5 Dimensional Nick
"Full of multiversal flow!"
Dear Forumers,
I am writing here because my friends and I are quite regular users of this particular drug and my musings about this chemical have reached a point where I would like to find possible answers to my questions about it.
When I started using this I would generally just laugh and laugh for a few moments at either nothing or something that I would instantly forget, therefor seeming like nothing. This was when I tended to have them at raves where you would purchase one for a few quid and do it there with your mates. One of my friends would however report some seriously intense sounding psychedelic experiences sometimes which I'm sure he, let alone I, would fail to recall now as it was years ago. The main point was though, psychedelically the most I would ever get was a slight boost or enhancement of the visuals I was getting from the drug or drugs I was on when I did it, usually acid and/or mdma and/or ketamine.
Currently, years later, I have done countless more balloons, and often my friends and I buy a few boxes and do them at our house parties. What I am wondering about though is that nearly all my friends seem to get massive highs off them compared to me and completely different experiences where I seem to be the only person who has experienced them like me.
I'll start with my experiences. Now, I generally get a body buzz off them with no laughter. The buzz is very pleasant, varyingly so and lasts a few seconds and fades without a comedown. I don't giggle at "nothing" but do still enjoy them. I still get the short enhancement of psychedelic visuals if I am on stuff. Strangely, occasionally, maybe 2 or 3 times a years at the moment I get a buzz where I feel "all my balloons have come at once" where I laugh manically, proper manically for almost maybe a minute or so where it gets so intense, I literally feel like my head is going to explode from laughter or my friends all start to look at me like "WTF, is this guy crazy or what?!". Also once or twice if at a festival or there's many people around I get a delay unit effect where its like the world is being run through a delay unit. I do also do double balloons to not much more effect, except once when apparently I had a small seizure after talking about some entities I had seen. I say apparently because I blacked out and did not remember this.
This leads me neatly onto my next point which is that at least one of my friends constantly meets entities, leads other lives and generally had SERIOUS psychedelic experiences from just one balloon, let alone double ones. Most of my friends seem to have much much much much more hallucinations and experiences with them, including what I mentioned before and even time travel or deja-vu on some serious level.
I am a layman in neuroscience and psychology and often when confronted with differences in effects of drugs on different people understand there could be tolerance both physiologically and psychologically, both inherent and built up at varying levels in different people. Also obviously everyone's neurotransmitter levels, neural connections and generally psychology can add to these different effects too.
I guess I am just wondering whether I am the only one with such a weird difference to everyone else? Whether I am normal and my mates are weird!!? And generally how this damned weird drug works!?
Thanks,
One weird ballooner,
5D.
I am writing here because my friends and I are quite regular users of this particular drug and my musings about this chemical have reached a point where I would like to find possible answers to my questions about it.
When I started using this I would generally just laugh and laugh for a few moments at either nothing or something that I would instantly forget, therefor seeming like nothing. This was when I tended to have them at raves where you would purchase one for a few quid and do it there with your mates. One of my friends would however report some seriously intense sounding psychedelic experiences sometimes which I'm sure he, let alone I, would fail to recall now as it was years ago. The main point was though, psychedelically the most I would ever get was a slight boost or enhancement of the visuals I was getting from the drug or drugs I was on when I did it, usually acid and/or mdma and/or ketamine.
Currently, years later, I have done countless more balloons, and often my friends and I buy a few boxes and do them at our house parties. What I am wondering about though is that nearly all my friends seem to get massive highs off them compared to me and completely different experiences where I seem to be the only person who has experienced them like me.
I'll start with my experiences. Now, I generally get a body buzz off them with no laughter. The buzz is very pleasant, varyingly so and lasts a few seconds and fades without a comedown. I don't giggle at "nothing" but do still enjoy them. I still get the short enhancement of psychedelic visuals if I am on stuff. Strangely, occasionally, maybe 2 or 3 times a years at the moment I get a buzz where I feel "all my balloons have come at once" where I laugh manically, proper manically for almost maybe a minute or so where it gets so intense, I literally feel like my head is going to explode from laughter or my friends all start to look at me like "WTF, is this guy crazy or what?!". Also once or twice if at a festival or there's many people around I get a delay unit effect where its like the world is being run through a delay unit. I do also do double balloons to not much more effect, except once when apparently I had a small seizure after talking about some entities I had seen. I say apparently because I blacked out and did not remember this.
This leads me neatly onto my next point which is that at least one of my friends constantly meets entities, leads other lives and generally had SERIOUS psychedelic experiences from just one balloon, let alone double ones. Most of my friends seem to have much much much much more hallucinations and experiences with them, including what I mentioned before and even time travel or deja-vu on some serious level.
I am a layman in neuroscience and psychology and often when confronted with differences in effects of drugs on different people understand there could be tolerance both physiologically and psychologically, both inherent and built up at varying levels in different people. Also obviously everyone's neurotransmitter levels, neural connections and generally psychology can add to these different effects too.
I guess I am just wondering whether I am the only one with such a weird difference to everyone else? Whether I am normal and my mates are weird!!? And generally how this damned weird drug works!?
Thanks,
One weird ballooner,
5D.