I'll start by saying that I haven't smoked any DMT in about 2 weeks now (which is a pretty big gap with the daily or near daily routine I was on). I probably would have gone for longer, but my brother insisted that he wanted to partake which he rarely does, so I obliged.
He went first. I could see an incredibly peaceful look on his face. I reloaded the GVG and proceeded. I took a very large first hit which upon exhaling I couldn't see any vapor. The second hit was incredibly harsher than normal and practically caused me to cough up a little, but I retained most of it. When I closed my eyes, I was confronted with these intensely dark, black objects. There was absolutely no color at all in them. They grabbed me by the soul and the room turned incredibly hot as I began to sweat profusely.
My body had a natural fear reaction (fear is not something I encounter much with the molecule), but my ego reassured me that there was nothing to be afraid of and it would be over soon. I had a hint of nausea and it was very uncomfortable. I was on the brink of "abort", but decided to let the vision play out. These dark, dense hyperspatial objects began to spread out, revealing an incredible amount of interdimensional layers of deep purples and pinks. They revealed very intricate machinery that was considerably more intricate than usual and all with these beautifully dark motifs. Energy was flowing all throughout the room and it became quite euphoric. It was very fulfilling and so I was glad I allowed the sheer darkness to flower. I don't think I can convey just how special it was, because there was something almost uniquely mystical about it, and I'm rather disappointed I cannot put it to better words. I haven't had many breakthroughs, but this certainly rivaled the intensity and power of a breakthrough experience even though I was still very much in my body and aware of my surroundings. After finishing the Tryptamine Palace dealing primarily with the white light experience, I was hoping for another white light experience of my own, but instead I was treated with much of the antithesis which strangely rivaled it on a satisfactory level (especially once I got through the rough part!).
My brother revealed to me afterwards that he was envisioning me surrounded by white light. I can't help but feel like he was sucking the white light out of the room :lol:
He went first. I could see an incredibly peaceful look on his face. I reloaded the GVG and proceeded. I took a very large first hit which upon exhaling I couldn't see any vapor. The second hit was incredibly harsher than normal and practically caused me to cough up a little, but I retained most of it. When I closed my eyes, I was confronted with these intensely dark, black objects. There was absolutely no color at all in them. They grabbed me by the soul and the room turned incredibly hot as I began to sweat profusely.
My body had a natural fear reaction (fear is not something I encounter much with the molecule), but my ego reassured me that there was nothing to be afraid of and it would be over soon. I had a hint of nausea and it was very uncomfortable. I was on the brink of "abort", but decided to let the vision play out. These dark, dense hyperspatial objects began to spread out, revealing an incredible amount of interdimensional layers of deep purples and pinks. They revealed very intricate machinery that was considerably more intricate than usual and all with these beautifully dark motifs. Energy was flowing all throughout the room and it became quite euphoric. It was very fulfilling and so I was glad I allowed the sheer darkness to flower. I don't think I can convey just how special it was, because there was something almost uniquely mystical about it, and I'm rather disappointed I cannot put it to better words. I haven't had many breakthroughs, but this certainly rivaled the intensity and power of a breakthrough experience even though I was still very much in my body and aware of my surroundings. After finishing the Tryptamine Palace dealing primarily with the white light experience, I was hoping for another white light experience of my own, but instead I was treated with much of the antithesis which strangely rivaled it on a satisfactory level (especially once I got through the rough part!).
My brother revealed to me afterwards that he was envisioning me surrounded by white light. I can't help but feel like he was sucking the white light out of the room :lol:
