Welcome to the Nexus dude

This is a really cool place.  I'm sure you'll find things here you didn't even know you were looking for.

Reading your trip attempt report made me think that what you got wasn't what you thought it was.  It just seemed all wrong to me.

My advice, slow down.  Order some good powdered MHRB and learn a good tek.

It isn't easy.  But nothing worthwhile ever is. 

When you finally make it to Hyperspace, you will cherish every hill you had to surmount on the way.

Take care man.