Hello new friends, I hope you are well.

I'm a 50 y/o man. Lately, I have been pondering the "Who am I?" question, which really is more of a "who am I not?" type investigation. Words are not particularly helpful on this journey.

I have found marijuana (sativa) to be an effective tool on my quest, but lately I have become interested in other compounds. I recently used Spice (jwh-018), but that failed miserably. I wanted to experiment with Salvia D, but the iron fist of my state prevents that. Now I'm curious about DMT, although the extraction process seems a little daunting. Since my curiosity is now peaked about this substance, I'm fairly certain I'll give it a go.

Any helpful advice as I go forward?