Welcome to the nexus Cryptotryptamine. You express yourself very well and have a zeal that I am sure will suit you well in this community. Great reports - and you seem to use these substances well and for a lot of the right reasons.

Now for the fuddy duddy caveat: Just be careful of the "reckless escapism" you self diagnosed. Some don't make it out. But you seem to have a handle on things. Just remember that NOTHING in excess is good. But, again, no need to proselytize - you seem like a serious, soul searching fellow, albeit a reckless and youthful one!

Again welcome to the Nexus. And disregard the above if if it doesn't apply to you.:d

Look forward to learning more about you.

cheers,

JBArk