Welcome to the nexus, this is the greatest place to learn from people all over the world and teach also. You will find that no one will judge you here. We all have the same common goals here.

To go on what you said I feel like I am pretty perceptive, and part of this is because I am always a huge skeptic and an open minded believer at the same time. I try to see everything from every view and my conclusions are always evolving. "Believe those who are seeking the truth. Doubt those who find it." - Andre Gide said that it means a lot to me. I have felt a change in everything, call it what you will a spiritual awakening, a perception a vision what ever you call it I can feel it. A lot of people I know have felt similar too. Christian nuts who believe the world will end in December say that it is the awakening of your spirit to receive final judgement. Well Christians are close minded idiots, and they say this every year. I cant even speculate if this even means anything or is a real happening or just us being open to suggestion. What I can tell you though is your not insane until you stop asking questions, and start accepting anti-secular ideas or giving in to your own weakness and let them control your willpower and freedom.

Thanks for joining the battle to learn my friend and I look forward to seeing you around.

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  -Sirus