KwisatzHaderach
everything is becoming
So after a period of much integration, I decided to rework my approach to spice with the suggested consideration as a growing relationship.
Quick anecdote on the spice: After my first extraction, I refroze all the naptha just to double check everything crystallized. In that second pull, I got a small amount of spice. Maybe 100mg. During the time, I loaded my small glass pipe because I was going to smoke this as a test run. It got put to the side, and now this bowl has been sitting for a month waiting for me. Today I felt the call. (I wanted to add this because these crystals were mostly N,N-DMT by now, sitting out exposed for so long).
I had meditated and did some yoga this morning so I was feeling really good in my head-space. After a small breakfast, I felt the call that I had been denying all morning. I meditated some more and decided to slowly approach this bowl. After one rip, I could already feel the cool crystal vapor entering my lungs, along with it's steel exhale. I could feel it working already. Quickly, I took another rip. Now I was on my way! I knew that unless I ripped it pretty good one more time I wouldn't breakthrough. But I decided to stay in the in-between. Even in the in-between everything was turning into everything else. Closed eye I could see the elves reaching out for me to come into jimjam land. I waved at them but said not today. And continued to watch this perfect, highly reflective, liquid object morph and dance.
I continued into my mediation as the effects wore off; surprised at the information gathered from such a small exposure. I only burnt maybe 1/3 of the bowl.
Quick anecdote on the spice: After my first extraction, I refroze all the naptha just to double check everything crystallized. In that second pull, I got a small amount of spice. Maybe 100mg. During the time, I loaded my small glass pipe because I was going to smoke this as a test run. It got put to the side, and now this bowl has been sitting for a month waiting for me. Today I felt the call. (I wanted to add this because these crystals were mostly N,N-DMT by now, sitting out exposed for so long).
I had meditated and did some yoga this morning so I was feeling really good in my head-space. After a small breakfast, I felt the call that I had been denying all morning. I meditated some more and decided to slowly approach this bowl. After one rip, I could already feel the cool crystal vapor entering my lungs, along with it's steel exhale. I could feel it working already. Quickly, I took another rip. Now I was on my way! I knew that unless I ripped it pretty good one more time I wouldn't breakthrough. But I decided to stay in the in-between. Even in the in-between everything was turning into everything else. Closed eye I could see the elves reaching out for me to come into jimjam land. I waved at them but said not today. And continued to watch this perfect, highly reflective, liquid object morph and dance.
I continued into my mediation as the effects wore off; surprised at the information gathered from such a small exposure. I only burnt maybe 1/3 of the bowl.
