Hello there. This is my first time in the forum. My bf is anrchy, who is a member of the site. I finally took the plunge last night and tried DMT. I had been extremely scared to try it, even though I had watched a few close friends and family take the trip. I have done other hallucinogens in my life many times. LSD was my DOC for many years. I have recently done mushrooms a couple of times with my bf after not using anything for several years.
I'm not really sure exactly why I was so scared to try the DMT, but I found myself extremely relaxed before I vaped last night. Really no nervousness like I thought I would have. It was an extremely profound experience. I can't wait to go to that amazing place again.
My bf, anrchy, is the one who has taught me so much about DMT. I had never heard of it before. I had watched him dose several times, but was still scared to do it myself. He was very kind and did not push me to do it at all. I finally decided last night was the night.
My experience was as follows; I took 20mg and ended up coughing it out right away rather than holding it in. So at that time I saw mostly black and grey patterns and that was it. Immediately after that I said I want more. I want to try it again. So I took another 20mg and was able to hold in in much longer. I felt a strong body high which was centered mostly in my face. From my forehead to the bridge of my nose. This time I started to see colors and much more vivid designs intertwining into each other. The third eye was present in all of the designs. I felt that the designs were a wall to a city but it was not meant to keep anyone out. It was translucent almost. I felt several entities around me. They were talking in a language I had never heard before. There was a huge presence (woman entity) who was holding her hand out to me, beckoning me to come to her. I told her I was coming and I was not afraid but I never got to her. During my trip, the entities were chanting (singing almost) "shama la te ooo". I remember thinking to myself I had to remember this so I could tell my bf and my brother about it when I came back.
After coming back, I was telling them about my experience and the chant was still ringing in my ears for a good 15 mins after I came back. My brother, who has dosed before, told me it sounded eerily familiar to him, like he had heard it before as well.
I cannot wait to go back there. It was the first time I can say I actually felt my third eye completely open. It was so comforting.
My bf also posted about my experience here my experience
Thank you for reading 