My Journey

[Mercury_Hg]

Prologue
To be completed at a later date.

The Beginning
7/29/10
Time: ~4:30AM
Dosage: 45mg (freebased impure DMT, yellow)
Smoking Medium: Bong (marijuana and ash substrate, DMT was vaporized by a torch applied underneath the slide)
Location: Bedroom
Other Background: Had just smoked 35mg prior to this experience. Less significant, might report later. The following was written directly after the experience on paper, and later transcribed and refined. I don't know why I wrote in such a style. It seemed natural enough.

The feeling began. Almost like sinking or fading into yourself. And yet depth was contrasted sharply and expanded. I immediately sucked in the last wisp, and rushed to set my bong down, although with the utmost care. As I lay back, the familiar sensation was over me. Some sort of extreme ecstasy; very beautiful. And then I closed my eyes.

"I see you!", I said.
The entity held its shape briefly before shifting into its very own face. I could tell immediately it was trying to amuse me. To make me laugh and joyous. It continued shape-shifting to elicit emotions and feelings from me.

I giggled and inhaled sporadically. The bliss was overwhelming and air came to me in spurts.

The entity promptly left, and I was left staring at its metamorphosis into an impossible room with impossible depth and impossible architecture. Alien and gorgeous. Genius. Immensely complex and shifting, like abundant plasma, it morphed and inverted and twisted into and unto itself. There were no fractals. This was entirely asymmetrical. I opened my eyes. The "motion buffer" the trip was projected onto was integrated into my room, but faded in intensity quickly. I closed my eyes, willed myself to control my visions; I could not. I watched the shapes further. I pulled a blanket over my head. The light changed significantly, from red and flat, to blue with extreme depth. The visions slowed, and I opened my eyes again, enjoying existence and experience. Still in the bounds of an afterglow, I was left to integrate the experience.

Afterthoughts: This was my most impressive DMT trip, thus far. Probably my fourth or fifth. It was strange in that, I saw the being immediately at the start at the trip (as if to greet me), and then after its departure, I was left to my own exploration. Although I was experiencing other entities and worlds, I never fully left my body, therefore I believe I didn't break through.

Again, as with my previous trip, I did not experience anything fractal in nature. My only DMT trip to procure such a thing, was my first, which was also a markedly different experience. The DMT used then had greater purity, although this was a more intense experience.

I'm almost out of this batch of DMT. I extracted it from 50g of MHRB. In the future, I'm going to do a larger extraction, and then recrystallize and wash.

I gave my girlfriend some just earlier. First 35mg, then 50mg. She enjoyed the experiences thoroughly. I asked her to write down what she saw, will transcribe later. About to try 55-60mg.

 

[gibran2]

Interesting, rewarding experience, but it sounds like you didn’t get very deep.

For most people, 30-35mg can propel them to unimaginably deep breakthroughs, so be cautious when increasing your dosage. If you can’t go far on 30-35mg, then your smoking device and/or technique could probably be improved.