Hello notkuroda,

Welcome to the Nexus!  Thank you for sharing that great introduction with us

For some of our more unusual, profound and outstanding trip reports you may want to check this section   DMT - Quality experience reports - Welcome to the DMT-Nexus .

You sound like you might have some integration issues to me.  I want to direct you to the Health & Safety link in the upper right hand corner of the forum page.  There's a lot of helpful information there.

Sometimes, just having a place to discuss and share these crazy and wonderful experiences can be helpful.  Don't hesitate to post trip reports, questions, concerns, etc.  Please feel free to participate in any way that feels right to you.

Again, a warm welcome from another member over 35 years of age.