yup been careful with experimenting with it but never found the way to release the power yet......smoked leaves and flowers even tried a mild tea with no effects........
a little intro story ......
'twas the summer of 72 when i was introduced to grass i guess it was the 'ritalan' of those days as it kinda just made me mellow mostly and real hungry later for the most part....jr high 7th grade tried my first hit of blotter.....whoa that was an eye opener wow that really is the best thing since sliced bread!!! and still is to this day.. i learned what the death and resurrection was really about that day and the bible stories were metaphors for the transformations one goes through on a righteous revival via a healthy dose of entheogen...
put the paper in my mouth the moment the bell rang walked with some friends to the park where we usually smoked some weed before heading home...we sat and smoked and i waited ....everybody had things to do that day though and had to get home ...still not feeling anything from the paper i began my walk home.. two blocks from the park it started to hit me wow this is going to be great i just knew it... i walked a few more blocks and it started to snow first snow of the season i sat on a wood fence watching when a huge beautiful snowflake started forming and speaking to me telepathically i just sat in astonishment for hours with that snowflake.. open eyed visuals.. gosh the world was beautiful every thing was...the sun began going down and i knew i better get home before the parents start worrying .....but god i was so high and didn't want to be home i wanted to bring that snowflake home it was so beautiful and showed me things and information that made perfect sense to me even to this day......was the day i realized about what the biblical stories really were about...i got home tried to avoid facing anybody so i went through the back door and my mom asked right away was i high or on drugs i lied told her i didn't feel good i know she knew i was lying... but i was still so high... she told me to go to my room which was where i was heading anyways......it was as if i floated up the stairs i looked at my eyes in the mirror to see if that is how she knew something was up but i couldnt' tell by looking at my eyes but then my whole face seemed different so i stared in that mirror for a while.....then i heard my dad come home and wondered if mom would say something so i tried to listen and don't remember if she did or not but dang i was soo high and i loved it......
back then paper, sunshine, microdot and just about anything was easily available and the park was the place we could explore our minds hearts bodies relationships freely express and open up... our universe...... i learned more at that park than any school or education system could ever show me....yet still i educate myself by digesting literature facts language nature science history artifacts religions news world views but most intimate my own psyche/soul heart and spirit via the forbidden fruits.....
but yup it seemed life really began for me the day i had my first blotter as before that i was it seemed just an obediant slave doing what i was told and not getting the answers to my questions.....after lsd i questioned authority and learned to think for my self rather than blindly following what others told me i should do think and feel......
thanks much to all who keep psychedelics and the knowledge of preparations and wisdoms of safety spiritual developement circulating and secure for our future generations.......
