My Stubbornness Met DMT For The 1st Time

[SamHane]

Hi everyone,
I'm looking forward to talking to & learning a lot from the people here. I figured I'd better make a quick post introducing myself & my recent exposure to DMT.

So, a month & a half ago, I wouldn't consider myself 'spiritual' by any means & I definitely didn't believe in anything I couldn't physically touch with my human fingers. Then DMT accidentally came into my life, I can be more specific in a longer post if people are interested in hearing all the details, theres just wayyy too many details and for me to assault you with a novel sized post as my introduction would be rude.

A friend & I both tried it together in my recording studio. My friend had a breakthrough experience. I went on a mind-blowing journey through outer space with a fox who would calm me down & make me feel like a child again whenever I'd get overwhelmed. It was the most amazing thing I had ever experienced.
Five days later I had a breakthrough trip & realised how small in comparison my 'outer space fox' trip was.
I saw & interacted with Anubis, who I knew nothing about until I researched him afterwards, I remember him being angry or frustrated with me.
The whole thing was easily the most terrifying yet equally beautiful & rewarding experience I've ever had. It completely flipped my entire belief system upside down & I can't believe I've spent 27 years being so stubborn.

Also my mother who's battling cancer tried it twice & had quite a deep & healing experience. She's hoping to try again soon for a breakthrough. None of us want to do it too regularly though, it kind of feels like we'd be disrespecting it to not take a good amount of time in between trips to learn & put into practice the lessons learnt.

So I think I've had a pretty nice introduction to hyperspace. Hope you're all having a great day.

 

[TGO]

Welcome to the Nexus!

The funny thing about breakthroughs is that they have this neat little ability of topping themselves, sometimes in an overwhelming fashion. In my experience, the beings occasionally get really into it as if they are trying to show off with a "look! look at me! look what I can do!" approach to the whole journey, which can be rather hilarious.

It is good to hear that DMT has been helping your mom. I have lost a couple family members to cancer and know the struggle that can come along with it, so my heart goes out to you and your family. Have a lovely day!

Peace

 

[muladharma]

Hi everyone,

I saw & interacted with Anubis, who I knew nothing about until I researched him afterwards, I remember him being angry or frustrated with me.

Very nice read, thank you for taking your time and telling us :d

I'm curious about what you describe as Anubis. Can you go into more details? How was your interaction with the entity?

Peace and good vibes

 

[SamHane]

Welcome to the Nexus!

The funny thing about breakthroughs is that they have this neat little ability of topping themselves, sometimes in an overwhelming fashion. In my experience, the beings occasionally get really into it as if they are trying to show off with a "look! look at me! look what I can do!" approach to the whole journey, which can be rather hilarious.

It is good to hear that DMT has been helping your mom. I have lost a couple family members to cancer and know the struggle that can come along with it, so my heart goes out to you and your family. Have a lovely day!

Peace

Wow I was actually wondering if now after a breakthrough, it could get any deeper. So that's great to hear that they can outdo their previous 'shows' and yeah, to me it totally seemed like some of the entities were showing off their skills because they knew it would amaze my primitive mind haha

Thank you for your kind words too, cancer definitely isn't a good time, hopefully she gets the breakthrough soon, I think it'd be really beneficial.

 

[○]

Welcome, and a very nice intro and read.

also

Wow I was actually wondering if now after a breakthrough, it could get any deeper.

Will go deeper than you wish to go and/or are able to mentally/physically handle.

 

[SamHane]

Hi everyone,

I saw & interacted with Anubis, who I knew nothing about until I researched him afterwards, I remember him being angry or frustrated with me.

Very nice read, thank you for taking your time and telling us :d

I'm curious about what you describe as Anubis. Can you go into more details? How was your interaction with the entity?

Peace and good vibes

It's kind of hard to put into words how he appeared in front of me. I know I was scared at the time, and right before seeing him I saw lots of what looked like Egyptian hieroglyphs spinning on some kind of wheel. At some point when I was really overwhelmed & sure my brain was about to physically burst, a man with the head of a black dog appeared in front of me, instantly I felt like a child in comparison & knew this being was powerful, I didn't know it was Anubis yet though.
He somehow sent me a message that wasn't in sentence form but I knew what the message was, something along the lines of "You're not meant to be here but since you are, and you're so desperate to be blown away, I'm going to show you everything, and you wont want to come back for a while"

Then images started blasting into me, or I was blasting into them, I couldn't tell, and I don't want to pretend I understood one bit of what was happening. But one image I do remember is of pyramids, and I think there might have been giant beings walking around outside them but that could be another image bleeding into that one as my mind tries to take a mental screenshot of that crazy blur of information. I can also remember his face flashing between some of the images. But it was mostly so overwhelming I was stuck just reacting in the moment & didn't have the mindset where I was thinking about describing it when I got back. I didn't think I was coming back.

After that I went thru a whole process of losing my identity piece by piece & eventually thought I was dead, which is when another entity was present, but I can't describe it, I don't think I even saw it, but I felt its presence for sure. I don't remember seeing Anubis at this stage in the trip, but after becoming what i can only describe as 'a point of light that is aware' I started to vibrate back into my body, and in my mind I was crying my eyes out & repeating "Thank you" over & over.

It felt like it took me around 15 mins to fully come back, I remember when figured out I could speak again I started saying "Thank you" out loud over & over whilst crying my once again existing eyes out, and I was saying thank you for a while.
I'm not sure how long I was gone for on this one because I had the breakthrough trip alone, but I know an entire stick of incense burned out while I was gone.

When I sat back up I remembered who I was thanking, and just said the word Anubis a few times. I dont remember him telling me his name or anything like that, but when I googled him, that was exactly who I saw. So I bought a few statues to have by my bed so every day when I wake up I remember, because my mind seems to be trying to negate my experience.

Hope this wasn't too long winded for you haha

 

[SamHane]

Welcome, and a very nice intro and read.

also

Wow I was actually wondering if now after a breakthrough, it could get any deeper.

Will go deeper than you wish to go and/or are able to mentally/physically handle.

:shock:
The smile you just put on my face was pretty big.
As daunting as that sentence was, its reassuring.

 

[muladharma]

Hope this wasn't too long winded for you haha

Not at all, I was immersed in your description and surprised by the detail. Thank you very much for transcribing it so well

Or, to put it another way, it was definitely manageable, and not

deeper than you wish to go and/or are able to mentally/physically handle.

:lol: :lol:

 

[Shocktopus]

I agree that the breakthroughs will stack on top of each other.
It is possible to break through the breakthrough, there is an infinite amount of selves to be embraced.
at least that is my experience.