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Thanks, Sykosis. And again, I'm sorry about the length. I didn't expect it to take up quite as much space at first.

Wow, with OCD and ADHD I can only imagine! A friend of mine has ADHD and he gets dissociative effects from most drugs very, very easily. I actually had to talk him out of smoking this one unknown synthetic cannabinoid smoking blend too much recently because he was tripping was too hard on it - things like total psychosis and multiple personalities moving through him - and I was afraid of him becoming too detached from reality. Luckily he listens to reason.
I'm glad your friend is feeling better! The depersonalization was pretty hard for me to move past too, but it is doable. The anxiety I developed from it and my HPPD mostly revolved around the thought that I'd permanently damaged my brain and body by using too many dangerous drugs. Once I was able to finally accept that no damage had been done, after a long time of nothing but smoking cannabis anymore, with breaks in between, I started finally being able to get over it. Not that I would recommend the experience to anyone, but I do think it's helped me get much more in control of myself during emotional states, especially panic attacks, than anything else. If nothing else, it brings some valuable lessons.

I'll definitely grab those links after I finish up this post and shoot you a PM.

Thank you for the advice, I won't forget it. And thank you for the warm welcome!

Thanks you! I definitely feel you there, MDMA can make things a lot worse for me if not used in moderation. It can be kind of draining on the psyche.

The other psychedelics I've used, in addition to some potentially unidentified blotters and pills, are mushrooms, morning glories, hawaiian baby woodrose, 5-MeO-DMT (only mixed with DMT), LSD, 4-AcO-DMT, 2C-B, 2C-I, DOB, and DOI. I'm pretty sure that's all of them.... I agree about categorizing them, psychedelics certainly have a special signature which is immediately recognizable when put up against other drug types, but within their own realm they are quite distinct from each other. Even though my trips all seem to run along this same underlying theme, the way that each trip expresses itself, physically, cognitively, emotionally, and through the senses, is quite unique. Currently, my most profound experiences have been with LSD and mushrooms.

I definitely don't ever intend to return to tripping like I used to. I've gained much more respect for psychedelics since then and I really just want to use them to explore now. My experimenting days are over, and I've got lucid dreaming if I ever want to just let loose again. :roll:

Thank you for the reply and well wishes!

<blockquote data-quote="Alyzarin" data-source="post: 3583488" data-attributes="member: 17526">Thanks, Sykosis. <img src="data:image/gif;base64,R0lGODlhAQABAIAAAAAAAP///yH5BAEAAAAALAAAAAABAAEAAAIBRAA7" class="smilie smilie--sprite smilie--sprite1" alt=":)" title="Smile&nbsp; &nbsp; :)" loading="lazy" data-shortname=":)" /> And again, I&#039;m sorry about the length. I didn&#039;t expect it to take up quite as much space at first.Wow, with OCD and ADHD I can only imagine! A friend of mine has ADHD and he gets dissociative effects from most drugs very, very easily. I actually had to talk him out of smoking this one unknown synthetic cannabinoid smoking blend too much recently because he was tripping was too hard on it - things like total psychosis and multiple personalities moving through him - and I was afraid of him becoming too detached from reality. Luckily he listens to reason.I&#039;m glad your friend is feeling better! The depersonalization was pretty hard for me to move past too, but it is doable. The anxiety I developed from it and my HPPD mostly revolved around the thought that I&#039;d permanently damaged my brain and body by using too many dangerous drugs. Once I was able to finally accept that no damage had been done, after a long time of nothing but smoking cannabis anymore, with breaks in between, I started finally being able to get over it. Not that I would recommend the experience to anyone, but I do think it&#039;s helped me get much more in control of myself during emotional states, especially panic attacks, than anything else. If nothing else, it brings some valuable lessons.I&#039;ll definitely grab those links after I finish up this post and shoot you a PM. <img src="data:image/gif;base64,R0lGODlhAQABAIAAAAAAAP///yH5BAEAAAAALAAAAAABAAEAAAIBRAA7" class="smilie smilie--sprite smilie--sprite1" alt=":)" title="Smile&nbsp; &nbsp; :)" loading="lazy" data-shortname=":)" /> Thank you for the advice, I won&#039;t forget it. And thank you for the warm welcome! <img src="data:image/gif;base64,R0lGODlhAQABAIAAAAAAAP///yH5BAEAAAAALAAAAAABAAEAAAIBRAA7" class="smilie smilie--sprite smilie--sprite2" alt=";)" title="Wink&nbsp; &nbsp; ;)" loading="lazy" data-shortname=";)" /> Thanks you! I definitely feel you there, MDMA can make things a lot worse for me if not used in moderation. It can be kind of draining on the psyche.The other psychedelics I&#039;ve used, in addition to some potentially unidentified blotters and pills, are mushrooms, morning glories, hawaiian baby woodrose, 5-MeO-DMT (only mixed with DMT), LSD, 4-AcO-DMT, 2C-B, 2C-I, DOB, and DOI. I&#039;m pretty sure that&#039;s all of them.... I agree about categorizing them, psychedelics certainly have a special signature which is immediately recognizable when put up against other drug types, but within their own realm they are quite distinct from each other. Even though my trips all seem to run along this same underlying theme, the way that each trip expresses itself, physically, cognitively, emotionally, and through the senses, is quite unique. Currently, my most profound experiences have been with LSD and mushrooms.I definitely don&#039;t ever intend to return to tripping like I used to. I&#039;ve gained much more respect for psychedelics since then and I really just want to use them to explore now. My experimenting days are over, and I&#039;ve got lucid dreaming if I ever want to just let loose again. :roll:Thank you for the reply and well wishes! <img src="data:image/gif;base64,R0lGODlhAQABAIAAAAAAAP///yH5BAEAAAAALAAAAAABAAEAAAIBRAA7" class="smilie smilie--sprite smilie--sprite2" alt=";)" title="Wink&nbsp; &nbsp; ;)" loading="lazy" data-shortname=";)" /></blockquote>

[QUOTE="Alyzarin, post: 3583488, member: 17526"] Thanks, Sykosis. :) And again, I'm sorry about the length. I didn't expect it to take up quite as much space at first. Wow, with OCD [I]and[/I] ADHD I can only imagine! A friend of mine has ADHD and he gets dissociative effects from most drugs very, very easily. I actually had to talk him out of smoking this one unknown synthetic cannabinoid smoking blend too much recently because he was tripping was too hard on it - things like total psychosis and multiple personalities moving through him - and I was afraid of him becoming too detached from reality. Luckily he listens to reason. I'm glad your friend is feeling better! The depersonalization was pretty hard for me to move past too, but it is doable. The anxiety I developed from it and my HPPD mostly revolved around the thought that I'd permanently damaged my brain and body by using too many dangerous drugs. Once I was able to finally accept that no damage had been done, after a long time of nothing but smoking cannabis anymore, with breaks in between, I started finally being able to get over it. Not that I would recommend the experience to anyone, but I do think it's helped me get much more in control of myself during emotional states, especially panic attacks, than anything else. If nothing else, it brings some valuable lessons. I'll definitely grab those links after I finish up this post and shoot you a PM. :) Thank you for the advice, I won't forget it. And thank you for the warm welcome! ;) Thanks you! I definitely feel you there, MDMA can make things a lot worse for me if not used in moderation. It can be kind of draining on the psyche. The other psychedelics I've used, in addition to some potentially unidentified blotters and pills, are mushrooms, morning glories, hawaiian baby woodrose, 5-MeO-DMT (only mixed with DMT), LSD, 4-AcO-DMT, 2C-B, 2C-I, DOB, and DOI. I'm pretty sure that's all of them.... I agree about categorizing them, psychedelics certainly have a special signature which is immediately recognizable when put up against other drug types, but within their own realm they are quite distinct from each other. Even though my trips all seem to run along this same underlying theme, the way that each trip expresses itself, physically, cognitively, emotionally, and through the senses, is quite unique. Currently, my most profound experiences have been with LSD and mushrooms. I definitely don't ever intend to return to tripping like I used to. I've gained much more respect for psychedelics since then and I really just want to use them to explore now. My experimenting days are over, and I've got lucid dreaming if I ever want to just let loose again. :roll: Thank you for the reply and well wishes! ;) [/QUOTE]