My belief about life being a struggle may not make things seem happier, but to believe it isn't a struggle seems like a form of denial, denial meaning it makes YOU happier, but it isn't the truth.  The fact that we KNOW NOTHING, is a harsh truth as well, but it needs to be learned in order to start knowing. I use psychedelics to find truths, living being a struggle is one that I have adopted.  If you think that me saying it is a struggle means that it isnt beautiful or positive or any of the other amazing things about life, you did not fully grasp my angle.  Sorry for the misunderstanding, I don't think I ever said that life sucks and people who have experienced "everything" commit suicide, that is pretty ridiculous.  I said that living is a struggle, death is not.  Saying something is a struggle does not mean it "sucks" but compared to other things that ARE NOT a struggle, it seems less attractive.  And to reiterate, I never said life is suffering either, if I did i misplaced the word while meaning struggling.  What I did say was suffering is what some people go through when they are dying (dying being a living experience, death not being one).  I agree with you that the omniverse is not only accessible through death...it is accessible through DMT for some, for others meditiation, for some psychosis, for others there is no way...yet.  We are evolving neurologically and to think that the omniverse requires you to die is, in my opinion, quite closed minded, so I agree with that part of your post. 

Also, debating spiritual beliefs shouldn't be happening on this board...no one holds the same exact values and beliefs as another.  If you took my beliefs into consideration and disagreed as it seems you have, please just brush it off as it holds no benefit for you.  This is a place to discuss these things, not criticize.