I had some terrifying Life changing experiencies years ago drinking Ayahuasca which left me traumatized but i couldnt leave it at that, I had to go back and face and embrace things. So I moved to the jungle in Perú and drank Ayahuasca hundreds of times but i couldnt cure the trauma. I started holding ceremonies myself but that still didnt do It. But the changa is magical. I can go so Deep so fast and heal. It makes me much more nervous than Ayahuasca but Im practicing deeply self inquiry and meditation and its making me fearless. The plant dietas help too. I Will get through It. I see that the power comes from observing my ego and recognising myself as the consciousness that observes It. This is where the power is.
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You are on a mission for sure. That mission sure sounds like an interesting story. Moving to a Peruvian jungle is serious endeavor. I sure hope you find the healing you are looking for and you WILL get through it. You have a good mindset and willpower to see it through. It sounds like you also helped others along the way which is just good character. I look forward to hearing more about you and your travels.
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