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I managed to do nutmeg again. Dose the same 3.5 whole nutmegs, this time I tripped in my room with headphones. Previous trip was 11th January. This wasn't as intense maybe because of food I took before, maybe because of calm atmoshpere or because I started to get sleepy.
18:46 finished all nutmegs
From this time to "I think I'm high" passed around one hour and a half. I started to laugh a lot and sometimes from things I shouldn't laugh.
21:46 first noticeable stroboscope effect.
22:00 stroboscope effect gone, I feel crystal clear, almost enlightened. This enlightment went with me through the whole trip.
22:07 I almost physically feel I'm flying. Everything is quiet and clear.
22:20 Was watching screensavers they were kinda 3D and I physically can fell the camera movement.
23:52 Did a lot of stuff. Watching screensavers, Watain concert, The Vanishing Of Ethan carter gameplay, listened a lot of different music. No sound distortions yet, but music sounded very emotional and gave some unstable visions. Feeling of immersion, emotional involvement is incredibly strong. Sometimes I fell rushes of euphoria and understand that it's music creates it.
00:02 I feel I'm slowly getting sober. Focusing on something makes entire other world disappear. Sometimes visions are getting strong and stable. When I'm walking, doing regular things and talking to people makes me feel just moderatly high but head is clear.
01:08 Looks like I'm getting sober. Gonna go and eat.
01:31 In my notes for this time there is only one Russian bad word repeated several times.
02:07 Some other Russian bad words.
Okay now I better to explain. Trip is bursted in it's intesity by all means. Short term memory always off, stroboscope effect is strong, pseudohallucintaions kicked in, sounds started to morph. I didn't have to make any effort to close eyes and see stable visions and when I move my head I look around. Everything looks grey, it was epmty postapocalyptic landsape. Ruined houses, destroyed roads, no sign of human. So calm and quiet.
If I close eyes I dissolve instantly, dreams and immersion incredibly strong. My body so heavy at this point. Visions of being on the grass. Watching screensavers makes me super excited.
03:05 Reality very distorted, also getting a bit sleepy. Feeling of importance and epicness of everything. Like a dream.
03:13 "Music is crystal clear and resonating with my mind
[MEDIA=youtube]GdGlJOZxRuA, list: PLDF3FDBCAFCB73B52[/MEDIA]"
Somwhere between 03:39 and 4:06
Soundtracks to Mask of the Betrayer are fantastic. I dissolved, literally split into atoms, a lot of blurry images and places that don't even matter. (at least I don't remember them) I feel happy and content because fantasy is real.
04:06-04:43 I'm getting sleepy. Right now I don't remember much about this time period. Listened to music, ate and fell asleep happy.

Okay, that was very escapistic, emotional and dreamy. Nothing even slightly reminding deliriants. Sense of being enlightened during whole trip almost glowing and flying. Real world disappears and all that matters and all that exists is your thoughts. Tbh now I miss this feeling even though still slightly high. Gotta be careful with nutmeg now. Also time wasn't perfect because falling asleep lowers the effect. Still the best is when you have a free day and eat nutmeg at like 6 am on empty stomach. But this time setting was perfect.

<blockquote data-quote="MemeLord" data-source="post: 3842429" data-attributes="member: 42488">I managed to do nutmeg again. Dose the same 3.5 whole nutmegs, this time I tripped in my room with headphones. Previous trip was 11th January. This wasn&#039;t as intense maybe because of food I took before, maybe because of calm atmoshpere or because I started to get sleepy.18:46 finished all nutmegsFrom this time to &quot;I think I&#039;m high&quot; passed around one hour and a half. I started to laugh a lot and sometimes from things I shouldn&#039;t laugh. 21:46 first noticeable stroboscope effect.22:00 stroboscope effect gone, I feel crystal clear, almost enlightened. This enlightment went with me through the whole trip. 22:07 I almost physically feel I&#039;m flying. Everything is quiet and clear.22:20 Was watching screensavers they were kinda 3D and I physically can fell the camera movement. 23:52 Did a lot of stuff. Watching screensavers, Watain concert, The Vanishing Of Ethan carter gameplay, listened a lot of different music. No sound distortions yet, but music sounded very emotional and gave some unstable visions. Feeling of immersion, emotional involvement is incredibly strong. Sometimes I fell rushes of euphoria and understand that it&#039;s music creates it.00:02 I feel I&#039;m slowly getting sober. Focusing on something makes entire other world disappear. Sometimes visions are getting strong and stable. When I&#039;m walking, doing regular things and talking to people makes me feel just moderatly high but head is clear.01:08 Looks like I&#039;m getting sober. Gonna go and eat.01:31 In my notes for this time there is only one Russian bad word repeated several times.02:07 Some other Russian bad words. Okay now I better to explain. Trip is bursted in it&#039;s intesity by all means. Short term memory always off, stroboscope effect is strong, pseudohallucintaions kicked in, sounds started to morph. I didn&#039;t have to make any effort to close eyes and see stable visions and when I move my head I look around. Everything looks grey, it was epmty postapocalyptic landsape. Ruined houses, destroyed roads, no sign of human. So calm and quiet. If I close eyes I dissolve instantly, dreams and immersion incredibly strong. My body so heavy at this point. Visions of being on the grass. Watching screensavers makes me super excited.03:05 Reality very distorted, also getting a bit sleepy. Feeling of importance and epicness of everything. Like a dream.03:13 &quot;Music is crystal clear and resonating with my mind[MEDIA=youtube]GdGlJOZxRuA, list: PLDF3FDBCAFCB73B52[/MEDIA]&quot;Somwhere between 03:39 and 4:06 Soundtracks to Mask of the Betrayer are fantastic. I dissolved, literally split into atoms, a lot of blurry images and places that don&#039;t even matter. (at least I don&#039;t remember them) I feel happy and content because fantasy is real. 04:06-04:43 I&#039;m getting sleepy. Right now I don&#039;t remember much about this time period. Listened to music, ate and fell asleep happy.Okay, that was very escapistic, emotional and dreamy. Nothing even slightly reminding deliriants. Sense of being enlightened during whole trip almost glowing and flying. Real world disappears and all that matters and all that exists is your thoughts. Tbh now I miss this feeling even though still slightly high. Gotta be careful with nutmeg now. Also time wasn&#039;t perfect because falling asleep lowers the effect. Still the best is when you have a free day and eat nutmeg at like 6 am on empty stomach. But this time setting was perfect.</blockquote>

[QUOTE="MemeLord, post: 3842429, member: 42488"] I managed to do nutmeg again. Dose the same 3.5 whole nutmegs, this time I tripped in my room with headphones. Previous trip was 11th January. This wasn't as intense maybe because of food I took before, maybe because of calm atmoshpere or because I started to get sleepy. 18:46 finished all nutmegs From this time to "I think I'm high" passed around one hour and a half. I started to laugh a lot and sometimes from things I shouldn't laugh. 21:46 first noticeable stroboscope effect. 22:00 stroboscope effect gone, I feel crystal clear, almost enlightened. This enlightment went with me through the whole trip. 22:07 I almost physically feel I'm flying. Everything is quiet and clear. 22:20 Was watching screensavers they were kinda 3D and I physically can fell the camera movement. 23:52 Did a lot of stuff. Watching screensavers, Watain concert, The Vanishing Of Ethan carter gameplay, listened a lot of different music. No sound distortions yet, but music sounded very emotional and gave some unstable visions. Feeling of immersion, emotional involvement is incredibly strong. Sometimes I fell rushes of euphoria and understand that it's music creates it. 00:02 I feel I'm slowly getting sober. Focusing on something makes entire other world disappear. Sometimes visions are getting strong and stable. When I'm walking, doing regular things and talking to people makes me feel just moderatly high but head is clear. 01:08 Looks like I'm getting sober. Gonna go and eat. 01:31 In my notes for this time there is only one Russian bad word repeated several times. 02:07 Some other Russian bad words. Okay now I better to explain. Trip is bursted in it's intesity by all means. Short term memory always off, stroboscope effect is strong, pseudohallucintaions kicked in, sounds started to morph. I didn't have to make any effort to close eyes and see stable visions and when I move my head I look around. Everything looks grey, it was epmty postapocalyptic landsape. Ruined houses, destroyed roads, no sign of human. So calm and quiet. If I close eyes I dissolve instantly, dreams and immersion incredibly strong. My body so heavy at this point. Visions of being on the grass. Watching screensavers makes me super excited. 03:05 Reality very distorted, also getting a bit sleepy. Feeling of importance and epicness of everything. Like a dream. 03:13 "Music is crystal clear and resonating with my mind [MEDIA=youtube]GdGlJOZxRuA, list: PLDF3FDBCAFCB73B52[/MEDIA]" Somwhere between 03:39 and 4:06 Soundtracks to Mask of the Betrayer are fantastic. I dissolved, literally split into atoms, a lot of blurry images and places that don't even matter. (at least I don't remember them) I feel happy and content because fantasy is real. 04:06-04:43 I'm getting sleepy. Right now I don't remember much about this time period. Listened to music, ate and fell asleep happy. Okay, that was very escapistic, emotional and dreamy. Nothing even slightly reminding deliriants. Sense of being enlightened during whole trip almost glowing and flying. Real world disappears and all that matters and all that exists is your thoughts. Tbh now I miss this feeling even though still slightly high. Gotta be careful with nutmeg now. Also time wasn't perfect because falling asleep lowers the effect. Still the best is when you have a free day and eat nutmeg at like 6 am on empty stomach. But this time setting was perfect. [/QUOTE]