Well my last trip was pretty insane..... I think it was finally the breakthrough I was seeking. I'm unsure of the dose that I took because it was residue left over from a previous attempt to trip but it didn't work out as I planned. So I ended up trying to smoke what was left in the pipe and I looked at it and looked like it recrystallized because it was a huge clump of waxy crystals. So I hit it and it was the heaviest and harshest hit of NN I have tried to date and I layed back in my bed and every sound in the room from my wife breathing, the television which was on Ancient Aliens went deaf..... Sound was gone. I had a sense of every sense I recognized was obliviated and a sense of I fucked up came..... Flashes of memories I forgot were resurfaced and it seemed to last forever like time was gone. Finally I came back a little but I was stuck in this terrible loop of sitting up in bed and taking a drink of water and this even happened 10-12 times if I remember correctly. But I honestly thought I was going to be stuck in this forever... It was nuts but it definitely helped me appreciate life and realize how special this place is...... It was terrifying but relieving in the same sense.
