tanzalone1
Rising Star
Hello everyone I am somewhat new to dmt. I have smoked it 5 or 6 times and have never broken through but I have reached a point where I seem to loose all sence of who I am and where I am and kind of feel panicy like I am struggling to keep my sanity. Smoking it sometimes is just too intense for me. So I tried snorting about 100 miligrams and it is a whole different expierence for me. The first time I did that I walked outside and suddenly I was overwhelmed with how beautiful the night sky was. It started to sprinkle rain and the wind was blowing I watched in amazement and basked in the absolute beauty of two trees I had never even noticed before. It was like I could see electricity moving through the branches to the leaves and while the wind blew them around it almost seemed like they were communicating with each other. I remember thinking that the beauty was so intense that I would give everything I owned just to stay right there watching those trees. I can honestly say it was the most incredible experience of my life and it was just trees lol everyday trees. It lasted an amazing 35 to 45 miniutes. As I moved my hand in front of me it was like I was pushing paint around.I have never had tracers like that before. I still love those trees and smile at them as I go to work every day. I only snort it now I dont smoke it anymore and each and everytime it has been an awesome and spiritual experience. This drug is definitly something to be respected and used like a sacrament. I wanted so much to share this expierence with my friend but when he did it he basically went insane. He just started talking gibberish and acting like a lunatic. Later he told me he was transported out of the room to a giant wall of liqid like moving fire that was a conscies entity. The way he acted scared the crap out of me. I dont want to share it with anyone again. He is a very expierenced tripper with lsd probly done it 200 times or more. I mean he is like 50 years old and a very stable guy and I thought he could handle it but Im just lucky he didnt decide to run out of the house and start screaming or try to go into someone elses house! I cant understand why that happened to him and nothing like that ever happens to me. He says he is glad to have done it and that it changed his life. He says he fears death less than he used to. I dont know has any of you ever had someone freak out on you? Is this common? Do any of you have expierences like the ones I do? Is my expierence a common type of trip?
Thanks all
Thanks all