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[SAP111]

Hi,

I am on a long journey to fixing my health after destroying it with a combination of prescription drugs and alcohol in 2009. I was doing full time work and full time university at the time and I was taking massive doses of stimulants (caffeine, Ritalin and Dexamphetamine) to focus hard for ridiculously long 18 hour work days and then downers like alcohol, Valium and Xanax to fall to sleep at night. I was also taking prescription pain killers and prescription anti inflammatories due to significant pain issues that I developed. This combined with huge amounts of stress resulted in me spiraling out of control and I destroyed my health quite badly. I nearly wound up dead at one point and have many different symptoms and conditions. I have worked really hard since 2011 to regain my health and I have made reasonable progress in some areas but not much in others. It has been by far the hardest thing I have ever had to do in my life and I have felt like giving up many times. Fortunately I am stubborn and a good researcher so I have managed to pull myself together and fight hard when I felt my worst.

I no longer drink or take any of those drugs and I eat health diet and supplement. I also see some practitioner to heal a range of different things (Body Talk System, Psych-K Etc). In 2015 I started becoming a bit psychic from all the work I was doing and I am now Reiki level 2 and Reconnective Healing qualified and can move bio-energy through my body easily. I am still looking for a few pieces of my health puzzle and feel that I will make another breakthrough soon. I started looking into high CBD/moderate THC cannabis earlier in the year and I have used that to help me somewhat.

 

[SAP111]

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I found out about DMT a couple of years ago through a lot of the research I was doing into health issues. At the time I didn't give it much thought. Recently, however, after getting some benefit from medical cannabis I decided that I should research it more. I found that I am in the position to probably be able to make a small amount for myself. After what happened with the prescription drugs I am a lot more careful with what I put into my body and I don't really plan on using it much. If I am successful in extracting it, I will probably only take it a handful of times with the intent of trying to find some new perspectives on my health issues and maybe even improving some of them.

 

[OfTheVoid46]

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I found out about DMT a couple of years ago through a lot of the research I was doing into health issues. At the time I didn't give it much thought. Recently, however, after getting some benefit from medical cannabis I decided that I should research it more. I found that I am in the position to probably be able to make a small amount for myself. After what happened with the prescription drugs I am a lot more careful with what I put into my body and I don't really plan on using it much. If I am successful in extracting it, I will probably only take it a handful of times with the intent of trying to find some new perspectives on my health issues and maybe even improving some of them.

SAP111 ... A lot of what you say truly vibes with me.
I was a heroin junkie for many many years. People think of heroin as something that makes you dopey and half out of it but the truth is it gave me massive energy and confidence. Guess how I wound down at the end of the day ... a bunch of vodka and xanax.

If you really want a new perspective and to better yourself - AND if you can use DMT responsibly - then you're on the right path.

An example is from one of my earlier experiences.. I vaped about 40mg of DMT and wound up in a weird "room" (quoted because well, it's DMT and you just can't find good english words for it). I was on a stretcher with a bunch of entities looking me over and I had this strong feeling I was dying. My veins (in this "room") lit up black and red. I asked the entities if I was dying and they said "not yet".

That doesn't sound like much but the way "they" said it made me know that if I continued how I was I would probably die from the heroin.

During a later trip I had an entity stop me from entering hyperspace. He basically told me that it was pointless because at the rate I was drinking I was going to die from a heart attack. I've got epilepsy which got worse over the years. If I drink alcohol it can cause seizures the following day and guess what they do... they increase my blood pressure into an emergency range.

Whether these things are real or our subconscious being projected I don't care. All I know is that those and other experiences really put things into perspective for me and the intensity of them is what led to me being completely opiate free and now not an alcoholic.

IN MY EXPERIENCE I find that if you're debating quitting "bad" drugs/self-destructive patterns, DMT will definitely help push you into following through. Again, this is just how it went for me.

After the drug stuff it's still shown me other ways to improve my health.

It sounds like you're already there really but if your concern is on your health and you do decide to complete/test an extraction, I hope it solidifies your goal even more and shows you how to finish becoming healthy as it did for me.

I really want to stress that I'm just sharing my experience. For me however DMT has improved my health in unimaginable (without it) ways.


EDIT: I just re-read what I posted. I understand you're past the "bad". What I'm saying though is that for me, it makes sure I never go back to the bad and has shown me many other things to improve my health. Some of it's been obvious really - just not to a lazy person like me . Some things though I'd never have thought of. Either way, I wish you the best of luck!