Thanks to you for posting.

It's difficult to address someone's fear and negativity when you barely know them. It's even more difficult to do it when they don't know you, and if on top of that you try to do it with a few lines of text in an internet community, the difficulty level approaches Sheer Folly, but I'm going to roll anyways.

Psychedelics can and do show you unexpected perspectives. They can turn you inside out like a worn sock, they can reveal patterns you didn't even suspect that existed and in some memorable cases they can kick your butt so hard you jump out of yourself and are offered one big look. That is, if you really care to look. But no matter what they do, psychedelics involve a manifestation of yourself. Even if they turn out so alien you cannot recognize a thing, the vision, the insight is not in the molecule; it's in yourself.

My point is, I think truly learning with psychedelics requires awareness about one self, and a degree of self acceptance. I read today from a contact in a social network: "Tension is who you think you should be; relaxation is who you truly are."

Have you wondered where's that fear coming from? Really coming from? Have you tried to meditate, and take one big look at it, without judging, just observing?

But in any case, I don't think there's anything wrong with being happy sipping a cup of coffee and playing a game.

Welcome to the Nexus.