Hi, everyone, I just wanted to share somethings about my first experiences and impressions with DMT. I have done mushrooms before up to 10 grams, so that is mainly what I compare it too, but there really isn't any comparison, it's apples to oranges kinda thing. Only similar thing is that it's a hallucinagen.
Well the first time I had tryed it, was with some fairly, but not completly pure spice.
I meditated for an hour before hand, I had no set intentions except to get a good feel for the spice. I put in about a match heads size of spice. Parsely on top, spice, parsely. In a bong. Laying in bed, in a secluded house, I lit the spice and inhaled slowly, first thing I noticed was the peculir body sensation that I have to come to love and crave.I noticed a hum or buzzing noise. Then I started getting a lot of OEV's, slight fear response feeling of "how far is this going to go?"
I notice that the OEV's seemed to go veritcal, instead of horizontal as with mushrooms. A lot sharper and I want to say a lot "cleaner", lot's of pinks and greens and all light.
So in retrospect it was a fairly light dose, not having held it in for any length of time. Only effects being a very nice body high, and OEV patterns. Afterwards ( the trip was about 10 mins) I still had "tracers" for a little while and I danced around. I also noticed a feeling of increased, maybe not total freedom, but a sense of increased freedom.
The same day I decided to stay up all night and dose outside with the sunrise, same method, same pipe, outside. Meditated for awhile, and said a prayer, again I did not breakthrough, but this time I got a lot closer. I went to a place ( with eyes closed) that was totally numerical in a way that is very hard to describe. It was like there were numbers in the whole of the world making up everything, but they were alien numbers, that looked hieroglyphic in nature. I kept hearing whispers and voices not quite being able to make out what they were saying... I remember feeling uncomfortable, but despite that I just kept saying "thank you, thank you" over and over again to these numbers/voices. When I could feel reality slipping back I opened my eyes and looked up at the tree I was lying under. It's leaves were sharp and unbelievably bright they swayed back and forth with the dome almost as if saying "welcome back". Had a GREAT!! day after this. Very happy feeling.
After this I did not have access to any for awhile, then I got some and was at another friends house, house sitting for him. My original plan was to take some mushies and then try to blast off. However, I had been feeling very depressed all that day, so I opted for a medium dose of spice. I saw a lot of patterns, but they didn't seem to mean anything to me. Kinda like taking a hallucinagen too much and being burnt out, however I had not taken anything in a long time. I had no fear during this trip, but I did have some giggles.
The reason for a medium dose is that I'm taking things slow with DMT, mushies I used to feel were very very magical, but I used them too much and now I feel like we have lost the magic that we once possessed. So mushies aren't right for me at this time, I realize. With spice I wanted to see if I could get back the magic, so to speak having a deep need for it. And I wish to respect the spice also, I will not take it lightly or treat it as, "just a drug"
After this trip I did notice that I wasn't depressed anymore. The DMT took away my depression!! Even with just a light/medium dose. So interesting note. DMT prescribed as an anti-depressant anyone? No medicinal use my ass!
So skip forward to last week, I decided to try it again, this time I had opiates in my system, I do not usually combine anything with a substance that I consider sacred. However it felt right to try it on this particular night.
So I did, and let me say that I felt the magic. The setting was in my room, on the bed, dim light, no music, match head size dose, same quality spice a little bit cleaner. I was totally calm, possibly because of the remants of the opiates.
I went what felt like very deeply inward, eyes closed, there was a jungle/cave of sorts, but it wasn't in this worldy sense, it was extremly welcoming and relaxing though distinctly larger then any jungle on earth could ever be, I felt totally dwarfed by the size of this cave/jungle. I felt like I migh have had the first taste of what could be a breakthrough, but it wasn't quite there again, but what was so magical were the songs that I was hearing, beautifully composed songs sung by an otherwordly choir, like a lullaby and a prayer that touched some place deep within my soul. These songs cannot be put in words now. They were amazing. Time was so heavily dilated. 10 mins felt like hours. Another note is that I felt extremly open... all of my senses. The sound of the heater turning on made me flinch, such a mundane thing that I hear every day, and it seemed like a chainsaw going right next to my face.
I now know that the best way to do spice is with eyes closed and without any distractions and without any anxiety. It will take care of me.
I know my reports aren't as intense or well written as a lot of the reports on here, but I feel like I may have a home with DMT. Hell for the anti-depressant effects alone I will keep taking DMT, with respect for it of course.
I am going to try a much higher dosage this week with a test tube set-up. I will breakthrough and then I will know if DMT is for me or not.
And then I will have something really worth writing about
Thank you for reading if you made it to the end. And thank you for this amazing forum.
Well the first time I had tryed it, was with some fairly, but not completly pure spice.
I meditated for an hour before hand, I had no set intentions except to get a good feel for the spice. I put in about a match heads size of spice. Parsely on top, spice, parsely. In a bong. Laying in bed, in a secluded house, I lit the spice and inhaled slowly, first thing I noticed was the peculir body sensation that I have to come to love and crave.I noticed a hum or buzzing noise. Then I started getting a lot of OEV's, slight fear response feeling of "how far is this going to go?"
I notice that the OEV's seemed to go veritcal, instead of horizontal as with mushrooms. A lot sharper and I want to say a lot "cleaner", lot's of pinks and greens and all light.
So in retrospect it was a fairly light dose, not having held it in for any length of time. Only effects being a very nice body high, and OEV patterns. Afterwards ( the trip was about 10 mins) I still had "tracers" for a little while and I danced around. I also noticed a feeling of increased, maybe not total freedom, but a sense of increased freedom.
The same day I decided to stay up all night and dose outside with the sunrise, same method, same pipe, outside. Meditated for awhile, and said a prayer, again I did not breakthrough, but this time I got a lot closer. I went to a place ( with eyes closed) that was totally numerical in a way that is very hard to describe. It was like there were numbers in the whole of the world making up everything, but they were alien numbers, that looked hieroglyphic in nature. I kept hearing whispers and voices not quite being able to make out what they were saying... I remember feeling uncomfortable, but despite that I just kept saying "thank you, thank you" over and over again to these numbers/voices. When I could feel reality slipping back I opened my eyes and looked up at the tree I was lying under. It's leaves were sharp and unbelievably bright they swayed back and forth with the dome almost as if saying "welcome back". Had a GREAT!! day after this. Very happy feeling.
After this I did not have access to any for awhile, then I got some and was at another friends house, house sitting for him. My original plan was to take some mushies and then try to blast off. However, I had been feeling very depressed all that day, so I opted for a medium dose of spice. I saw a lot of patterns, but they didn't seem to mean anything to me. Kinda like taking a hallucinagen too much and being burnt out, however I had not taken anything in a long time. I had no fear during this trip, but I did have some giggles.
The reason for a medium dose is that I'm taking things slow with DMT, mushies I used to feel were very very magical, but I used them too much and now I feel like we have lost the magic that we once possessed. So mushies aren't right for me at this time, I realize. With spice I wanted to see if I could get back the magic, so to speak having a deep need for it. And I wish to respect the spice also, I will not take it lightly or treat it as, "just a drug"
After this trip I did notice that I wasn't depressed anymore. The DMT took away my depression!! Even with just a light/medium dose. So interesting note. DMT prescribed as an anti-depressant anyone? No medicinal use my ass!
So skip forward to last week, I decided to try it again, this time I had opiates in my system, I do not usually combine anything with a substance that I consider sacred. However it felt right to try it on this particular night.
So I did, and let me say that I felt the magic. The setting was in my room, on the bed, dim light, no music, match head size dose, same quality spice a little bit cleaner. I was totally calm, possibly because of the remants of the opiates.
I went what felt like very deeply inward, eyes closed, there was a jungle/cave of sorts, but it wasn't in this worldy sense, it was extremly welcoming and relaxing though distinctly larger then any jungle on earth could ever be, I felt totally dwarfed by the size of this cave/jungle. I felt like I migh have had the first taste of what could be a breakthrough, but it wasn't quite there again, but what was so magical were the songs that I was hearing, beautifully composed songs sung by an otherwordly choir, like a lullaby and a prayer that touched some place deep within my soul. These songs cannot be put in words now. They were amazing. Time was so heavily dilated. 10 mins felt like hours. Another note is that I felt extremly open... all of my senses. The sound of the heater turning on made me flinch, such a mundane thing that I hear every day, and it seemed like a chainsaw going right next to my face.
I now know that the best way to do spice is with eyes closed and without any distractions and without any anxiety. It will take care of me.
I know my reports aren't as intense or well written as a lot of the reports on here, but I feel like I may have a home with DMT. Hell for the anti-depressant effects alone I will keep taking DMT, with respect for it of course.
I am going to try a much higher dosage this week with a test tube set-up. I will breakthrough and then I will know if DMT is for me or not.
And then I will have something really worth writing about
Thank you for reading if you made it to the end. And thank you for this amazing forum.
Thanks for posting.