I think you will find many intelligent people here that understand and can relate and you would be cutting yourself short by bringing this into PM's.

Yes I have had a similar experiences. Many with higher dimensional beings and one with a sighting in the sky I can NOT explain while not under the influence any longer of dmt.

I dont rush to certainties and always remain open but skeptical. I cant explain what I saw in the sky last summer but to me that doesnt make it alien or man made. I just dont know what it was or could be by the way it moved.

It sounds like maybe youve mnade your first big contact with the others and are having a hard time getting your brain around it. Its no small event. It may help to talk about it with the community as this is what we are here for.