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3rdeyeopen

3rdeyeopen

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Hello there. This is my first time in the forum. My bf is anrchy, who is a member of the site. I finally took the plunge last night and tried DMT. I had been extremely scared to try it, even though I had watched a few close friends and family take the trip. I have done other hallucinogens in my life many times. LSD was my DOC for many years. I have recently done mushrooms a couple of times with my bf after not using anything for several years.

I'm not really sure exactly why I was so scared to try the DMT, but I found myself extremely relaxed before I vaped last night. Really no nervousness like I thought I would have. It was an extremely profound experience. I can't wait to go to that amazing place again.

My bf, anrchy, is the one who has taught me so much about DMT. I had never heard of it before. I had watched him dose several times, but was still scared to do it myself. He was very kind and did not push me to do it at all. I finally decided last night was the night.

My experience was as follows; I took 20mg and ended up coughing it out right away rather than holding it in. So at that time I saw mostly black and grey patterns and that was it. Immediately after that I said I want more. I want to try it again. So I took another 20mg and was able to hold in in much longer. I felt a strong body high which was centered mostly in my face. From my forehead to the bridge of my nose. This time I started to see colors and much more vivid designs intertwining into each other. The third eye was present in all of the designs. I felt that the designs were a wall to a city but it was not meant to keep anyone out. It was translucent almost. I felt several entities around me. They were talking in a language I had never heard before. There was a huge presence (woman entity) who was holding her hand out to me, beckoning me to come to her. I told her I was coming and I was not afraid but I never got to her. During my trip, the entities were chanting (singing almost) "shama la te ooo". I remember thinking to myself I had to remember this so I could tell my bf and my brother about it when I came back.

After coming back, I was telling them about my experience and the chant was still ringing in my ears for a good 15 mins after I came back. My brother, who has dosed before, told me it sounded eerily familiar to him, like he had heard it before as well.

I cannot wait to go back there. It was the first time I can say I actually felt my third eye completely open. It was so comforting.

My bf also posted about my experience here my experience

Thank you for reading ;)
 
Hello 3rdeyeopen, welcome to the nexus.

I read anrchy's account of your introduction to DMT and thought that it would be nice to have read it from yourself and then boom I checked back into the Nexus and you had posted up your tale:thumb_up:

It truly is a remarkable substance and I'm happy you had such as good introduction to it. Its cool you could bring back the words to the entities hyperspace song, I wonder if anyone else has heard it or if it was just for you?
 
Thank you for the welcome 3rdI.

I was wondering myself whether or not others had heard this before as well. This is one of the reasons I felt compelled to join the Nexus. I know my bf has been posting on here for a few months, and now I understand his need to talk about his experiences and read of others experiences. :d

I too am glad I had such a wonderful introduction as it helped my anxiety about doing it disappear.
 
3rdeyeopen said:
I know my bf has been posting on here for a few months, and now I understand his need to talk about his experiences and read of others experiences. :d
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This is my favourite aspect of the Nexus, many of us don't know anyone else who has chosen to walk this crazy path, and I for one am glad to be able to talk to people who know.

Keep us up dated if you get to hear and bring back anymore of the song. I get the feeling you might be going back to hyperspace:)
 
That was interesting, thanks for sharing. Thanks for posting over in my Intro post as well, that was helpful. I let my wife read this, she has tried it once. She saw mostly black and grey patterns and wants to try again sometime to see colors, songs would be great too! She enjoyed your report.
 
Yes, great report. The beckoning female entity is especially compelling. Many of us have encountered so-called "guardian" entities, who we feel a strong personal resonance with and who tend toward benevolence. I usually don't see a physical embodiment of mine, but the presence is there very strongly, looking over my shoulder. It feels like a male energy, although that might just be my male brain filtering the experience. I've never been quick enough to initiate a deliberate conversation with this being, but the presence is extremely strong, like this entity is much larger than I, and there is a sense that (he?) is looking out for me, yet will allow me to stumble as necessary.

If you encounter this being again, we'd love to hear more. Entity contact is one of the most profound aspects of the DMT experience. In my hundreds of LSD and shroom trips, I've never encountered anyone but me in those deep places.

Welcome to the Nexus!
 
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That was interesting, thanks for sharing. Thanks for posting over in my Intro post as well, that was helpful. I let my wife read this, she has tried it once. She saw mostly black and grey patterns and wants to try again sometime to see colors, songs would be great too! She enjoyed your report.
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You're very welcome. I'm glad she enjoyed. I have a friend who has tried it once and only saw the black and grey patterns as well. I wish you and your wife luck in your future trips! :)
 
Guyomech said:
If you encounter this being again, we'd love to hear more. Entity contact is one of the most profound aspects of the DMT experience. In my hundreds of LSD and shroom trips, I've never encountered anyone but me in those deep places.
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It is very interesting to me that I actually had entity contact my first time. I also have had many LSD trips and have never encountered anyone before last night. I will definitely go back and I sincerely hope I will come in contact with her again. Thank you for sharing your entity experience as well. This is all fairly new to me and I love hearing others stories and experiences.

As I myself am female, I find myself wondering if that could partly be the reason for the female entity? She was silhouette like and I couldn't fully see her as she was in my peripherals, but I knew she was female somehow. I could see her outstretched arm and hand held out to me clearly but not the rest of her. And she was gigantic. Much larger than any human.

Anyway, thank you for your response and I will be sure to post more of my experiences as they come. :d
 
I don't know if I stumbled onto something but I googled shamala and found that there is such thing as shambhala and wiki says this:

wikipedia said:
Whatever its historical basis, Shambhala gradually came to be seen as a Buddhist Pure Land, a fabulous kingdom whose reality is visionary or spiritual as much as physical or geographic. It was in this form that the Shambhala myth reached the West, where it influenced non-Buddhist as well as Buddhist spiritual seekers — and, to some extent, popular culture in general.
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There are a ton of sites that talk about shambhala healing and meditation. I'm still reading though.
 
WOW!! That's crazy and for some reason seems totally right. :) Thank you and keep me posted on your research
 
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