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DooDah man

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Hello all !
First and foremost.
I'm only a member to one other forum. Been there since 2005.
I'm not new to the psychedelic world. But i'em new to DMT.
Spice in particular. I have only done two extraction from MHRB.
I have been to the other side and found a friend who might allow me to venture farther into his rhealm.
Please excuse my spelling and writing skills. You will see they both lack luster.
I'm wondering if Nexus has a onsite spell check ? This would help me out so much.
I'm over forty. I was into the Grateful Dead for tens years. Was introduced to LSD and was confronted with the opportunity to become a family member.
So from their my here.
I'm very interested in the world beyond this one. As i have found DMT "spice" can show me
answers and open up new questions. I'm not looking to escape this world. I'm looking to understand this life and myself better. To explore the other possibilities of the other realities of this world and the next. I'm very spiritual. Being born into a catholic family. I do believe in some of that religion, but not all of course.
I do believe in a creator and a high power.

From what i have read, some people have a strong apprehension with doing spice.
I myself felt welcomed by this molecule. After my first extraction. What i produced with
my first try, was nice clean pure white spice. It only took me two tries to brake through.
The place i was taken to was so beautiful and welcoming. I could not understand why other would be afraid to go to the launch pad. My experience had been so wonderful, why em i so different ?
Why do i feel so peaceful around this molecule ?

I have had some tough times on other secriments. LSD sent me into a tail spin twice before.

The fourth time i went to the launch pad. It was so easy to break through to hyperspace.
This time was different !
Ok, I know i'm jumping around a bit. Please bare with me.
So my first times with the super white spice my CEV were like i was in a Imax theater.
The screen had a blue back ground and black outlined geometric shapes with dots inside of those. The shapes were octagons and hexagons, with dots inside that would change color.
The background was this beautiful shade of blue hue. Bye the way, my favorite color happens to be blue. all shades except navy.
So i have experienced the the first two times i broke through. Two weeks apart.
After that i was drinking beer throughout the day. I had a buzz but not drunk.
Now, mind you. I have been worned about alcohol and disrespecting the spirits.
That being said. It could have been the drinking or the use of the slightly yellow spice that was used as fuel for the rockets in my spiceship.
This journey was darker and not so pleasant. Apon splash down back from spice land, i found myself saying. I applogise and i promise not to come to your world that way ever again.
I was told about the respect. Not to disrespect or become to comfortable coming to spiceland. This is our home not yours. You are just a visitor that we allow you to visit.
Do not think you can come here and be disrepectful to us !
I learned a heavy lesson on that ride to hyperspace!

Two weeks later, i decided to go to the launch pad once again.
I changed the setting and went to my bed room and away from my ol'lady. She was in the living room where i usually take off from.
So i loaded up the ship with the slightly yellow fuel. Countdown hit zero......
The engines were lit and we lifted off the pad. Quickly reached orbit and then flung into
outer space, then hyperspace. The CEV's we close to the first times. Imax blue screen.
Then the geometric shapes formed what i perceived as elephent grass,reeds of tight bamboo.
Then finger tips poked through and the reed's opened up and a nose i began to see, then a forehead then a whole face. It face of what looked to me as a south american native indian.
He just peered at me with a grimacing look. It was not frightning at all. With out speaking a word, he said to me. So you made to me. Well i don't know you. I must get to know you and trust you before you can come visit us here. then he went back behind the reeds and then it all faded away.
All i could say was wow ! OMG, it's funny. I could remember all that when i splached back down and come out of it all.
It seems the more i blastoff the less spice it takes and the easier it is for me to brake through. I have only dabbled a little since and have not done enough to get back to his rhealm. My second extraction went bad. The temps were very high and humidity was just as.
I did get some clean stuff out of it, also did one rex on it so far.
But the rest is still yellow and that is not what i prefer as fuel. I still need to clean up all the crud i got from that extraction.
I know a couple rex methods and want to read more so that i get those processes down before i do them not to lose much of the product !

I have know of this site for about a year but never ventured to here.
I'm looking foreward to all that i can learn from the members and all the information that can be learned at this university.
I have herd good thing about Nexus at the other site i'm a member at. Not sure if i can disclose the name. I know there are members from there that are here. Those people will know who i em by my name. My name here differs by only one letter here from there.
To anyone who reads this. All comments and thoughts are welcome !
Peace to all !
I'm off to a furthur show this afternoone. It's going to be a slow show. The temps are going through the roof. 100*F so they say ! Those old guys can't take the heat too well.
Going to the marry weather post pavillion tomorrow also. Hope it will be cooler there !

Thank you all again for having me !
Peace !
 
DooDah man said:
Imax blue screen.
Then the geometric shapes formed what i perceived as elephent grass,reeds of tight bamboo.
Then finger tips poked through and the reed's opened up and a nose i began to see, then a forehead then a whole face. It face of what looked to me as a south american native indian.
He just peered at me with a grimacing look. It was not frightning at all. With out speaking a word, he said to me. So you made to me. Well i don't know you. I must get to know you and trust you before you can come visit us here. then he went back behind the reeds and then it all faded away.

Welcome to the Nexus!

Very interesting trip report. From my experience, sounds like he was giving you a warning. If I was you, I would not try to force your way back into that world again. Take baby steps. After each step, digest as much information as you can before taking another step. Most importantly, do not disrespect the spirit world. Especially since it appears you are new there.

You don't have to follow my advice. It's a free world. You can do whatever you want. 😁

Peace!
 
Hey DooDah, welcome! Sounds like you've already put a bit of energy into exploring the spice. I'm
In my forties as well, with a decades long psychedelic background, but with my life being the particular thing it is at the moment, the short duration of DMT suits me really well. Just don't have time for shrooms anymore! Plus, I really enjoy the intensity of DMT visuals, being a visual artist and all.

So it didn't take you long to discover why so many of us get preflight anxiety before launch. It's a heavy experience that can go so many different ways. I've had one really hard spice journey (tied to the car and dragged) which hasn't scared me off, but has made me way more conscious about set/setting. Most hard trips are avoidable, but there are some that are essential to your development. Choosing to explore the molecule is a roll of the dice: you will always learn, and with the right attitude, you can always somehow benefit from every journey. But it won't always be beautiful.

That giant face you encountered: to me, this didn't sound like an admonition to stay away... But definitely a message to move forward in a way that is mindful. Take your time, integrate, write down your experiences.

Happy and safe travels!
 
Hello to the DooDah Man!

Thanks for "Truckin'" on in :p and welcome to the DMT nexus...

I can tell by your story, your one of the chosen ones

Good job on that! :lol:
 

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Thank you all for the warm welcome.
Well, I'm still not afraid or nervous going to the launch pad. I do have much respect for the spice and all that lies behind those doors of perception.

I do try to write down what i learn see and what is brought to my attention. I have noticed
the more i reflect on my travels,the more i understand and remember.
The south american native spirit i encountered, i don't feel he was unhappy with my entering his world.
Just that i must take my time and let him/them get to know me and trust that i'm there with pure intentions. I was not frightened by his appearance, just the opposite. I was really surprised to see a real human figure rather then those colorful bubble creatures that looked like a nerds candy creature.

Most of my first experiences were like that. Morphing shapes and figures. Those geometric outlines with the dot matrix.
I did have some dark episodes the time i drank alcohol earlier in the day.
I usually close my eyes to get that full visual experience. So that one time, when i was beyond this world. It was black, absent of color. But i could see that i was in a closed space, I really could not see the figures and shapes but i could make out stick figures and in the center of the room was a being. I felt is was the other side. The dark side.
I was uneasy but stood my ground and was whispering, i'em not here for this. I'm hear for the good. I beleave in jesus christ and all that is good. I made the sign of the cross,
The darkness faded away and the colors came back. Then i splashed down to earth.
As i was reentering from hypespace, again i applogised for the disrespect of entering their space under the influence of alcohol.
It was unsettling, the dark side. But i do think they know where i'm coming from and know i only want the good from this experience.
So that all being said, i also feel that im one of those who are ment to find and use this molecule.
I'm not being cocky, i just feel so at ease around this molecule and going to the launch pad.
I know how to let go and not fight it. Just let it take it's course and direct how i want thing to proceed. I understand not to use it too much. Get what i can out of each experience.
For me, this is a part of my journey through this life. To understand why i'm here and what i'm here for and to understand the other plains of reality. The other realities of this life here on earth. The force that created all of this for us human beings gave us these gifts for us to use and explore. After all, everything we need to live Is here growing for us to use.
We really don't need all those synthetics that are produced in a lab that the big corp's produce to make their huge profits and kill us slowly. While they tell us to spend our hard earned money on their poison to keep us healthy and live longer.
Again ! Thank you all for the warm welcome. Thank you for reading my story. Thank you for the understanding.
I hope to be a big asset to this community at some point.
Peace !
 
DooDah man wrote:

i was in a closed space, I really could not see the figures and shapes but i could make out stick figures and in the center of the room was a being. I felt is was the other side. The dark side.
I was uneasy but stood my ground and was whispering, i'em not here for this. I'm hear for the good. I beleave in jesus christ and all that is good. I made the sign of the cross,
The darkness faded away and the colors came back. Then i splashed down to earth.

-Shalom,

The original Hebrew name of Christ: Yeshua, literally means "a cry for help" and from my direct experience, IMO the name fits the function.

Not everyone here on the Nexus is keen on traditional spiritual beliefs such as Christianity
A lot of Nexians prefer to maintain a more critical, skeptical and scientific outlook on things.
And while sometimes this can create some emotionally heated exchanges that can result in hurt feelings on either side, I strongly believe that the contrasting viewpoints here on the Nexus serves to create a dynamic and highly progressive atmosphere.

The contrasting opinions here also helps to create a golden opportunity for both highly scientific and highly spiritual people to exchange ideas and inspire one another with our individual subjective viewpoints and unique interpretations of existence.
 
-Shalom,

The original Hebrew name of Christ: Yeshua, literally means "a cry for help" and from my direct experience, IMO the name fits the function.

Not everyone here on the Nexus is keen on traditional spiritual beliefs such as Christianity
A lot of Nexians prefer to maintain a more critical, skeptical and scientific outlook on things.
And while sometimes this can create some emotionally heated exchanges that can result in hurt feelings on either side, I strongly believe that the contrasting viewpoints here on the Nexus serves to create a dynamic and highly progressive atmosphere.

The contrasting opinions here also helps to create a golden opportunity for both highly scientific and highly spiritual people to exchange ideas and inspire one another with our individual subjective viewpoints and unique interpretations of existence

I dig that Brother !
I'm just expressing myself and my experiances. I don't expect anyone to agree on my beleifs. To each their own. However and whatever makes sense to us as individules and how we were brought up. I was not meaning to offend anyone. This is just what and how i was brought up and what i needed to do in this circumstance. I just happen to be of a cristian background. i do go to church but i don't beleive in the organized religions as such.
One thing that always bothered me was , why do i have to go to a structure with a community to connect with the high power ? Can't i just go to my peaceful place and meditate ? So that being said. I was just convaying what happend to me and what i did to get from one place to another in my experiance. I really don't like all what the religion i was told was the right one in my up bringing.
I'm not here to offend anyone. everyone has the right to their own beleif. I have no right to tell someone they are wrong because they don't beleave what i do. I'm just expressing myself and being honest about my experiance. This is just what i did to change the path in my journey.
If someone said they were happy that they were confronted by the dark side or energy and they embraced it, I would not tell them they are wrong for that or should not express such feeling for the other side. I just happen to want to explore a more colorful presance.
I do beleave in good and bad. Up and down, A dark power and a light good power or energy.
I did not mean to offend anyone or other beleifs. To each their own. If someone beleaves there is no higher power or anything beyond this life so be it it is their right !

I seen the beautiful side, full of color. Then i experianced the dark energy and did not like it. I connected that dark energy with evil. I really only want to explore the good bright side of the differnt energy.
After all we are all just energy forces. Negetive and positive. I just want to explore the positive and stay away of the negetive aspect. Although i know and have already experianced
the negetive side of things.
To each their own, I applogise if i offended anyone with my post.
We are all individuals with our own thoughts and beleifs.
I did not mean to offend anyone with my thoughts and experiances.
I was expressing how i just would like to experiance the energy of love, and that dark energy actually made me uneasy. I did what i thought i had to do to change that dark energy in my experiance , and expressed it in my post. If i knew i should not mention religion here i would not have.
Peace !
 
DooDah Man,

It's cool bro, I really doubt you offended anyone, I hope I did not give you the wrong impression, I was just attempting to acclimate you a bit..

Personally, I write about Yeshua and spirituality on here quite often, I have had many self transforming psychedelic experiences concerning the entity called Christ. I believe that as long as the subject is talked about in an intellectual and non-preachy way.(which is what you did) I don't believe anyone is bothered by it too terribly.
 
Thank you for explaining that to me. I will try to refrain from being so forth coming with my religious beleifs. We are all together on this rock no matter what we beleive, we are all Brothers and sisters. I don't understand how someone or a group can say we are better or right and you are wrong for what releigion you beleave. we are all in this together, i only wish we as humen beings could put our differnces aside and put our heads together to make this a better place for the next in line to take peace to a higher level.
If their were only more people like us to resolve these problems that plague our world.
Most wars are fault of these differnt beleifs. God or the higher power, our creator loves all of us equally.
You know, as children. We are told to beleave in things that we cannot see or touch.
Then there are the monsters in our heads that are not real at all and we are told their is no boogie man. As we all know the real monsters are the human beings !
So, as we get older. we are told, well santa clause is mommy and daddy, their is not really a jolly old soul in a red suit. There is no easter bunny ect.......
So then i got all confused about god and if i misbehaved and did wrong i could go to the devil and or hell !
Well, i have learned through my experiances with the sacraments their is good and evil.
The dark side and a good loving energy that i come to beleive is or creator. For me i don't think it is a he or she. I come to feel it is the energy. A big ball of energy of the spirit of love. It is in our own mind of how this energy may look !
So, i do beleave in karma and what negetive thing we do come back to use two fold.
What we do as good comes back around in different ways. I may be wrong but i have felt this. I feel i have spirits or angles that watch over me. They let me mess up and pay the price , but only let me get into so much trouble that i learn my lesson and not do those stupid things again, for some reason.
Ok, enough of this for now. I hope you all can take this and understand me a little better.
Peace , love and happiness !
 
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