my name is Carma

[kisscarma]

I am more of a listener (or reader of others words) than a talker (or writer of my own words)... & i read as many of the guidelines as i could and i hope my post doesnt violate any of them... but im gonna go ahead and get this out of the way because i do have quite a few questions & i want to be able to ask them in aan unrestricted environment so...

greetings fellow earth dwellers... i go by the name of Carma and as the name suggests i live my life reaping and sowing, creating and paying back, forever recycling that which i myself have manifested; with hopes of someday attaining some sort of freedom from my past.

My mind is inquisitive by nature... REAL INQUISITIVE... leaning on the edge of TOO inquisitive for my own good sometimes.. i have always had a very hard time lying even when i didnt really think lying was such a bad thing, it was hard... and i always seek out answers to questions i have regarding anything that matters to me, and if the answers i recieve dont sound right i dig deeper and truth is not always easy to find, but i certainly give it a run for its money when im searching for it. Truth better hide good cuz i go hard sometimes. Boyfriends cant stand me because i go private detective on them at the first sign of infidelity & i always catch them. My kids cant stand me cuz i always know when theyre lying. I can spot lies from even as far away as the white house & i despise what lies have doen to this planet.

I said all that to say this: My quest for the truth is what led me to DMT. I first found out about it when the Spirit Molecule came out and i did research on it and wrote it off as something that was only to be experienced by the elite.

About a month ago my daughter recieved a little package in the mail and it was from out of state & she opened it and said very non-chalantly that it was DMT from her twin flame across the states, he wanted her to try it and sent her some out of the kindness of his heart and i didnt believe her at all... i laughed at her like HA! DMT u WISH!! Nobody can get there hands on that stuff especially not my daughter she is barely 19... how could she have gotten a hold of DMT.... but sure enough it WAS dMT!! and since she is pregnant she gave it all TO ME!! i was ECSTATIC to say the least! I was so excited i couldnt WAIT to try it!!

2 words for u. LIFE CHANGING. thats the best way i can describe it because what i experienced would be diminished entirely by even trying to put it into words. It was so awesome & educational for me that i became an official spokesperson for it among all my friends and colleagues & it was amazing how NOBODY i know, knows about it! Well they do now, but they are all scared of trying it and i can never get anybody to do it with me which makes me sad, because i wish the whole world could experience it.

If i had 1 wish i would wish myself back to that place that i visited and i would stay there. DMTland FOREVER!!.... Carma

 

[Pandora]

Hey There kisscarma,

Wow, your essay sure resonated with me. Thank you for sharing that.

Great to have another woman here who's got some life experience under her belt. LOL at how you came by your first DMT . . . I mean just wow.

Please check the links in the upper right hand corner. wiki has extraction teks - yep you can extract DMT safely in the comfort of your own home. FAQ is just that - but these areas are very well researched. You might want to also check Health & Safety.

I feel for you when you mention having told all your friends/family about DMT but for various reasons, including fear, aren't ready or don't want to try it at this point. It's like we have discovered something so amazing, so awe-inspiring, I mean who knew right? And then to discover it at this point in our lives . . . well we just want to share the goodness.

I just want to counsel caution here. I know you're way ahead of me on this, but nonetheless I'll put out the warning about the "DMT soapbox effect." It's just that. I've noticed that folks, myself included who have just discovered some of the wonders that the molecule has to offer tend to want to spread the message far and wide.

Needless to say, DMT is scheduled/illegal in most parts of the world. Please be careful my sister. You have a lot to loose . . . family. . . etc. .

Anyway, I'm so glad you're here. This is the place where the DMT soapbox is welcomed, .

If you get a chance, could you maybe tell us a bit more about your psychedelic experience. It is clear from your intro. that you have tried DMT (smoked I presume) at least once. Have you ever tried an oral dose - ayahuasca or pharmahuasca? Anything else like LSD, mushrooms, mescaline/cactus, RC's, etc.?

Okay, enough ranting on my end. Again a very warm welcome to you - I look forward to seeing your posts around this place.

 

[kisscarma]

well i wanted to go a little more into detail but i wasnt sure how much i can talk about i keep seeing the warnings that say Remember no talking about selling drugs trafficking drugs buying drugs procuring drugs... BUT ALAS i think i get it now... we can talk about DOING drugs or even extracting it but just not about anything to do with a transaction...i get it now!
If thats the case then i will spill my guts... OK SO!....... so i smoked it out of a meth pipe because it looks very similar to meth and since i have alot of past experience in that department, i was a pro... and i was surprised at how very similar the method turned out to be... in fact smoking DMT was EXACTLY like smoking meth UP UNTIL.... the first hit & it was a DOOZY!!! i had read that u should try to get 3 hits but i barely got the pipe to my lips for a 2nd hit and i could see it spinning in my hand and it started to fade away and i gently slowly put it down becauser i could tell shit was about to get REAL!! ....

then i heard the bzzzzzzZZZZZZZZZZZzzzzZZZZZ and i cant tell u how i knew this but i just knew that every single insect, bug, and creepy crawly thing that Toads eat get to experience this EXACT same sensation right before the toad consumes them & for an instant i became an insect and i can tell you this much: The Bugs that Toads eat DO NOT SUFFER WHEN THEY ARE EATEN!! It is the universes loving and gentle plan to make sure that the circle of life continues but does not cause pain & the bugs get to experience extacy & fun at the time of their demise & still carry out their universal duty as part of the food chain.

That was all shown to me in a flash and i do mean a quick flash & i get the same introductory peek into a bugs life EVERYTIME i do it from the first time on... then it went to FLASH- The UNiverse... I cant explain this in great detail either because i cant remember how or what it looked like but it was the TRUE UNIVERSE from way up high looking in and what i saw was that EVERYTHING here is really the OPPOSITE of what we think it is and when i would have an aH-HA!! moment like i just realized sumthing the DMT zebra would show me how i didnt have shit figured ouot and he would show me the REAL way it was from up here and i was in CONSTANT AMNAZEMENT how ABSOLUTELY NOTHING WAS WHAT I THOUGHT IT WAS!!!! and he was laughing at me and comin in at me from the top and from the bottom like just dropping into my sight from all angles and the best way i can describe t his zebra is the cartoon zebra on the TRix commercials... and i dont know why i think theres a zebra on a trix commercial i dont even know how i would know that because i dont watch TV all i know is for some reason my mind keeps telling me thats where ive seen this zebra before but hes always my host & hes always LAUGHHING at me.... and theres SO many beautiful colors and geometrical shapes and patterns and i just felt like i didnt want it to end i wanted to stay and learn everything that he had to show me because i knew that was just the TIP of the bottom & i .... WOW GUESS WHAT!! i just googled TRIX and its a RABBIT not a zebra and i had to have known that because i at least remmember the Silly Rabbit Trix are for Kids shit when i was a kid but for some reason i have been calling the zebra the Trix zebra all this time and just found out that there is NO trix zebra so i have NO IDEA where i saw this guy before... & that was probably his little sneaky TRICK he played on me somehow... but anyways i found out on that FIRST trip that us humans are all connected so much that we are fuckin ONE and i NEVER understood that concept before that night but now i get it because i saw it and i felt it and i KNOW it & the petty shit we go thru day in & day out is all distractions to keep us from the true nature of who and what we are and we are POWERFUL beyond words!! ANd so many of us have NO IDEA that this type of discovery is so HUGE & SO MASSIVE i mean we could MOVE MOUNTAINS!!!

so i had enough to last me like 4 or 5 days and i did it like twice a day and the 2 biggest trips were the very first 1 and then like the 3rd one & that one informed me about the people in my life that i tend to overlook and dont take too serious and the ones that i focus my energy on are not deserving of it and how many peoople in the background that we dont even notice that may appear to be nobodys to us on a daily basis... they are HIGH ON THE FOODCHAIN so to speak... i guess its kinda like the Undercover Angel concept... u never know who ur talkin to or stepping over on the sidewalk, u may be entertaining an angel & i have always kinda believed that aNYWAYS but now i KNOW its true! And maybe angel is not what theyre called maybe they are ascended masters or some type of spirit guide but they do not come in the forms of beings of light ascending from the sky when they pay us visits they come in human disguise and what better disguise then one who EVERYBODY overlooks... one who people accidentally kick when walking by.... i seen em... theyre out there checkin up on us or assisting us in our daily stuggles and we dont even have the decency to treat them kindly... so just be careful who u scold for not being a man and getting a job like the rest of us tax paying citizens... and think twice before turning that smelly window washer guy at the gas station away as if he was a rodent... have some compassion for those less fortunate then ourselves no matter what u think theyre motive may be... OK IM GETTIN SIDETRACKED BIG TIME!!!

Anyways ... the point is that what i experienced while under the influence of that magnificent compund DMT... has changed the course of my whole life and not only that but i am not afraid of death anymore... i DONT CARE if i die tomorrow because i know i DONT die just my body duz and ill find another 1 or maybe i wont for a while but i will still be me and live on forever as an intelligent soul ful of energy & memories and love and wisdom & i get high just describing my experienece & i have been on a mission trying to get together all the material needed to extract my own batch of DMT and finding the MHRB was the hardest part but i have been DETERMINED... and i FOUND a vendor in Canada that still was shipping to the US and they mailed me some and im still waiting on it to get here fully aware that it may be siezed at Customs and if they send me a letter saying they have my property i think im going to show up in court to claim it because it shouldnt be illegal and its used in making soap and thats what im going to say i needed it for... and just see if they give it back to me or not.