I was diagnosed ADHD at around 7 years old. We tried a couple stimulant medications like Adderall xr at the max dose and focalin but I never liked them much because they nuked my personality and emotions so I quit.
As I aged and experimented I started a mindless habit of caffeine and nicotine usually Marlboro reds and coffee. I never thought much of it besides taking the edge off and helping me just function
This last year I've changed my relatio ship with these a bit. I'm trying to redefine my health and boundaries especially when it comes to preventable harm like smoking and dipping. I stopped all other forms of nicotine and switched to synthetic nicotine pouchs, im thinking soon ill switch to patches.
The effects im noticing are night and day. I just feel more focused lately. Its not that I lack focus in my day to day but my executive functioning is hit and miss. Some days I can't get much done and other days I get several months worth of work done in a few hours.
Does anyone here have any similar experiences ?
As I aged and experimented I started a mindless habit of caffeine and nicotine usually Marlboro reds and coffee. I never thought much of it besides taking the edge off and helping me just function
This last year I've changed my relatio ship with these a bit. I'm trying to redefine my health and boundaries especially when it comes to preventable harm like smoking and dipping. I stopped all other forms of nicotine and switched to synthetic nicotine pouchs, im thinking soon ill switch to patches.
The effects im noticing are night and day. I just feel more focused lately. Its not that I lack focus in my day to day but my executive functioning is hit and miss. Some days I can't get much done and other days I get several months worth of work done in a few hours.
Does anyone here have any similar experiences ?
