RigelL
Rising Star
Set and setting were close to perfect, in my best friends house, at night, nag shampa burning, a confortable matress in the ground.
I´ve mesured 140mg of yellow spice, shreded some Pau Darco and some peppermint and rolled a small joint with it (it´s a big big waist i know but no vap there).
We decided he would go first, it was also his first DMT experience and it was a glorious and long one but that is his story to tell, not mine.
After he came down i meditated a bit, stated my intentions and took the (very very little) rest of what was left from his joint. After the second toke i get in that familiar place where all is silent around me, everything turns super nitid and then it starts.
I lay down, close my eyes and cover them with my arms so i can better apreciate the CEVs, the candle light turn too strong for me so i ask him to pls put it out. When all is darkish i open my eyes and everything is dancing around me. Then i hear this voice "It is important that you listen to what i have to say to you". It went on like 3 times but i was already comming down. The last thing i heard was She asking for me to come again to Her.
I had my mind set in not going any further that night but after i came down i had to go in again, so i weight 50mg thinking - this is a very very low dose for a joint, probably i´ll get just some mild effects...
This time just used peppermint.
First hit - impossible to hold it in... My god is this harsh. Still i go for the second one, long deep and carefull, after 5secs of struggeling to hold it in the same voice rings in my mind "Relax child, just let it be". Something clicked inside of me and from there on no prob with the smoke, it seemed to fill me with tranquillity . By the sixth toke i had to lay back, candle out again and there i go.
First phase- laying down i see all this shadows around me, really close and looking at me in the center, some more of them are arriving and i see them move on the background from the others. I look at them in awe, but strangelly it all looks very natural to me and i am not the least bit affraid. I ask who are they. they remain silent but i "hear" Her saying "They are gathered here to witness this special ocasion, show then how you fell about it!"
And my heart immediatly overflows with pure bliss, i thank them with all my heart.
Something happened then that i can´t recall but i remember feeling the urge to sit and as i do so i am transported to another place.
Second phase- happiness is little compared to what i was feeling at that time, words can not even begin to describe it... Everything around me were fractals in eternal movement. Mostly golden, yellow, brown, red and blue. I was latter told i was in what they call the mirror room.
I was sitting in front of what looked like a bondfire, but no flames, just energy emerging fractals.
Oposite from me there were this little creatures also made of the same fractals but somehow distint from the others. they were pulsating up and down, jumping energetically, singing this amazing sound, and all the time i felt Her standing at my right side, guiding me, explaning me what was happening. we sat there for quite a while and had a long conversation.
Curious enough when i was comming down i recalled all She said to me but now remain only precious fragments...
This different creature comes up from my left side and begins to sing in a different tone. He wants me to sing with him so i start to sing along but i dunno how to sing like he does so i sing my own song. They all begin to cheer and i start to laugh, somehow i feel at home.
Third phase- I come to my phisical body again. there i am in my friend´s room. everything is dark light. I can see as perfectly as it was day time because all the things have this halo around them. I remember thinking that huge amounts of light should be entering the room through the not fully closed door, but i later got to realise that assumption was very wrong.
She continues instructing me and at some point She says i should invite my friend by my side, he is my brother and i must share this gift with him NOW. But i can´t, i try over and over again to speak with him but when i realise it i am attempting to do so telepathically and he is not in tune. I get sad and say to her i can´t materialize words atm. She keeps on urging me to do so but i can´t and all of the suddent i go down as a rock. I get deeply sad because i know i failed and i stay like this for a few seconds untill She speaks to me for the last time (aldough i couldn´t feel her phisical presence no more) " You silly girl, rejoyce, not all failed" I am the embodiment of blissfullness again :d
I´ve mesured 140mg of yellow spice, shreded some Pau Darco and some peppermint and rolled a small joint with it (it´s a big big waist i know but no vap there).
We decided he would go first, it was also his first DMT experience and it was a glorious and long one but that is his story to tell, not mine.
After he came down i meditated a bit, stated my intentions and took the (very very little) rest of what was left from his joint. After the second toke i get in that familiar place where all is silent around me, everything turns super nitid and then it starts.
I lay down, close my eyes and cover them with my arms so i can better apreciate the CEVs, the candle light turn too strong for me so i ask him to pls put it out. When all is darkish i open my eyes and everything is dancing around me. Then i hear this voice "It is important that you listen to what i have to say to you". It went on like 3 times but i was already comming down. The last thing i heard was She asking for me to come again to Her.
I had my mind set in not going any further that night but after i came down i had to go in again, so i weight 50mg thinking - this is a very very low dose for a joint, probably i´ll get just some mild effects...
This time just used peppermint.
First hit - impossible to hold it in... My god is this harsh. Still i go for the second one, long deep and carefull, after 5secs of struggeling to hold it in the same voice rings in my mind "Relax child, just let it be". Something clicked inside of me and from there on no prob with the smoke, it seemed to fill me with tranquillity . By the sixth toke i had to lay back, candle out again and there i go.
First phase- laying down i see all this shadows around me, really close and looking at me in the center, some more of them are arriving and i see them move on the background from the others. I look at them in awe, but strangelly it all looks very natural to me and i am not the least bit affraid. I ask who are they. they remain silent but i "hear" Her saying "They are gathered here to witness this special ocasion, show then how you fell about it!"
And my heart immediatly overflows with pure bliss, i thank them with all my heart.
Something happened then that i can´t recall but i remember feeling the urge to sit and as i do so i am transported to another place.
Second phase- happiness is little compared to what i was feeling at that time, words can not even begin to describe it... Everything around me were fractals in eternal movement. Mostly golden, yellow, brown, red and blue. I was latter told i was in what they call the mirror room.
I was sitting in front of what looked like a bondfire, but no flames, just energy emerging fractals.
Oposite from me there were this little creatures also made of the same fractals but somehow distint from the others. they were pulsating up and down, jumping energetically, singing this amazing sound, and all the time i felt Her standing at my right side, guiding me, explaning me what was happening. we sat there for quite a while and had a long conversation.
Curious enough when i was comming down i recalled all She said to me but now remain only precious fragments...
This different creature comes up from my left side and begins to sing in a different tone. He wants me to sing with him so i start to sing along but i dunno how to sing like he does so i sing my own song. They all begin to cheer and i start to laugh, somehow i feel at home.
Third phase- I come to my phisical body again. there i am in my friend´s room. everything is dark light. I can see as perfectly as it was day time because all the things have this halo around them. I remember thinking that huge amounts of light should be entering the room through the not fully closed door, but i later got to realise that assumption was very wrong.
She continues instructing me and at some point She says i should invite my friend by my side, he is my brother and i must share this gift with him NOW. But i can´t, i try over and over again to speak with him but when i realise it i am attempting to do so telepathically and he is not in tune. I get sad and say to her i can´t materialize words atm. She keeps on urging me to do so but i can´t and all of the suddent i go down as a rock. I get deeply sad because i know i failed and i stay like this for a few seconds untill She speaks to me for the last time (aldough i couldn´t feel her phisical presence no more) " You silly girl, rejoyce, not all failed" I am the embodiment of blissfullness again :d
