hello everyone,
i have not a short path behind me (i was born in kirgisistan then we moved to russia and finially we've arrived where all the other nations wanted us to be: germany). What i've realized through all this way is, there are no nations, no religion, no race, even no gender that naturally sticks to the entities inside of us. Everything we are/do is motivated by fears and desires that, to some extend, are buried in our subconscious.
For that i am very happy to have stumbled upon this forum because i feel surroundet by people just as curious, openmindet and fearless towards making expiriences that drasticly change ones perspective. Even though i have the tendency to be a "rational" person (i'm studying electroengineering) i got very aware of how much faith lies in science and it is thanks to those esoteric ideas, that make us think outside the box, that we can grow our knoledge and explore the unknown.
Speaking of exploring the unknown, allthough i've had expiriences with LSD, MDMA and ... Oh Mary Jane ..., i am not sure if i actually had a breaktrough expirience on DMT already or not. What happend sofar was, i was always able to move and "function" properly (it scared me a little to realise to what extend something like walking is automated) but when i closed my eyes i could see entities like a giant (size relations reversed) butterfly with fractal wings smiling at me, a chinese-art dragon composing and decomposing of neonglowing strings and a giant "spacesnake" (all dosages at about 30mg).
so is that the breaktrough expirience or is it when im feeling so separated from my body that i actually can not move anymore.
i have not a short path behind me (i was born in kirgisistan then we moved to russia and finially we've arrived where all the other nations wanted us to be: germany). What i've realized through all this way is, there are no nations, no religion, no race, even no gender that naturally sticks to the entities inside of us. Everything we are/do is motivated by fears and desires that, to some extend, are buried in our subconscious.
For that i am very happy to have stumbled upon this forum because i feel surroundet by people just as curious, openmindet and fearless towards making expiriences that drasticly change ones perspective. Even though i have the tendency to be a "rational" person (i'm studying electroengineering) i got very aware of how much faith lies in science and it is thanks to those esoteric ideas, that make us think outside the box, that we can grow our knoledge and explore the unknown.
Speaking of exploring the unknown, allthough i've had expiriences with LSD, MDMA and ... Oh Mary Jane ..., i am not sure if i actually had a breaktrough expirience on DMT already or not. What happend sofar was, i was always able to move and "function" properly (it scared me a little to realise to what extend something like walking is automated) but when i closed my eyes i could see entities like a giant (size relations reversed) butterfly with fractal wings smiling at me, a chinese-art dragon composing and decomposing of neonglowing strings and a giant "spacesnake" (all dosages at about 30mg).
so is that the breaktrough expirience or is it when im feeling so separated from my body that i actually can not move anymore.
