I don't dream really at all (that I can remember), and I have had intermediate experience tripping. I don't want to get into detail too far with other things, but I smoke A LOT of weed. My gods are Pan, Shiva, Agni, Ra-Atum, and Mut which I have gathered by looking into history at the personalities of these gods, and the people who worshiped them, and what they were like. I feel connected to these gods in these ways :
Pan
Represents an energy that humans have a hard time controling
Shiva
Represent the threefold qualities of nature: creation, preservation and destruction
Angni
Represents fire. It has power, and is a natural process of destruction. But too much burns, and there is no creation.
Ra Atum
Represents the sun, the first realization of existance, and the god who created himself.
Mut
Represents the mother godess (I'm a guy, but still feel a strong mothering/fathering quality towards my siblings, and people who need my help, or who are younger or less experienced than me) I've always wanted to find some though, but I don't enjoy buying things that are so simple to do.
I have experienced 3 different kinds of hallucinogens, but will very very soon be "finding" some of my own DMT in some acetone...Maybe...on accident. I had to agree to something before I joined right? Does that matter?
I think a lot, and have discovered a lot about myself, and the world around me. But I hope that maybe this accident will unlock something more.
Pan
Represents an energy that humans have a hard time controling
Shiva
Represent the threefold qualities of nature: creation, preservation and destruction
Angni
Represents fire. It has power, and is a natural process of destruction. But too much burns, and there is no creation.
Ra Atum
Represents the sun, the first realization of existance, and the god who created himself.
Mut
Represents the mother godess (I'm a guy, but still feel a strong mothering/fathering quality towards my siblings, and people who need my help, or who are younger or less experienced than me) I've always wanted to find some though, but I don't enjoy buying things that are so simple to do.
I have experienced 3 different kinds of hallucinogens, but will very very soon be "finding" some of my own DMT in some acetone...Maybe...on accident. I had to agree to something before I joined right? Does that matter?
I think a lot, and have discovered a lot about myself, and the world around me. But I hope that maybe this accident will unlock something more.