AceElite,
Please check out the attitude page and our guidelines concerning non-classical psychedelics. If you talk about DXM or other substances that have certain elevated health-risks such as addiction, you have to make a disclaimer.
Stating things like: "DXM is approved by our Higher powers!!! i always knew it was! It takes you to other realms and makes you a better person." without also stating a disclaimer is frowned upon here. These are your personal experiences and opinions, but even from your story alone it looks like it has had quite a destructive influence over your life in addition to any benefits you feel you have gained from it.
And I can relate to that, since I have a personal history with DXM abuse myself. I don't regret it, but I caution everyone who is interested in trying it. It's powerfully seducing, can give you just what you need to free yourself from certain things, but in the mean time it ties you down with other chains. With DXM it's a trade-off. I was paying with my memories and sanity when I was taking it. I decided it was too high a price to pay in the end, so I stopped.
By the way, when you take it, do you still take CCC? Or do you now extract it? I highly advise anyone interested in trying it to at least get the DXM in pure form and not burden your organism with all the other stuff that's in the red pills...
Are you interested in DMT? I realize they share two of three letters, but they are not the same... not even remotely similar. so what brings you to the DMT-nexus?