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My Psilo-huasca (Psilocybin-Ayahuasca) Experience. Heaven and Hell

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My Psilo-huasca (Psilocybin-Ayahuasca) Experience. Heaven and Hell

Age 25

Weight 186 pounds

Substance(S):

Banisteriopsis Caapi. Harmine. Tea Aporx. 4 Grams
Powdered psilocybin cubensis caps. Psilocybin. Eaten. Aprox. 1 and a half Gram

A walk through the human existence. Heaven and hell.

I had some P. Cubensis left over from my last trip, which was a flop, didn't have much of an experience at all, but this stuff (One gram of Cubes) looked to be almost 100% Mushroom caps which is the most potent part of the mushroom. I wanted a light trip, but I wanted to do something different this time, as well, so I woke up in the morning and brewed 4 grams of B Caapi, I did only one 4 hour wash, thinking this would be enough for a light dose, BOY WAS I WRONG YIKES.
This would be my first time ever trying Caapi, but wasn't expecting much at all really. I waited until night time to begin the experience, sat in front of my laptop, the tea was easy, and felt the onset with in the first few moments which surprised me, I was first greeted my a loving and warm entity, very faint, but I could feel she was there, (Perhaps this is mother aya the teacher known to Ayahuasca, (but for some reason any time I use psycho actives I'm always encountered by this women but after the experience I knew she was different, she is a teacher) I felt elevated , and very relaxed mentally, of course there was still the uneasy feeling of having to let go of everything you thought was real.. (Added) Actually this is the process of death, letting go of what I thought you were. This is something that I forgot to mention in the report,, at one point while letting go, (Which is the psychedelic process) At one point I left my humanness, I was deeply deeply saddened to leave my humanness, I even asked God not to take me that far.. But I let go anyways, and this is where the journey really began........

I went out side, and took a long hit off my pipe, some very nice weed, which really spruced up the feeling of the high, PURE euphoria. I sat back and tried to free my mind, I began by asking with my spirit, what God was, As soon as I put this question forward, I felt my self being lifted off, in to a beautiful expansive pure loving energy, I've never seen anything like it. I saw things in this place, and was shown that I was God, I asked why I was here, I was shown small glimpses of what I was, and what God is, and started to come down, or So I thought, I was disappointed at how this trip wasn't as long or as wonderful as I would have liked it, I took the rest of my cubes thinking that it might kick start the experience, and sat back and just waited and began telling God that I knew I hadn't given my self 100% to the experience or to the substance it's self, but I wanted to see my purpose, my life, I wanted to be shown everything that is unusually shown to those who have moved past the veil, those who had given them self's 100% to the ayahuasca experience..

I was taken suddenly and began to feel very fearful, I saw that I was going to be given exactly what I wanted to see. At this point I knew this was going to be far, far heavier then I was expecting.. I took a deep breath and dove in to this beautiful experience, I was full on full blown in hyperspace, the highest I have ever been in my entire life, now I was screaming down a huge tunnel, I past what seemed to be fairly light filled beings, but they were accusing me and showing me my sins, but I kept walking, saying to them no I am clean, you can't touch me, I said to them- no that isn't me, and they tried so hard to show me that I wasn't worthy to be in the presence of my father, I saw then that they are not sins AGAINST GOD but rather, sins against your being, which ultimately separates you from the peace glory and love which is the foulness of God, in fact, we are under what seems to be a spell, it's difficult to understand, the soul doesn't come to this existence just one time, I saw that souls are somehow recycled, and continue on and this is why the human soul feels fear of hell, and being lost and forgotten, but I saw we are here on a mission, an uncountable sea of souls,, a unified mass of specially picked souls to take the enormous task of saving man kind and helping them come to an understanding of there Divine connection with God, and usher in the kingdom of heaven, on earth as it is in heaven.... But it's not what we think either, we choose to continue, we choose to go on in this mission, we dive, in to darkness, -- Hell-- which is in fact this existence, but it's also heaven, JUST beyond the veil, just beyond human understanding, actually when you finally see it it's as if you were shown something you aren't supposed to see, and it pisses something off pretty bad when you look, (I actually believed while there, that this angry entity, is the Angel set there to hide the garden of Eden from us as mentioned in the bible)...... I find every time I'm given a glimpse of what is hidden from the human potential, I can't believe how funny it is, it's so strange to see the kingdom at hand. "Just behind the veil" The only way I can describe it is, What if you walked down the street one day and suddenly some crazy ass other dimensional being walks up to you, like a scene from Narnia when Eustace Scrubb saw Narnia for the first time, and a half man and half bull walks up to him and before then he thought of such things as fairy tail of fake, and this bull started talking to him, and he faints from utter fear and astonishment.. It truly is THAT ASTONISHING when you see it, So so simple yet completely hidden from the human experience.. When I watched this I thought to my self I would have laughed my ass off, and not fainted in fear... When you see it.... You laugh and say "This is actually REAL!!!!!!!?????? SHIT LIKE YOU ACTUALLY EXISTS??????"
I was in heaven indescribable, heaven, no words to describe, to describe heaven is an absolute injustice to the actual thing, it's like being hooked up to a monkeys mind, with wires and such, and trying to explain a nuclear reaction to a two year old.......... I sat there in front of the computer GONE. I called God, and I remember my self standing there, I opened my eyes, and declared in the spirit that, I AM HE, I realized it was me who said it, but it felt like God in me, I asked what God was, and I was carried off and shown a world that was indescribable, seriously almost no word, the best I can do is, tell it like this, WE ARE GOD. I AM THAT I AM. IN LOVE WITH MY BRIDE, BUT YOU GIVE YOUR SELF AWAY!!!!!!
I was asked if I wanted to stay, in this place, heaven, I saw angels, many of them, it was so strange, I felt like Christ, how at any moment the angels could have swept down at ANY MOMENT to take me from this place, it was as if they were waiting for me in case I drift to far away- from my actual purpose here on earth. And if things got really tough the angels would come in and save me. There we're a few angles in one part of this experience who actually came to me in my form, and were very upset that I was even considering leaving, (I Believe I was partnered with a few choice angel Friends, old friends) they were sad,, it was, like I was giving up or something, I also got the impression that these beings, all of them, were not separate from me, and that they came part way with me to help me through, We told everyone that we could save humanity, (There are those who think we're wasting our time benevolent angels) and they were all upset because of how often I speak of wanting to die, and any time I spoke of suicide, they will always help me, but pisses them off something great when we piss on our gift here on earth. After this I was transported by spirit to a place that I can only describe as,,, Well, hell. But it isn't like you think, not at all, we all seem to think that the spiritual realm is some how separate or that hell is where we go when we die, but in fact, it's not like that, there is no dualism, heaven and hell are one part of an entire whole that exists and somehow makes up the reality we experience on a daily basis. This reality, when it is said that the kingdom is at hand, well, as long as the human reality does not include the kingdom of heaven or the new Jerusalem, that was promised, the new vibration that will one day be given to man kind upon the perfection of heaven on earth, and glorification of God, and second coming of the CHRIST WITHIN, until that day, we belong to the hell we live in, the kingdom of the dark one, in fact our fallen form is not what we think, it's that the human entity agreed to do this, to dive in to the depths of hell to retrieve the human species and to see to it the return of Christ to humanity, NOT the man Jesus, BUT Christ within. (I'm not knocking Jesus) He really did come here to show us our potential.....
When I was taken from heaven, I was lead to a place, I was shown what we were before we came to earth, that we are all God, parts of God, an ocean of soul, of pure consciousness, a dream, but more real then this reality, but this reality is also dreamed by you through God.,, You are the dreamer simultaneously being dreamed...We need to wake to the dream like nature of ALL THINGS not just heaven and hell, but this as well, back on the other side of the Vail, that we call reality...
I was guided through this place and realized something absolutely terrifying, that it was ME!! that I was being shown, I was taken to a place in this hell, and I was shown a being, a soul, unspeakable, tortured, it looked like me but I was twisted and strange like a confused red and evil looking, mechanical thing, lost in a sea of confusion, I was told that very few venture here for fear of losing them self's completely, I was shown that this was me, and I have been in this hell trying to save as many as possible before I came back to heaven, I had been there for what seems to be an eternity, and in fact this was true, I was shown that this is more like hell then we thing.... I was walked through my fears, my pain, my feelings of worthlessness, I thought that after I was shown this place that I would be taken from it again, but when I began to go back to a heavenly realm I was very angry and I saw these beings that were in charge of showing me my broken self, I asked why they had to be so harsh in showing me the truth of my form, they could only reply that they have too,, it's the only way to wake me up, that it was the only way to make sure I didn't get lost completely. I realized then that what I was experiencing was some REALLY REALLY tough love. At this point I felt like the man in hell asking Abraham for a drop of water to cool my tongue... Now all I want to do now that I'm back is to tell all, THE GOOD NEWS. But not what you think....... And to love everyone, because only love can bring man from the brink, we're all in this together..
And then a women's voice told me we have to send you back, she said I'm so sorry but you have to see or you could be lost, I saw the beings that were in charge of taking me through this place, this hell, which was my self, but also all things at once, it seemed to hurt them to have to be so harsh and I was still very upset that they were still going to go through with showing me more of hell, more of my self. I was shown though,, that they could only take me as far as I would allow at the time, I tried to relax and told them I was ready, from here on it was sort of a mess, I was sad all the time, sad that they lead me here again, I just wanted to go back home., I could hear a voice, inside, that kept telling me while I'm back here, keep in mind that you are connected to God, that I am not this form and that I am saved and I won't be held in this place forever, I realized that I was returning to this reality, I was coming down, and realized that I was again in "Hell" Now that I'm back I have had many questions answered, the voice from with in is now stronger, and clearer then ever before, what was once a distant whisper is now an ocean of love. God is SCREAMING TO BE REUNITED WITH HIS BEAUTIFUL BRIDE. A LONGING THAT WAS SHARED WITH ME, A LONGING THAT I WILL CARRY WITH ME FOREVER..

Amen
 
Interesting read,

Congratulations on seeking the truth.

A few things I will add..

From what I have been taught in hyperspace.... the Ayahuasca "Ally spirit" is actually A "Seraphim" Seraphim are the angels mentioned in Genesis that "guard the way to the tree of life with a flaming sword that shines this way and that."

That is to say..the sword flashes back and forth from judgement to mercy.

To keep the sword more towards the mercy side of things you must first be accepted by the Ayahuasca Ally.

One more thing..."Jesus Christ" is not the messiah's real name...
I think you will find it more effective to refer to him as Yeshua ben Yoseph.

The Name Yeshua or Yehoshua is a hebrew word that literally means "a cry for help"
"jesus" is a made up word that makes one sound like a televangelist.

Overall though,
sounds like your headed in the right direction
 
Eliyahu said:
Interesting read,

Congratulations on seeking the truth.

A few things I will add..

From what I have been taught in hyperspace.... the Ayahuasca "Ally spirit" is actually A "Seraphim" Seraphim are the angels mentioned in Genesis that "guard the way to the tree of life with a flaming sword that shines this way and that."

That is to say..the sword flashes back and forth from judgement to mercy.

To keep the sword more towards the mercy side of things you must first be accepted by the Ayahuasca Ally.

One more thing..."Jesus Christ" is not the messiah's real name...
I think you will find it more effective to refer to him as Yeshua ben Yoseph.

The Name Yeshua or Yehoshua is a hebrew word that literally means "a cry for help"
"jesus" is a made up word that makes one sound like a televangelist.

Overall though,
sounds like your headed in the right direction

Do you have any good links where I can read on the name of the messiah more thoroughly? That's very very interesting.. The only text that I can find speak of those names as meaning savior, or a deliverance, and things of that sort.. Now if the name means what you say it does, then that changes a lot for me in my search, help me out if you can. Bless you.. And btw I have a very high sensitivity to psychedelics, lol I think those 4 or 5 grams were more like 10 or 15 to me, same happens to me when I take mushrooms, VERY powerful trips even in small doses, and I guess that and already come to an understanding of the true nature of the human being, coupled with a VERY wild and vivid imagination, my mind goes through incredible change when I partake of any substance. That female presence that was with me? I also say her or some one like her while on Sally D. she was flying at me and stood behind my wife saying, I'm with her. and the women I encountered there, in heaven, she reminded me of her, I remember the same voice speaking to me while under the influence of mescaline I could hear here screaming to me, "REMEMBER WHAT YOU DID" and on another trip while high on just Cubes, I heard her say to me that she will be with me for as long as she could, like she was helping me die or something. Can you shine more light on this? As well those angels that were pointing at me and showing me my sins, who are they and why? if light filled? were they accusing me?? And those angels that are in charge of bringing me through this place,, who are they?? And why did it hurt them to have to bring me back to this reality??? Anyways I won't bombard you with questions but I'm filled with them and you seem like an experienced psycho-naute, and knowledgeable. Bless you talk soon...
 
"The Name Yeshua or Yehoshua is a hebrew word that literally means "a cry for help"
"jesus" is a made up word that makes one sound like a televangelist."

Meh, one name just made up later than the other one..still..both names made up.
 
Jamie-

Well I have actually met this "made up" Yeshua face to face...so I guess to me it is not made up...
but you know...everyone has an opinion and they are entitled to it...

I could just as easily say that the Goddess Gaia is totally made up since I have never seen her with my own eyes..

but I won't because that would be rude and insensitive to your beliefs.

Esoteric---

there are no links as this information is hard to come by.

I personally decided myself to learn to read Hebrew in order to understand the mind of the messiah better.

Lots of people forget he was Jewish..

In my opinion Yeshua was and still is a Kabbalistic Shamanic Rabbi.
 
Isn't it just that Jesus (the name) is a natural evolution or linguistic variation of Yeshua, the same way we have Peter in the UK, Pieter in Belgium, Pedro in Spain or Nicholas and Nikolai etc. They are all made up names, everything is made up somewhere down the line. I don't think Jamie was necessarily saying Jesus as an entity is made up, I think he was saying (in fact he definitely did say) that the names are made up. All names are made up, I think he was just drawing attention to the emphasis you place on something so trivial. My name is Anthony, it could have been Antony, Anton, Antonio, Antoinne... it's irrelevant :p

OP that was a well written report and enjoyable to read, I don't really have anything constructive to say about it though, lol.
 
TONY-

You are probably right about what Jamie was saying....
I'm do imagine she was not trying to come off as rude and just making an observation

so I apologize for taking offense where it was not warranted...

sorry Jamie

I can totally see both of your points now------>

let me just say that you are both right...mostly..

It's just that there is more to the issue here so It may be partially my fault for not explaining my position eloquently enough....

So if you want to think about linguistics you are correct...the English word Yeshua has no more value than the English word Jesus.or the Spanish word hey-zuess.(haha makes me think of big Labowski)).

Any ways I do not believe in magic words here, that is not what I'm getting at.

The thing that I am trying to impart here is the difference between the hebrew and greek language in relevance to Yeshua...

keep in mind.. Esoteric spoke about an interest in this so I am merely trying to give him my input on a subject I can relate to. My intention is not to get all preachy poo with anyone.

You wouldn't know it from popular christian culture but from my perspective there is not a lot of information out there about the "real Jesus" mostly it is disinformation provided to control the masses as I'm sure you have noticed.

Anyways, my point is Yeshua was not Greek or English but was a Hebrew person who spoke the Hebrew language and grew up in Hebrew culture......As English speaking people it is very difficult to conceptualize the difference between Greek and Hebrew....

English functions in a similar manner to the way that Greek functions in that it is an abstract language. Abstract concepts do not exist within the parimeters of ancient Hebrew language, modern Hebrew contains abstract words because it has adapted to the Greek way of thinking.

This is where some of the problems understanding the bible came in..when it was translated from hebrew to greek words like ...."heaven" "faith" and "grace" were born and that just confuses everyone...ask 100 people what those words mean you will get 92 different answers. That is abstract language for you.

Biblical or ancient Hebrew on the other hand is a purely Semitic hieroglyph type of language where every letter has very deep layers of philosophical meaning that can be directly correlated to a biological or agricultural metaphor.

The Hebrew Aleph-Bet is also a letter/number system meaning there are no separate numbers like we have in Greek and English cultures... For example the first letter "Aleph" represents an ox the second letter "Beyt" represents a house and looks like a house, the third "gimel" is a camel...the fourth letter daleth is a door.... the fifth "heh" is a window,,the sixth "Wow" is a nail and looks like a nail. Hebrew also has no vowels,,just vowel points.

Ancient Hebrew is also designed specifically to be written in the form of poetry and song

In my belief system - each glyph of the Hebrew aleph-bet represents a corresponding force that exists within the spiritual realm ..I also personally believe these forces were used to create and are used to maintain the universe..

So while Greek based languages can be changed around(like peter, pieter, nikoli nick etc) Hebrew cannot be changed around the same way... Therefore, just like every letter written in the Torah.. The Hebrew letters that spell out Yeshua's name hold a special coded significance that can only be comprehended by those who are familiar with the system behind the Hebrew "code"

every name and word in Hebrew also hold a numerical value....the number of times 7 comes up in the book of genesis could serve to blow any mathematicians mind.

It is a little known fact that the old testament is actually a main source of numerology and sacred geometry,

I believe that most European sorcery practices are derived from either the old testament or Egyptian knowledge in one way or another....The books in the OT written by King Solomon are in my opinion coded guides to understanding altered states of consciousness.

So......I apologize for the lengthy post but I just really feel like people should know more about the extreme amount of knowledge that is contained within ancient languages such as Hebrew.

Thanks for reading
 
Esoteric.....


From what I have experienced there is something I call the accuser...
it accuses you before the creator and tries to basically raise up god's wrath against you to put it simply..

-- of course that it my personal view other views and experiences may vary

I personally learned about the hierarchy of angels from the Zohar and the Bahir
original sources of Hebrew mysticism.

If I explain the Angels completely to you it will ruin the fun of learning on your own Esoteric...
 
Eliyahu, I honestly am not trying to argue with you here cos this is someones introduction thread, but I can't resist pointing this out... Jesus didn't speak Hebrew, he spoke Aramaic (assuming he existed, which I have no issue with one way or the other). A similar observation to the one I made in the other thread where you said that Christians had it all wrong and that the bible needed to be understood in it's original Hebrew form... even though the New Testament was originally written in Greek, and it is the new testament that pertains to Christ.
 
"You are probably right about what Jamie was saying....
I'm do imagine she was not trying to come off as rude and just making an observation"

Yeah I was saying what tony was saying. I am a man not a woman btw.
 
Tony-

Actually I appreciate your observations as I believe your questions to be valid ones.

-So, I always will thank you for pointing out the flaws you perceive to be in my arguments or theories...It is good to question everything.

I cannot speak for the owner of the thread but I don't think he minds us having a bit of a discussion about this since he does mention Christ in his First post...

So, I do understand that Christ spoke Aramaic and therefore he taught his students in this language...If Christ spoke Greek it was his second language at best. Are you aware of the fact that the Jewish Dialect of Aramaic that Christ would have spoken share the exact same letters with the biblical Hebrew aleph-bet? Therefore the philosophical meanings behind the Hebrew letters and Aramaic letters are the same.

So.... while the new testament is central to Christianity......the old Testament is like the prequel.....plus the new testament quotes and references the old T. so many times it would be silly for anyone claiming to be Christian to "just" go by the New testament..

Also-- Even though the new testament is written in Greek it is still still essentially the words of a Hebrew man who is from a Hebrew culture, taken and then translated into Greek.

This is just my opinion so I mean no offense to any Christians but I just think it's a little bizarre that modern Christians worship this guy "Jesus" and yet they seem to have no Idea about his culture, beliefs, background or personality...

To me they seemingly have effectively invented their own version of Jesus that comes across as highly un-palatable to anyone who Is a free thinking individual...

I mean....Yeshua himself said that people should question every bit of information given to us...

Then why do almost none of his modern followers ask the question who was Jesus really?
The version of Jesus that the republican party portrays and what I portray are much different.(no offence to any GOP-DMT smokers...wait...are there any??

Lots of people believe Yeshua is a myth and if that were true I would say that they have completely re-written the myth to where it's totally lost it's meaning..

A good example of this is the saying "Jesus died for your sins" To me this is a confusing and meaningless statement that is the product of grossly negligent mistranslations.

That's just my editorial view however,,,opinions vary ...
----E
 
I always understood the oneness intellectually being part of God being part of all of creation. For over 30 years I've known this but have never taken this to the next level and experienced it!!!
 
Beautiful Story! Love it! Thanks for sharing, and Im not going to try and give you any input about your experience because Im at the beginning of my psychonaut career. I can only hope I get to experience something like this in the future!
 
Eliyahu said:
YOU:
You wouldn't know it from popular christian culture but from my perspective there is not a lot of information out there about the "real Jesus" mostly it is disinformation provided to control the masses as I'm sure you have noticed.

ME: Hey brother thank you so much for replying to me I really really appreciate it. Let me just start by saying that I thoroughly enjoyed the read, one of my favorite things to do is sit and listen to another mans take on any given situation, because each person, carries their very own distinct, let's say, finger print, like snow flakes in a way, every single flake all the same but different. And you my friend bring something quite distinct to the table. Your words have been confirmations of some very troublesome questions I've had concerning the figure known as Jesus. As a child I was introduced to Jesus through certain figures through out my life, but at 17 I took hold of the religion. I took this religion, hook line and sinker, I sunk in to the mindless Stagnant stink of, religion. But, my relationship, imagined as it was, but a relationship none the less, with the Man Jesus. I was what you would call a conference junky, I found my self wanting to fallow in the foot steps of Men such as Todd Bentley, Ryan hart bonke, smiths wiggles worth, Bill Johnston, Bob Jones, and so on. I saw my self then as a sort of spiritual Warrior Priest for God. But a few years later I fell hard in to a life of alcohol and drugs, and soon found my self in a hopeless spiral/whirlpool of self destruction (It wasn't all bad though, I met my soul mate in this Hopeless whirl pool :). My quest inward didn't stop when I walked away, I found that I had a very strange physiological "Itch" that just wouldn't go away, I stumbled on a movie called zeitgeist the movie and it introduced me to some Ideas that cause me to question this man Jesus.. I was left with absolutely NOTHING as far as a sense of meaning went. I went from there on, on a hunt, an obsession to find the truth, to open my mind to anything that I could possibly get my mental hands on, I discovered movies like what the bleep do we know, quantum theory, mysticism, Buddhism, I was woken up from a slumber, I realized that my mind had been under a type of widely accepted sedated, and horribly diluted cultural mind trap.. I discovered that we were very much under the complete control of shadow government, known as, culture. Now I find my self, after MANY awakenings on many different levels of consciousness, some with Psychedelics, and some with out. I have been shown the truth of uncountable oceans of consciousness. Yet, I still battle something in side, is Jesus as the new testimony says he is, or am I falling backwards in to old diluted thought patterns that lead me to only one inevitable conclusion; that I have become confused. My need for salvation, is a part of my mind that each time it is uncovered, I quickly re-cover.

(This is a quote from a very well written write up titled "THE ARCHETYPE OF THE MESSIAH / ARCHETYPE OF CHRIST")

"The Ideal Christ: This is yet another facet of this archetype, and is the psychological process which causes us not to take responsibility for our own highest ideals; our own yearnings for the good; our own most powerful urges arising against what we see as evils in the world. This influences us to wait for a sign from Christ in our dream in order to gain authority, or to overcome the anxiety associated with the drive. We want God to say we should act in a certain way because we are not willing to be self responsible."

I can read something like this, and still come to the conclusion that 'I have been wrong before' whos to say that I'm not now. I denied Jesus the man, but my revelation of Christ I have found with in, well that's a different story..

YOU:
This is where some of the problems understanding the bible came in..when it was translated from hebrew to greek words like ...."heaven" "faith" and "grace" were born and that just confuses everyone...ask 100 people what those words mean you will get 92 different answers. That is abstract language for you.

Seriously that blows my mind, does that mean they saw no difference between, heaven, Faith, and Grace? Were they considered as one?

Biblical or ancient Hebrew on the other hand is a purely Semitic hieroglyph type of language where every letter has very deep layers of philosophical meaning that can be directly correlated to a biological or agricultural metaphor.

K, so they literally built their language based on their own biological system, and way of life? That's seriously is fascinating. I can see why you learned the language, I wish I had more time, I would learn.

The Hebrew Aleph-Bet is also a letter/number system meaning there are no separate numbers like we have in Greek and English cultures... For example the first letter "Aleph" represents an ox the second letter "Beyt" represents a house and looks like a house, the third "gimel" is a camel...the fourth letter daleth is a door.... the fifth "heh" is a window,,the sixth "Wow" is a nail and looks like a nail. Hebrew also has no vowels,,just vowel points.

Ancient Hebrew is also designed specifically to be written in the form of poetry and song

This almost made me cry, I was so moved by this statement that I just had to share with my wife, that means to me that they spoke fluent dream language, the language of heaven, that's beautiful.

In my belief system - each glyph of the Hebrew aleph-bet represents a corresponding force that exists within the spiritual realm ..I also personally believe these forces were used to create and are used to maintain the universe..

I saw something like this while ago on P.cubes, only I saw that every single thing we see is, to the spiritual realm, a living being, just like me, manifesting it's self in to this reality, which is part of an even greater being that holds all of it together. I smoked a bowl of salvia divinorum, and while under, I was encountered by a being, I wouldn't say that this being was evil really, but angry, pissed, like a father, about to give me a stern ass kicking for what I just saw. This being Guards our mind from the information/sea of consciousness that is the uni-verse and he just can't stand to be seen. haha in my observation anyway. I saw that this information is accessible at all times, but our belief in this angry entity, that actually makes up parts of a belief system, we believe we are separate from heaven, so therefore we only see naturally three dimensional world.

YOU:
So while Greek based languages can be changed around(like peter, pieter, nikoli nick etc) Hebrew cannot be changed around the same way... Therefore, just like every letter written in the Torah.. The Hebrew letters that spell out Yeshua's name hold a special coded significance that can only be comprehended by those who are familiar with the system behind the Hebrew "code"

ME: Can you elaborate a little more on this section?

YOU:
every name and word in Hebrew also hold a numerical value....the number of times 7 comes up in the book of genesis could serve to blow any mathematicians mind.

It is a little known fact that the old testament is actually a main source of numerology and sacred geometry,

I believe that most European sorcery practices are derived from either the old testament or Egyptian knowledge in one way or another....The books in the OT written by King Solomon are in my opinion coded guides to understanding altered states of consciousness.

So......I apologize for the lengthy post but I just really feel like people should know more about the extreme amount of knowledge that is contained within ancient languages such as Hebrew.

Thanks for reading

NO my freind I love a good read :)

Tony-

YOU:
I cannot speak for the owner of the thread but I don't think he minds us having a bit of a discussion about this since he does mention Christ in his First post...

ME: Don't mind a little bit :)

YOU:
This is just my opinion so I mean no offense to any Christians but I just think it's a little bizarre that modern Christians worship this guy "Jesus" and yet they seem to have no Idea about his culture, beliefs, background or personality...

ME: Can you just elaborate everything you wrote HAHA Not that I don't understand, I just LOVE this kinda stuff..

To me they seemingly have effectively invented their own version of Jesus that comes across as highly un-palatable to anyone who Is a free thinking individual...

YOU:
I mean....Yeshua himself said that people should question every bit of information given to us...

Then why do almost none of his modern followers ask the question who was Jesus really?
The version of Jesus that the republican party portrays and what I portray are much different.(no offence to any GOP-DMT smokers...wait...are there any??

Lots of people believe Yeshua is a myth and if that were true I would say that they have completely re-written the myth to where it's totally lost it's meaning..

A good example of this is the saying "Jesus died for your sins" To me this is a confusing and meaningless statement that is the product of grossly negligent mistranslations.

That's just my editorial view however,,,opinions vary ...

ME: Well I really enjoyed your editorial view. :) and I WISH I could get my hands on some smoke-able DMT I need to get attracting that substance :p..
Bless you my Friend...
 
Cosmic_Revolution said:
Beautiful Story! Love it! Thanks for sharing, and Im not going to try and give you any input about your experience because Im at the beginning of my psychonaut career. I can only hope I get to experience something like this in the future!
Why thank you :-D Well it was no more then 7 or 8 months ago that i took my first few brave steps in to the world of psychedelics, and I have NO regrets :-D these substances will most likely play a big part in my life, for years to come. Don't rush it, everything in God's time. lol which of course is no time. haha Bless you and happy tripping.
 
drz2691 said:
I always understood the oneness intellectually being part of God being part of all of creation. For over 30 years I've known this but have never taken this to the next level and experienced it!!!

2.5 grams of p. cubensis would fix that under the right settings haha. Be careful though, psychedelics relax your reality filter defenses..
 
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