Standardkiwi
Rising Star
Hello Nexus!
I've finally registered here now, became so mesmerized by reading many the heart-touching stories and experiences that I've never thought about registering here myself...
Anyway, I'm 19, had my first psychedelic encounter with 4-ho-met just about a year ago, just a few months after I discovered cannabis. It was more than just a pleasant experience and I liked how it totally changed my perspective on the world we're all living in, I liked how it changed my thoughts.
Since that, I've tried a few more compounds, LSA, 5-meo-mipt and such but nothing so far beats when I cried huge tears of happiness on my first trip.
A friend of mine mentioned DMT once, I looked it up really quick and forgot about it shortly after.
As time passed I became more and more interested in sleeping and dreams, and began reading about lucid dreaming, and that was a major turnpoint for me. I managed to control one of my dreams and I had such an awesome time.
I began researching on the internet on my spare time and found lots and lots of information about all kinds of stuff. Than I met DMT, which some says is what creates the dreams.
This interested me, this exalted me to such a grade I could not think about anything else, I wanted to know what it is, why is it there for.
Eventually, I read a lots of guides on extraction from Mimosa Hostilis and placed an order on a small quantity.
I managed to make the extract with great success! I now had what I read about for so long, but then it struck me - Do I really have the guts to do this which so many people says is "impossible, indescribable and unimaginable"
I said to my self that I've not come this far for nothing.
I inhaled the pure, white smoke, which taste reminded me of vanilla. I took three big hits and everything went blurry.
There's not much to say about my experience, other than that it was terrifying and wonderful amazing at the same time.
Since that, I've been afraid to use it again. I do not know if I'm worthy.
That's why I came here, I came here to seek knowledge and support. And to give knowledge and support.
Best Regards
Standardkiwi
Ps. I hope you can put up with my spelling and grammar, my mother language is not English.
I've finally registered here now, became so mesmerized by reading many the heart-touching stories and experiences that I've never thought about registering here myself...
Anyway, I'm 19, had my first psychedelic encounter with 4-ho-met just about a year ago, just a few months after I discovered cannabis. It was more than just a pleasant experience and I liked how it totally changed my perspective on the world we're all living in, I liked how it changed my thoughts.
Since that, I've tried a few more compounds, LSA, 5-meo-mipt and such but nothing so far beats when I cried huge tears of happiness on my first trip.
A friend of mine mentioned DMT once, I looked it up really quick and forgot about it shortly after.
As time passed I became more and more interested in sleeping and dreams, and began reading about lucid dreaming, and that was a major turnpoint for me. I managed to control one of my dreams and I had such an awesome time.
I began researching on the internet on my spare time and found lots and lots of information about all kinds of stuff. Than I met DMT, which some says is what creates the dreams.
This interested me, this exalted me to such a grade I could not think about anything else, I wanted to know what it is, why is it there for.
Eventually, I read a lots of guides on extraction from Mimosa Hostilis and placed an order on a small quantity.
I managed to make the extract with great success! I now had what I read about for so long, but then it struck me - Do I really have the guts to do this which so many people says is "impossible, indescribable and unimaginable"
I said to my self that I've not come this far for nothing.
I inhaled the pure, white smoke, which taste reminded me of vanilla. I took three big hits and everything went blurry.
There's not much to say about my experience, other than that it was terrifying and wonderful amazing at the same time.
Since that, I've been afraid to use it again. I do not know if I'm worthy.
That's why I came here, I came here to seek knowledge and support. And to give knowledge and support.
Best Regards
Standardkiwi
Ps. I hope you can put up with my spelling and grammar, my mother language is not English.
