY LIFE. infact it changed my perception so much that 1 week after i had taken it i had started questioning my reality.
<MODERATOR: REMOVED THE PART ABOUT THE MORNING GLORY SEEDS SINCE IT WAS VERY RECKLESS AND DANGEROUS>

i have to go right now but i will continue the story if anybody wants me to ther is much much more
 
Hmm...not sure if real story, or just trying to conceal ones identity

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joshisom said:
first of all this story is fictional
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:D

That about sums up your introduction essay, in my opinion.

Is there anything you can tell us about yourself that isn't made up or fiction that we can go by to get to know you a little better? What is your actual experience with psychedelics?
 
right now my slim shady is 20 years old you got to remember all of those things in my story i was only 13. also i feel that that LSA MG thing should not be taken out i was about to talk a little more saying that no one should repeat that or for that matter trust a friends extraction method i probaly could have died but that experience almosts defines who i become to this day. sense that i have had several more experiences with psycho actives and several other drug phases. so far i tried (in order) Marijuana,DXMM (stupid i know i was 12 common) mushrooms, salvia 10x, 40x, LSD,LSA, 2CI,2CE, 2CT2, 4-MMC, MDMC,4-ACODMT, cocaine, MDMA,
WOW what a mouth full and thats not even all i just need to say that at one point the little island i live on became flooded with RESEARCH chemicals wich i regratefully took part of from when i was about 16-17 I SERIOSLY AM AGAINST RESEARCH CHEMICALS you DO NOT know what it is "oh but its 99% pure from china" even toys from china cause messed up problems what do you think the unregulated drugs do. ive seen more people completley change in a more rapid pace from RC than meth and heroin although they are no good either.
i use to be in the rave crowd and i was one of those guys that everyone knows has a lot of drugs it was fun for awhile but after about a year i got sick of it i had quit RCs for sum time because i started to think about the unknown side effects and because ther is rarely any real MDMA on the island i said good bye to my raver friends wich included my best friend partner in crime from the begining of my story. i was tired of watching everyone crack out of 4m sober and i was not gonna support that shit any more people were mad at me people who had been my friends my whole life but eventually they forgot about me and started following te next person with the drugs.
after that i started living in some of the darkest times of my life i moved out in to he woods and started growing lots of pot durring this time i started ocasionally taking morphine and being board by myself started taking morphine everyday wich led to smoking oxy contin. i remember the first time i ever went threw withdrawals i was 17 and i wnt to a vacation house with my girlfriend and her family. my girlfriend does not do any drugs she smoked weed when she was younger. i just decieded i wasnt gonna take morphine for a bit because i was so constipated i was so sick those of you that have been thrw opiate withdrawls now how horrible it is. 2 months later i started hanging out with an old friend who was quite older than me and he introduced me to smoking oxy and fentynal. im gonna skip a bunch to not drag on my 2 year opiate addiction is a story by itself. at the end of my addiction my friend that i started living with who was also addicted to opiates(only he IVd them) killed himself he called me that night at 3 AM i was at my parents house because i had just gotten out of jail(i am 19 at this time) and asked me to give him a ride and come over and hang out. my car was illigal at the time and i said no 5AM he hung himself. his mom called me the next day because apperently i was the last person hed talked to. he was the last person id ever expect to do this but i guess that how it goes.
after his death i was homeless and basically slowly killing my self one day i decieded to quit opiates permanently and amazingly after 2 years everyday use had little to no withdrawals i had withdrawal b4 and it was so painfull i wanted to die but this time NOTHING i thanked the powers that be and whent back to school to become a chemist ive gotten all As ever sence :thumb_up:
every now and then after this i would have slight relapses but it would e like im sober for a month or 2 and then high for a day or 2 eventually because of this and my legal problems i was put on suboxone.

gotta go nxt part i will try make it not so long and will desribe how i came upon DMT
 
DMT is an AMAZING thing words do not do justice after reading 'FOODS OF THE GOD' i searched for trees that contain this sacred substance and soon enough i found ACACIA CONFUSA or FORMOSA KOA i was not 100% sure if this was the tree but soon after i did my first A/B extraction the smell of DMT was ther. i know the smell because i had tried a little bit at the last rave i went to(this was not the best setting/situation) that my best friend dragged me to at that time i was slightly in Withdrawls from opiates so i drank sum rum my friend is not the best person when it comes to finding substances so i asked my good friend who always gives it away to his friends.(i had stopped doing E for quite some time so it was just for him). after no luck i seen someone else i knew and asked him if he had any he said no and offered DMT. now i know that a rave is not the best place to do the most powerfull halluciogen known to man but i wanted to change my life style and i had lknown about DMT for quite some time and the party was pretty much over and it was now only me my best friend and some spice heads so i asked my friend if hed try it with me. so we did we smoked it on top of tobbaco and even tho it was so intence at first i really enjoyed it. my friend however seemed to not he only took one hit and was done.
1 year later now that i had made my own i know now that that first experience was NOTHING compared to the ones i have had with my own. i believe this is due to connection i have with it because I harvested it I produced it and i dont really give it to anyone else i have only shared my spice with 1 other person whom after i kind of regretted because i feel they do not take it seriously. this may sound weird but i LOVE DMT i enjoy the smell i enjoy harvesting the root bark i enjoy extracting it it just has been such a positive journey ever sense i have tried my own DMT maybe 2 months ago i have basically almost completly stopped taking my suboxon and just have a wonderfull out look on life i could go on and on and on but i tried to keep it as short as possible sorry its so long

peace
 
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